I wish someone would have warned me that most of my 20′s would be me struggling with my existence. 

And now that I’ve laid down, my mind does it’s thing where it becomes heavy and won’t shut off.

So, I guess Army or Air Force then? Should I try and aim to be a TACP Specialist? Or maybe just something with intelligence work? Do I balls up and try for a cav scout contract or even an 18X contract? I’ve got no damn clue what to do.

My mind is heavy tonight.

It's sad and disheartening when someone has to sleep with someone else in order to realize that they're in love with you, only to get angry at you when you walk away quietly from them.

Life is short, my breath is shorter.

Forgot what it was like to be this low.