#sisterfights

LORELEY: jumping on Hailey

HAILEY: smacks Loreley *tenderly*

LORELEY: pretending to be hurt and crying

ME: wtf u crying for

I finally stood up for myself.  The last couple of days have been pretty rocky due to the several fights in my house... it just seems that everyone is fighting with everyone these days. Me and my sister used to be so tight, but now we argue more or less everyday since i've got back.  I honestly think it's because i'm finally standing up for myself. In the past i would cover her ass, clean up for and defend her whenever my mum complained about her and her attitude. Not anymore.  I've decided that enough is enough. She used to walk all over me. One minute she would say i was the best sister in the world because i bought her £50 worth of clothes. Within 30 minutes she would forget anything i'd done for her and call me a "fat lazy shit, who can't be bothered to move if it wasn't for food". Her words are so damn hurtful. I stopped taking that bullshit and argue back now. I stand up for myself and tell her to fuck off. Not only that i make her think about the things she's saying. Just because i don't run downstairs and say hi every time she walks into the house, i'm suddenly lazy? No. I came home early to make sure she was all packed for her flight, while she was running around with her friends having a great time... i cut my time down with my boyfriend, just for her... so i sit in my room and relax for a bit and then she storms upstairs and tells me i've changed and that i'm a "BAD PERSON". Why? Because i didn't ask her about her day the moment she came home? Fuck no. I put her in her place. I'm standing up for myself from now on.  I've made friends who have given me confidence at uni, they see me for me and fully love, accept and appreciate me for my crazy, random, drunk and high self. If people who aren't even blood related can do that, why can't she. Why is it that she always needs an upper hand? I'm the older sister, but never have i made her feel that because she's younger she doesn't matter. I've always treated her as an equal, but she's never treated me in the same way. Yeah i dress differently, and i don't conform to the standard girly ways... so what. I'm still your sister and your friend, don't tell me what i'm doing is wrong just because its not exactly what you're doing. So yes sis. I've changed. You can't tell me what to do, you can't get away with making remarks about my weight, face, personality or friends. Then the next minute pretend we're best friends so i'll cover your ass in front of mum. I'm done. If you can fight with me, you can fight your own damn battles. Stand up and defend yourself from your own wrongs... lets see what happens when i'm not there to tell mum to take it easy on you.  

Because you know what. For once in my life i'm standing up for myself, and having an opinion. Yeah you don't like it, you think i'm a bad person for doing so. Heck you went and snitched to mum about it... lol you forgot that i'm always there for mum, i joke with her, shop with her, take time to listen to her... i'm her best friend. While she wanted the same relationship with you, you cut her off when she spoke to you, you rolled your eyes at her when she told you a story about her day. You shouted at her when she told you to behave yourself. So lol, she told me what you said. For years you made me feel like a bad sister for talking to mum, about how i felt after the way you insulted and hurt me. Guess what you're doing now? Damn the tables have turned.