#silver x reader

⚘ Powerful and chaotic child!reader gets enrolled in Night Raven Collage (Skullkid/Majora!reader) (Lilia, Malleus, Sebek & Silver)

⚘ Desperately trying to make you feel at home (because of a misundertanding) (all NRC students)

⚘ "Hearing you laugh makes my heart happy"

⚘ Unexpected feelings and unknown blush

⚘ Facing your smile is so disarming ♡

⚘ But i can't help falling in love with you

⚘ Helping child!reader after a tragedy (Judith Bars!reader) (Yandere Lilia, Yandere Malleus, Yandere Silver & Yandere Sebek)

⚘ "Do you mind if i...?"

⚘ Argument

Silver was packing his things in preparation for his plans when Sebek came into his room.

“What are you packing for?” 

“I’m sleeping over at Ramshackle.”

Sebek sputtered.

“RAMSHACKLE??”

Silver chose to ignore whatever that reaction was.

“Yeah. I have permission to go.”

“BUT–! SLEEPING OVER AT RAMSHACKLE IS… IS… SCANDALOUS!”

Silver deadpanned at Sebek. “Nothing like that will happen. The prefect just said they wanted to watch something with me. Father encouraged me to go, as well. He said it would be a ‘great opportunity’.” 

Sebek somehow looked even more horrified. 

Silver finished his packing and walked past Sebek, who seemed to be processing something. 

“Anyway, the prefect wanted me to pick up snacks from the store on my way there. See you tomorrow.”

—-------------------------------------------

You waited outside Ramshackle waiting for Silver. It was already pretty late, and it had gotten pretty chilly. Still, you were really excited. When he notices you, something about his expression turns serious, and suddenly you feel some sort of new tension in the air.

He stops in front of you, saying your name oddly solemnly.

“I have something to tell you.”

You feel your heart beat become strangely rapid. 

“I–” 

Suddenly fireworks in the distance cut him off. You both turned to see the colorful bursts light up the sky. 

“...That must be from the festival held on the island today,” Silver explains. “It's a shame we couldn’t visit it.”

Something about this setup felt vaguely familiar, but you had more important things to sort out!

“Wait, what were you saying before??” you asked with a little too much enthusiasm.

“I couldn’t find the candy you wanted. Sorry.”

“WHAT.”

That was not the reaction you intended for this scenario or the scenario you thought this was going to be. 

Silver’s expression went from shocked to apologetic. 

“I didn't know you were looking forward to it so much. I would have tried some other stores.”

“No, wait, it’s fine, really. That… wasn’t what I meant to say. All that matters to me is that we get to spend time together.”

His expression shifts back to his usual one, with a slight smile on his lips. 

“I agree.” He offers his hand. “Let's go?”

You take his offer.

…

You both get comfortable, and make a little pile of blankets and pillows on the lounge floor, in front of the sofa to sit on.  You had a laptop that Idia had generously given you so that you could game together. It was apparently a ‘kinda shoddy old model’ he didn’t use anymore, though it was easily the most expensive thing you currently owned (granted that wasn’t a very difficult title to earn). He even gifted you a gaming mouse, but that’s beside the point. You silently thanked Idia for making this moment possible. 

You and Silver settle into your little pile, leaning against the sofa with the laptop positioned on the coffee table in front of you. You pull up the first episode. At this point Grim joins you, though you don’t really mind. His presence helps ease some of your nerves.

The anime itself is a pretty standard high school romance. The female lead is the kind, studious type, while the male lead is the cool, bad-boy type. The only thing that’s different is that there's magic involved. It makes sense for a world where magic is so normalized, but it’s still kind of odd to you. 

Grim seems to really be getting into the anime, though he keeps yelling at the male lead to do better. Silver, on the other hand, has been pretty quietly engrossed, asking the occasional question or making the occasional comment. You’ve been telling him about any tropes that you saw, since that was the original idea (and your excuse to get Silver to watch anime with you, for some reason). You kind of fear he’s being too serious about this, though that’s Silver for you. 

“That’s what a ‘beach episode’ is," you explain. "Though that one didn’t happen to us.” turning your attention from the credits to Silver. 

“I see.” He met your eyes with a dead serious expression. Like you were explaining battle strategy instead of the concept of fanservice to him. “The bathing suits increase romantic tension,” he summarizes.

“Right,” you say as you turn back to play the next episode. 

The next few episodes pass without much of note. Though as the credits of another episode begin, you hear Silver say your name, calling your attention to him. He seems ever so slightly reluctant to speak, seeming to take a moment to think over his words before he continues.

“...Is this the type of guy you like?” He asked, seeming genuinely curious. 

Grim responded before you could.

“OBVIOUSLY NOT! NO WAY MY HENCH-HUMAN WOULD FALL FOR A DOUCHE LIKE THAT! I WOULDN’T ALLOW IT!”

“Realistically, yeah, I probably wouldn’t go for someone like that,” you answer after Grim. “But it can still be pretty fun to watch… even if that guy would be kind of a creep in real life.”

