#sirsoos

Indifference.

walking alone 

without means.

by the darkness, atoned

shadowed dusk in-between two breaths - deep

blink.

 the magical lights fade

Fine-Art struck

remaking cliche

mache faking

oui si

z style paving

painting Patience thin

kinda like one of those french curls

an essential crisis

to exist, here, ‘now’

Such a Sacrilegious Toothache 

Pulsing Wrench

Wretched

Truth-Wrecked

too blessed

Proof-checked

ruthless

*poof* 

guess

message

root-less

reformed sentences

preformed performances

for formed circumstances

perchance perceived acceptances

Pittances

 a pre-prescribed itty Holy Tale

 gates    ‘o’    prisms

sought to seer a world without light

listened

felt

The Self 

vibrate

in

So   I have something to do

Wake up, cook food

 brew beans. 

eat breakfast. 

take out trash

half a moment before it’s picked it up,

hand off connection.

return, back inside. 

wash hands.

slumber.

awaken, why?

 neighbor

12:21

 pm?

yup..

 sigh a sip of coffee,

smoke,

brush,

sit,

scribble.

figured, hunger

out, leave, eat.

found fruits- berries. 

a solid salad & some water, 

a single sunset,

all sold as pure.

return, back to the homestead. 

Utility utensils

controlling le cure,

eating,

staring at el ceiling -ing

  *sigh*    

sedated stimuli

ain’t amused by aesthetics

there doesn’t seem to be 

nothing,

 excites me

i can’t keep or help from feeling

 numb

i don’t know, no quiero jugar

participate? 

next joke please, 

sub par

great punch line though

oh

truly hit the gut

so cutthroat

really, felt in rhyme

such slit of hope

 Honestly, 

should probably keep a hold

slip

 ripped

out of rope

don’t need to know 

don’t need to know 

just need to go 

God knead my-soul

Here, near, Have her hear me wallow

just one more message

just need to know

am i am?

Who names my whole?

why must i muster courage

 to bare burden’s blame?!

 heritage caws towards me:

 “warden thy reign

manifest a pilgrimage”

a pill

gram

and game

forever lost. longer gone.

since sage has-beens have not been aware

     i am not all I

but I is all who i am 

 a one way street

parade

beam bam jamboree

a happen peppy paced peace

fantasy.

until

casually

 at an epitome of bliss

ill prepared

off and gone 

often gone

aloft ghost skeleton

skull shackled to the balcony

body stuck inside

enslaved room

locked inn

canned I.D.

incited knot

candid cocoon

insight in sight

circular thought

circus’s lot

circuit is shocked

sickened 

        by costs,

                       an aged proof

fidgeted my digits

 lost   my

Why why why why why why, why

why why why

why?

why 

fond inspiration

 in a museum

measured art of a so-so architect

soi-disant artist 

 worthlessness

I found ekphrasis

I listened

I listened

I listened

                                                                                                               to the wall.

The connoisseurs all around each held distinct caws

chirped amuses into existence

 the ‘just’ beginning of Art?

as if they know what’s not Art

as if they birth the beauty of Love

as if they play the part of None

Pieces, they need us to connect with them

to complete their mark

meaning?

i can’t forget to walk

on your mark?

go.

‘look! another piece of art!‘

‘more, a designed hunk of wasteful space’

‘EXACTLY! DEESiiggnnneeeed, oOOOOoooOOouuu.’

‘...designed to do what?’

‘uhhh, well, how about, you tell me, that’s the interpreter’s duty.’

‘it’s designed to not have significant purpose.”

‘isn’t the purpose in the worth we give it?’

‘the worth you give it? i’d rather listen to sad truths than wander-about some waste upon a wall.’

‘why would you say that?’

‘what else could have been mused, to occupy this hall?’

‘where?’

‘how can you not see?...the potential, this- ahh!’

‘when you talk to me like this, i can’t help but nullify your-’

‘who do you even think you are, to judge so-called ‘credibly’ at all?!’

‘are you, okay?’

“uhhrhhhh....’

‘Ooookayyyy, so... uhh, what’s your opinion on this here Art?’