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DAMN it Pia!.... my heart so much angst ngggggghhffhxg Jack is not gonna be ok I just know he's not
Ohhhh trust me the happenings in this chapter are the least of Jackās worries.
e.e
silverliening replied to your post: SPOILERS FOR KUROSHITSUJI AHEAD. Pia, I saw that...
Personally I donāt think itās a twin I think itās Ciels body. That when Ciel made the contract he already died so instead of putting him in a dead damaged body Sebastian made a new one for his soul. Then you get the nutty Undertaker who has made zombies in the past goes to resurrect him gets a soulless being. Hence the writing on the wall āwho took the candy from my tummyā in a reference to the missing soul. Until Yana directly tells me otherwise Iām sticking with that theory.
I feel like this is pretty heavily contradicted by the canon, probably most fundamentally by the fact that our!Ciel kept all his injuries post-contract, including the brand, but also all the cuts etc. However, he didnāt have the stab wound, and why would Sebastian keep every wound except for the one that actually killed him, via a resurrection.
Also, every time we see the ring in Cielās hand when heās just been saved by Sebastian, his hand and sleeve (and the ring) are covered in blood (in contrast to the rest of him, which is just wounded). We never ever see why. The strong theory there is that Ciel literally stole the Phantomhive ring from his twinās belly. In fact, in the latest manga volume cover, we can see our!Ciel holding the same knife that was used to stab the Ciel on the plinth. I think weāre going to get confirmation about Ciel stealing Earl Phantomhiveās identity and taking the ring (āthe candy from his bellyā - ). Which will also let a whole lot of slightly vague lines in the canon make sense, lol.
Incidentally, it was common practice in the Victorian era for signet rings and similar to be swallowed by heirs in cases of abduction, due to their value. To me, a dead-but-resurrected Ciel makes less sense than 10 years of consistent hints re: Ciel having a twin when contrasted with the content in the actual canon. (Especially when considering that BDs need to have cinematic records, unless it turns out that UT can manufacture ones from scratch. So far, heās only able to reanimate BDs when he has cinematic records. We already know our!Ciel has kept his CRs.)
But anyway, weāll find out soon enough. And by āsoon enoughā I mean in like the next two years, lol. Hopefully sooner, but this storyline has been sloooow.
silverliening replied to your post: Will the shifter fic be available to purchase in...
As a Canadian I completely feel you on the usa grammar thing so good on you for not submitting to that
*high fives*
Tbh itās one of the things that pisses me off about the m/m industry the most, is that most of the publishers cut costs by having āUS grammarā in their submission requirements.
Itās the job of their in house editors to change UK or Canadian or Australian grammar into US grammar, because thatās what theyāve trained for. But me? No, I havenāt trained for that. I know some of the conventions of US grammar, but not all of them, and how am I supposed to catch everything when Iām someone who has lived, breathed and been surrounded by Australian grammar all of my life? And itās sufficiently intimidating enough that you end up with people outside of the US who complete entire novels and go straight to self-pub because of the unreasonable expectations of publishing houses. And it is unreasonable. You are being asked to do extra labour for free, when they will not pay you for that level of editing, and they donāt want to pay their own editors to do it.
As someone who has also published science fiction, Iām also aware of how many other publishers in other genres specifically donāt do this. Itās very specific to the m/m industry in particular, and it is a cost cutting device. I get that publishing houses donāt make that much, but god, they make way way more than the author ever does. I had never in my life seen a publishing house (including plenty of US ones) requesting āUS grammarā when open to all English language submissions, until I entered into the world of m/m. Most of the time prior to this, if you wanted US grammar, you just had your in house editor/s do that since hell, thatās one of the many reasons you hire editors.
In the past, when Iāve had works accepted by US publishers outside of m/m, theyāve just edited the Australian grammar to US because amazingly, they know what to look for better than I do, since theyāre US editors. The m/m industry? *grumbles*
I could talk in a scathing way about this for approximately a month and a half, but my dislike of the homogenisation of grammar into āUS grammarā as though thatās somehow universal, when some of the best and most well-known m/m authors are in the UK, Canada or Australia is like...a thing. I hate it. (And I especially hate it when you write a book set in the UK or Canada or Australia and a big publishing house goesĀ āyeah submit that in US grammar pleaseā) I not only donāt agree with it, I will take measures to make sure US readers get exposed to other forms of English-language grammar because god, itās not going to kill them. If someone doesnāt want to read Australian grammar because itās ātoo hardā, they probably wonāt enjoy my writing anyway.
silverliening replied to your post: Have you heard of the fandom thing known as...
