#singlemoments

May pagkukulang ba ko? God knows I tried... I tried everything... Pero wala eh... Siguro nga 'yung mga nagiging partner ko, lapitin ng tukso... Ewan ko ba... 

So eto, single na ulit pero not ready to mingle muna... I'll focus on my studies and myself first... I'll love myself more this time... And I'll stay being a good girl... After this... Bahala na... College is exciting stuff... May mga manliligaw... Siguro imposibleng hindi ako magka-boyfriend, pero this time, uunahin ko na ang school kesa sa kung anu-ano pa man... 

For me life is an unfair game and love is the prize... Tho sometimes, love is inevitable...

Siguro kung ba't ako naging wild dati is gawa ni Baltazar Avelino... Basta long story... Hahaha... Kuwento ko sa inyo next time... Medyo Rated PG 'yun ah... no kiddies allowed (keme) hahaha...

been on my mind a LOT lately and i can't seem to shake it.  i leave it in God's hands and even still, i find myself distracted.  it isn't that it's a distraction in a bad way because it's YOU ... but ... i know that whenever i make a move with any person that i came to fancy, that i usually drop the ball pretty bad.  you would think in my age i would know when it was just friendship or interest - but i don't.  i feel like there IS some kind of connection there.  as far as where it would possibly go, if that, i do not know.  it sucks because i like you a lot but there are too many factors holding me back from taking the risk of saying something about it.  i think about you a lot but i pray for focus on God more than even you because i know how much time i'd invest in US rather than in God and me.  please don't take it the wrong way - but i've known God all my life and as gorgeous as you are ... as fun as it is to be around you ... as much as being around you makes me want to be better and makes me better ... God has been with me through it all and i would never want to put Him on the back burner.

i won't lie - i miss being in a relationship because i miss having A someone and being A someone to another.  i have ALL of this inside of me to share with you but i know that at this point in time, it may not be the right time.  i still feel, however, that it may be an open door to possibly have A someone and to be A someone to you ... i just don't know if that is what it is.