i got called immature at rehearsal today. i was joking around with everyone and having fun and some girl that wasn’t even 18 yet was like “you see this is why i thought you were 16 because you’re acting like this”
bro ugh my brain got so heavy
i wish i could pour out my heart to her. i wish i could tell her how societal expectations and the fear of looking immature or irresponsible or stupid was a cage that held my heart hostage since before i can remember. i wish i could tell her about fear, about how its your worst enemy, about overcoming it to be able to become your truest self and about not giving a fuck about what other people think
i will not fit in fuck you. fuck you if you think i’m immature. fuck you if you tell me to shut up. fuck you if you expect me to know what you want without telling me. fuck you fuck you fuck you!
don’t dim your light for any of these motherfuckers!!!