Oooh Iāve seen this around a bit. Iāve actually read a few fics and seen pics where itās not tagged and so I think itās more popular than people know. If Iām not mistaken it originated in the Kpop boy band fandoms ⦠which is a little odd but considering the one direction fandom gave us the flower crown what can you do. The disease is caused by unrequited love and the flowers the person cough up are often related to the object of their affections. In some versions the ādiseaseā can be cured
It may be more common on Tumblr Kpop fandoms vs AO3? I mean on AO3, thereās literally only 500 fic results if you search āHanahakiā across all fandoms, which is a drop in the fanfiction ocean theme wise (and overwhelmingly anime and/or Kpop centric -> Iām not active in any anime fandom/s except YOI and Kuroshitsuji -> and I donāt read fanfiction for YOI). It may be more popular on Tumblr, or one of those things thatās growing quickly in popularity on Tumblr, while AO3 doesnāt reflect that accurately yet (sort of like red string of fate - v. popular on Tumblr, really not reflected re: content on AO3). Google wasnāt very helpful at all, maybe I shouldāve just Tumblr searched it, lol. Even flower crowns and their origin are on Fan Lore; Hanahaki isnāt.
I think itās one of those things that feels way more common/prevalent than it is depending on the fandoms youāre in and the saturation you see in your circles as a result. I mean to me, Thorki (Thor/Loki) feels like a massive pairing that everyone knows about (it has 27,000 fanfiction results on AO3 alone, after all), but even thatās a less common pairing in the Marvel fandom and many people have been active in MCU all their lives and never even read a Thorki fic, let alone know the common tropes in those 27,000 fics. And within those 27,000 fics, thereād probably be a lot of themes that are found in 500-1000 fics and feel really popular as a result, but...well, you end up in echo chambers in fandom where something is reflected to you over and over and over again because of your circles, but rarely reflects what is trending in ābig fandom.ā (Not that RotG is big fandom either, but anyway).
From your second comment though - that itās connected to soulmate trope/s, it doesnāt really seem like a trope Iād like in general. Iām not a huge fan of soulmate storylines or themes.

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silverliening replied to your post: silverliening replied to your post: ...
Ah Iām not actually in the Kpop fandom ^^ I find shipping real people weird but to each their own. So finding it in fandoms I am in is SO SO rare. Itās more of an unrequited love thing than a soul mate thing I just draw similarities in it as like⦠a world state. Iām not sure how to word it lol Having had a one sided love before I like Hanahaki better and can identify with the feeling of suffocation. Thorki ftw tho ����I swear Iāve read half of the thorki fics on Ao3 (or I had about a year ago)
I hope with time AO3 delivers more Hanahaki fics for you! <3 Thereās nothing worse than having a theme you love and not being able to find as much of it as you want!
And haha, Thorki shippers forever. *high fives* :D I fucking love that fandom. I also read Stoki (Steve/Loki), but thatās like *tiny* by comparison.
silverliening replied to your post āItās Saturday morning and Iām watching a Webinar by the leading...ā
Trying to distract myself from grieving the loss of my cat. I had her for 19 years, got her when I was 5
Oh Iām so sorry to hear that. I remember when we had to let go of our cat when I was younger, and he was the cat I grew up with and so on, itās a very difficult loss. *offers hugs*
somanynugs replied to your post āItās Saturday morning and Iām watching a Webinar by the leading...ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Was supposed to have friends over; only one ended up coming by. But she brought lots of food and we shared it and had a nice chat, and now she's left and I have the rest of the evening to bask in having the house to myself again. Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
Oooo, that sounds like a good evening! Food and quiet company and then a quiet end of night as well! Thatās so awesome. <3 I hope it reflects the tone of your weekend too!Ā
sulasaferoom replied to your post āItās Saturday morning and Iām watching a Webinar by the leading...ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā I am positively freaking out because I just received contact from that ONE company, you know? There is a chance something will happen and I'm never sleeping again it seems haha Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SULAAAAAAA *screams* *crosses everything ever*
silverliening replied to your post: mevima replied to your post āDear Pia, do you...
2-4 chapters till doing the do??!!! Woooop!!
Maybe not officially doing the do?
But doing something.