I forgot you were around and what I needed

Didn’t mean to scratch you up, or fill your lungs with dust

I’m sorry to leave you hangin’

It doesn’t feel right, when I pick you up again

Like I forgot how to make you laugh 

We used to finish each other’s sentences (without any fret)

Even when everything went to shit

I knew you would make my nights worth all the loneliness

You should have been there more when I was smiling

I should have held you close when you made me hurt

To fight for the good that you’re worth 

I need you now more than ever

So I’ll pick you off this pile of dirt and hope you can forgive me. 

I try to recognize my fear, for all I know I could be missing out. The house I’m living in is ruled by anger and doubt So I sleep a little longer in the mornings now. Until I feel free to rise as myself I breathe a lot deeper and fight with my thoughts

If I was a safe keeper all of your ideas would be lost Usually I come to you with this shoe box of dreams Asking which one of these do you think I could be Stupid to be thinking anyone else has the answers This world is a treasure box and we’re all wearing eye patches This world’s treasure isn’t lost and we’re all seeking to find answers The answers are self love and trust So get a dream catcher We could all let in the lust and bust a rhyme to express each important time we’ve felt we have enough.

We have enough

We are enough

Accept the love, accept the love.

Scream into my ears

Be the angel I can hear

So beautiful and loud

Push me to stop from looking back at better years

I'm here with you right now

Holding onto this ache or knowing

I can feel alive again

It's the first time in a long one that I stop to listen

To the beauty of something real that I envision becoming

Ache or know you can keep me in this state of mind

Without wasting my precious time on a low heart rate for days

With my heart in my hands I'll run until my breath is blocks away

Squeeze while blood leaves a trail for you to follow me home

A talking shell, hides in the hull disguised as a sinking anchor Can you hear the sea, can empty see the answer? Enduring life past my reincarnation, using your imagination Raining on my body,  Feeling every wave in the current  as a single mind race Surf boards duel the time, sailing space, life savers the finish line, yet no dec is seen   I'm a little bright spec in a farsighted ship wreck, sinking inside a whole universe of electric 

The power goes out, age is a shocking epidemic.

This winter, a master of magic Inside igloo circus, sets up a comfortable havoc the tricks are tragic mind games, that shatter brain wavez static. 

motivation stops. 

the thoughts switch, the light goes