#sirjinki

last drink: cup of tea last phone call: to my brother I think last text message: a friend last song you listened to: elevator (jonghyun) last time i cried: yesterday

have you ever: dated someone twice: yes been cheated on: oh yes :( kissed someone and regretted it: a guy once grabbed me and kissed me when I was minding my own business walking with a friend. I think he was drunk. It was gross, ugh  lost someone special: Oh yes :( been depressed: Yes been drunk and thrown up: I’ve only been drunk once. It was new years eve and I felt really ill. I don’t know why people do it tbh.

in the past year have you: made a new friend: Online, yes. fallen out of love:  no laughed until you cried: Yes a few times met someone who changed you: Well I’ve learnt not to trust some people as much found out who your true friends were: Oh yes found out someone was talking about you: Yes

general: how many people on tumblr do you know in real life: Just one  do you have any pets: I have a chocolate labrador who I love to death ♥, 2 hens who wander around my garden and dig up my plants and ruin it... but they lay nice eggs so I forgive them. Plus 7 fish in an aquarium do you want to change your name: I’ve never liked my name but i have no idea what I would change it to what time did you wake up this morning: 6am (I never get more than 5 hours sleep at night and it sucks) what were you doing last night: I watched a movie and blogged a bit name something you cannot wait for: I’m going with Emily to see PTX in London in May (they’re my fave group after SHINee ....one day please God let it be SHINee ;;;) have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes I’ve know 2 or 3 toms what’s getting on your nerves rn: Me! I procrastinate and overthink everything and feel like I’m getting nowhere nicknames: Ru, Bambi, Rufus,  relationship status: currently napping ;) zodiac sign: Gemini pronouns: She/her favorite t.v show: I don’t really watch much tv. high school: Lets just say I was a happy bunny when it was over college:  hair color: caramel blonde long or short: My hair is just below collarbone length do you have a crush on someone: *winks* what do you like about yourself:  I try to be patient and kind  tattoos: None ... but every so often i’m tempted to have a little one righty or lefty: Righty

firsts: first surgery: I had a ruptured appendix (I wouldn’t recommend it. It was excruciating ) first piercings: Ears first best friend: a girl called Lorna when I was 10 first sport you joined: I used to go to some killer exercise sessions 3 times a week. I just don’t have time now but I try to stay fit. first vacation: Isle of Wight I think when I was little

rn: eating: Nothing drinking: Nothing (but I fancy a cheeky rum and coke tbh) i’m about to: probably gif something listening to: Nothing at the mo  waiting for: inspiration want kids: I mother everyone already, lol get married: to the right person career: got one 

which is better: lips or eyes: Eyes, and smile (and hands tbh) hugs or kisses: Both ... but hugs are the best shorter or taller: taller is nice but personality is more important older or younger: Don’t mind romantic or spontaneous: Romantic. Spontaneous scares the pants off me sensitive or loud: Sensitive hook up or relationship: Relationship troublemaker or hesitant: A mixture of both can be damn sexy tbh

have you ever: kissed a stranger: Not one that I wanted. yuck lost glasses/contacts: No sex on first date: No broken someones heart: Idk been arrested: No turned someone down: Yes cried when someone died: Too many times fallen for a friend: Yes

do you believe: in yourself: I wish I did miracles: I’d like to think so love at first sight: No heaven: Yes santa claus: No

You know, I was surprised by you. 
I thought u were gonna be like a lot of my other “friends”, and will stop talking to me naturally after a few days or weeks, simply because we ran out of things to say. But you didn’t. Even after that first day, when we finished taking I thought to myself “well that was nice knowing her” and thought you wouldn’t message me again for some time, and we will just become silent mutuals. BUT you surprised me by messaging me in the morning (well afternoon, you lazy bof XD) saying “hi, how are you” and I literally…. Ajbdkdbshvssh ;;;;;;; you even made me change my mind about how I should message people! Why did i need to wait for someone to message me first right? Why couldn’t I make message first?

I rly truly appreciate u, and I want you to know that! I haven’t had anyone as easy to talk to as you, not even in rl for such a long time, maybe because I’m a boring person or because I talk to much about myself (Like now XD) but u literally can keep a convo going so faultlessly and you make me feel like u want to keep talking to me, and want to get to know me, even if I moan so much about everything, and spazz so ridiculously!

I in turn, became rly curious about u boffle, and u are so much more then just a “nice tumblr blogger”! You are funny, sensitive like Jjong, sassy like your fave ikon’s junhoe, and real, so real. You say things even if it’s against what the majority says and I rly admire u for that! And the cherry on top? You rly are soooo pretty (your eyes boffle ;;) and super kind- so so sooo ridiculously kind and patient to top it all off! (not to mention the fact that u are also super cute, especially when adventure time is on!). You’re so precious to me Boffle, and I hope u rly truly understand that! I’m so glad you messaged me about ontae that day, urghdhsh I don’t even have words to describe what you mean to me, just that you’re literally one of the nicest people I have ever met, even if you don’t believe it yourself!

LAST:

Drink: water Phone call: moooom Text message: the fucker Last time you cried: alright this is embarrassing but yesterday i was about to eat and suddenly my neighbor came in, so i had to run to my room lol but you cant judge me i hadnt eaten anything in 10 hours, and what i ate was a fucking glass of milk i thought i was gonna die. But it was just my eyes watering, if you mean tears rolling, it was watching ed sheerans movie. Yeah im EMOTIONAL.

HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice: nop Been cheated on: nop Kissed someone & regretted it: can i say my dog? Lost someone special: yup Been depressed: uhm dont think so? like maybe when i was a child? but not sure if it was depression or i just hated everyone lol Gotten drunk & thrown up: havent ever drank lol

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 

red, blue, black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: Made new friends: uhm not sure, maybe yes?? Fallen out of love: no Laughed until you cried: yey Found out someone was talking about you: in the last year i think nope?? i have found out some people talking shit but i dont think it was last year Met someone who changed you: nop Found out who your true friends are: found out a while ago tbh Kissed someone on your Facebook list: not old enough to have facebook lol

GENERAL: How many Facebook friends do you know irl: yah know, no facebook xD Do you have any pets: yup, a lil dog Do you want to change your name: nah What did you do for your last birthday: i went to a restaurant, museum and a walked around madrid with my best friend What time did you wake up: i woke up at 6, and then went back to sleep at 8, and then woke up at 9 lol What were you doing at midnight last night: cried because i wanted to sleep xD Name something you cannot wait for: christmas yey, i wanna buy exo concert and exo second box, and loish book, and yeah lots of things. Also to 5sos concert, and im waiting for ed sheeran album, 1D album and exo’s christmas album and yeah i think that is it! When was the last time you saw your mother: not even a minute ago, had a lil fight lol. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i would like to be rich, thank you. I also would like to fucking get better at drawing right now because i get fucking anxious whenever i go to school.  What are you listening to right now: Nothing directly, but my mum is listening magic by one direction from upstairs and i can listen to it lol.   Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: not a popular name in spain haha. Something that gets on your nerves: rude af people.   Primary school: terrible Secondary: meh till last year that was HELL University: ask me in a year Hair colour: dark brown Long or short hair: long or REALLY long lol. I have been menaing to cut it short (like around the chin) for a while (lets say a few years lol) but i have never had the guts to do it. Plus i still think i will look better with long hair? i guess Do you have a crush on somebody: can i say chanyeol? What do you like about yourself: guess that i have been able to overcome my massive lazyness to work hard for what i want for my future? not even my parents thought i was capable of it lol Piercings: 2, one on each ear.  Blood type: no idea tbh, i think its A+? Nickname: none? some people call me by my surname (something not usual in spain), specialy my best friend, but that is all.  Relationship status: sexy free and single (too used right? lol) Zodiac sign: taurus Favorite TV show: oh i have too many, but i specially like game of thrones, running man and adventure time.  Tattoos: nahhh, thought of doing one, but i dont wanna do a meaningless tatto, and i guess i will never have the guts to do one lol Pronouns: she/her Right or left handed: right handed

FIRST: Surgery: had one on my right eye when i was a baby Piercing: te ones of my ears, when i was a lil baby Best Friend:uhhhmm i have known her since i was one year old, still see her from time to time, she is nice, but yah know, people grow appart, and we are too different now i guess lol Sports: dont even remember tbh, i was a lil kid, probably skating? Holiday: dont know lol Pair of trainers: who knows this?? lol

RIGHT NOW: Eating: nothing Drinking: water I’m about to: eat something lol Listening to: my mum continues to play one direction in the background lol, where do broken hearts go now lol Waiting for: exos concert in japan to download in good quality :´) Want: park chanyeol in my bedroom, pretty thank you Get married: not in a thousand years lol Career: right now im studying illustration and visual development

WHICH IS BETTER: Hugs or kisses: hugs Lips or eyes: eyes Shorter or taller: well i prefer taller, but its not important Younger or older: right now older, im 18, any younger guy will be like a kid to me tbh lol, like i wont date a 16 year old guy sory xD Nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS, just cause you got to see them more often you know xD Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous, spontaneity is somehting i completly lack off, so it hink it would be better to have someone who make it change a bit. Also im not fond of cheesy things.  Sensitive or loud: i would love to say sensitive but all my bias would prove me wrong lol Hook up or relationship: relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: uhm not sure? im so in the hesitant side, im not sure if a troublemaker would be any good to me lol, im not attracted to “bad boys” if that is what you mean.

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: hah nop Drank hard liquor: yea, i was 9 years old, i drank a sample and there where a side with drinks with alcohol and another with drinks without alcohol, i thought i was drinking the one without alochol and fuck i wasnt lol. I almost choked xD Lost contact lenses/glasses: i dont wear any of them. Turned someone down: yeah, a couple of times, most awkward times of my life. Sex on first date: nop lol hadnt had a date in my entire life Broken someone’s heart: well i have turned some people down, but uhm i dont think they where in love with me you know? just a slight crush, so hopefully no.  Had your own heart broken: uhm never been in love, so nope i guess. I mean people have hurted me before, but not to that extent.  Been arrested: nahhh Cried when someone died: yes Fallen for a friend: uhm i guess nope, i consider a friend very few people, so i ahve never fallen for a friend, but i have had a crush for people i talked to on a daily  basis and all of that.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself: it depends of what you are talkign about. I know my limitations, there are some things i wont ever be able to reach, and that is okay.  Miracles: hah nope Love at first sight: nah, maybe a crush, but you cant love someone you know nothing about.  Santa Claus: oh i wish Kiss on first date: yeah Angels: nop

OTHER: Current best friends: the fucker that tagged me lol, monica you know i say it with “love”. And on internet Ramona and Teo <3 Eye color: dark brown Favorite movie: uhggg difficult af, uhm titanic is one of my all time faves (dont JUDGE ME), THE TRILOGY OF LORD OF THE RINGS!!!!!!! and lately i am very very fond of the wind rises. I saw it a few months ago so im not sure if it is one of my all ime faves yah know, i will tell you when i have watched it 1000 times lol