Thebes wasnât sure how long heâd been walking. Weeks? Months? From whatever far away place heâd been spirited to, it had been far too natural to make his way home. Too natural for his feet to carry him across colorless landscapesâon and on without sleep. Not sure if he no longer needed sleep or if he simply couldnât anymore.
It wasnât until heâd stood outside the familiar little house within whose walls the love of his life slept soundâhad he worried? Had he missed him?âthat he paused. Not until then had the fog faded and the reality of what he was bled into the periphery. Not until he looked down at his fingers in the pale window light to see the metal glinting up at him did the fear set in.
Would Varian want to see him like this? Would he want him at all after all this time? Theyâd parted on a fight, did he think that Ezra had just walked away? Had he gone to his motherâs house? Had he even BEEN missing? What if none of them had missed him? Did he want to be missed?
Did he want to be this for them?
Heâd walked away. Walked his way back to the house of his motherâthe most popular brothel in the cityâand just like before, stood outside in the dark unable to go in. Unable to reach for the door and instead ducked into an alley to watch patrons leaving. Half wondering if each face that came to the door was a new girl or was it his mother with her ever changing visage?
For three days he wandered back and forth between the two destinations, always unable to gather what courage mightâve been necessary to knock. No fortitude to see the lack or recognition in those he lovedâs eyes as they looked upon the face of a stranger. Of a thing.
Still, he stayed. Spending his nights in the alley behind his motherâs establishment until one night the sound of something crashing across the way caught his attention.
He didnât move at first, watching and waiting until the figure stepped into the moonlight enough to glance up and down the street. A sea green tiefling with bright, curious eyes, a mop of green hair and horns that stood tall and straight just like her fatherâs. His, once upon a time, sisterâVesta Glaiveâpresumably sneaking out and setting off down the street. And he moved before he could think better of it.
Falling in step behind her silently, shifting around her frame when she looked behind her at the feeling of not being alone. Shifting silent again when she turned back to her path and setting off again, this time a little faster. Only then did he announce his presence as only a would-be older brother could.
âWhere are we going?â Whispered loudly to her as he all but materialized in step with her.