#simplythinking

I have a vision for my life that I believe I deserve and I just can't settle. I'm going to have to learn to wait. I have to be more patient. Less in control.

okay so what if..we take the a theory and change it up. Lets say this life we are experiencing is simply just memories we are going through the whole “your life flashes before your eyes” thing, so lets go with that. there i am laying on my death bed and here i go through my memories reliving each one having “dreams”/”dejavu” of upcoming points in my life. nothing that has ever been life changing but just moments where i knew/felt i had done this before. now lets take a real theory the “Infinite Monkey Typewriter Theorem” (for anyone who doesnt know what exactly that is, its simply a theory of infinite possibilities saying that somewhere a monkey will be smacking a typewriter and will just soo happen to continuously hit the typewriter until he has rewritten the entire book of hamlet) and lets just say for one second that that theory is 100 percent true that the possibilities are soo endless that life its self is endless, simply a cycle of imagination. soo back to my old self dying & this..what if the life we live is in fact a memory but not just a memory its one you have made up too experience what it would be like. though your thoughts last for seconds they can drag on forever as dreams do the same. so lets say that yes we are experiencing our life we have lived but after this memories dies what happens when i die in this life..do i die in real life? do i move on to another memory that i experienced through over thinking?  or do i wake up in a room w/ god for him too tell me he is me and i am him? OR im just super crazy and tired cause im still in bed...