Silver lets out a little hum in response, seeming to think over what he heard. You play the next episode. It was getting pretty late at this point. 

Grim was the first to fall asleep. You carried him upstairs to bed when he did. 

Silver was the next to go. You knew it when you felt a pressure on your shoulder and saw silver hair in the corner of your eye. If it was anyone else, you would have thought this to be another one of those trope moments, but this wasn’t really out of the ordinary for you two. You often lent each other your shoulders to rest on. 

You didn’t want to wake him, so you continued watching the anime alone. You could catch him up later. Plus, you were getting pretty into it at this point. There were hints that a big confession was coming up, and you wanted to see how that would play out.

You found the moment quietly comfortable. Sitting on the floor, watching a nostalgic shoujo while Silver slept on your shoulder. Seeing him sleep always brought you a comfortable feeling, but something about it now felt even more calming and intimate. 

You smile at the thought, and let yourself succumb to the drowsiness it brings. 

—-------------------------------------------

The first thing Silver saw when he woke up was the laptop’s screen, which had long since gone black. 

The next thing he noticed was that he was leaning on the prefect’s shoulder. He was about to get up and apologize to them for falling asleep, and on their shoulder at that, when he realized the third thing: the weight of their head on his. 

He took a silent moment to listen to their breath, finding it rhythmic and quiet. The prefect had fallen asleep. 

He slowly raised his hand and cradled their head with it, so that they wouldn’t fall when he moved away. He guided them to lay down on the blankets. He stared down at them, noting how they seemed to be pretty deeply asleep, while deciding what to do.

He checks the time. 2:08 AM. He lets himself stare at them a moment longer before deciding to carry them to their bedroom. 

He hooks a hand under their knees and behind their back, gently lifting them up. With light steps he carries them up the stairs, to their room. He carefully laid them down on their bed, letting himself brush some of their hair out of their face before stepping back. 

For a moment longer he watched the prefect sleep. It was a rare sight for him, considering it was usually the prefect who was awake. He felt his expression soften, filled with that quiet emotion that rang ever so loud in his chest. 

“Sleep well,” he whispered, before turning around to go to the lounge. Before he could take a step, he felt something tugging on his sleeve. 

“You can…stay… if you want.”

A drowsy voice spoke from behind him. Part of him wondered if it was his still hazy mind playing tricks on him. Though turning around, he saw the prefect reaching out and tugging at his sleeve. 

“But…there’s only one bed?”

The prefect’s expression, illuminated by moonlight seeping through the drapes, was something between confusion and surprise. 

“Wait… no… that's a fanfiction trope…” They started, before mumbling something incoherent. 

“Nevermind,” they concluded. The hand tugging at Silver’s sleeve dropped, and the prefect made room on the bed. They patted the newly created emptiness sleepily. “We can share.” 

Silver stared at the space for a moment, then at the prefect, who seemed to be fighting to stay conscious. Finally, he spoke.

“...If I may.”

Slowly, he climbed in next to the prefect. 

The bed was small. There was no way two people could sleep in it without some sort of contact. The prefect gave him a sleepy smile and mumbled a single “goodnight” before it seemed like sleep caught back up with them. 

Silver found himself entranced by the prefect, their proximity, the way pale moonlight shone on them and gave them a truly dreamlike glow. He wanted to stay awake just to be able to indulge in this experience, to look at the prefect for a little bit longer, but he found himself unable to fight off the quickly approaching sleep. Instead, he chose to slowly brush back the strand of hair that had yet again come untucked, letting fingertips weighed down by sleep just barely trace their cheek as they made their way back down. Before he closed his eyes, he took one last good look at them before shutting his eyes.

As his mind sank deeper into hazy sleep, one thought seemed clear, as if reverberating with the beating of his heart:

I love you.

You weren’t surprised. Personalities like his were… hard to come by at Night Raven College. Plus, he had the perfect looks to go along with it. He’d look right in place as a cool and mysterious male lead of some manga, whose secret soft and affectionate side would be revealed by him caring for a box of kittens in the rain. It really was not hard to imagine that scenario, actually. 

You first became acquainted with him on a visit to Diasomnia. You were on pretty good terms with the guys there, and you came over from time to time to hang out or have tea or ‘bother’ Sebek. Getting to know Silver was kind of a natural effect of getting to know the other members of the dorm. Before long, you found yourself drawn to him. You found reasons to hang out with him and tried your best to get closer to him. Yet a part of you wondered:

Would your love remain unrequited?

You shook the thought away. It wasn’t the time to be pondering your love life. You were supposed to be celebrating getting through a particularly awful week of exams with your freshman friends. 

To celebrate, you guys had all gone to the store after school and bought some snacks to share outside for an impromptu picnic. Everyone other than Sebek was there, chatting. You thought it was really nice, having a picnic on a nice day like this with all your friends. A part of you was sort of shocked you had managed to make this many friends already. You weren’t always the most social person back home. Being involved in basically every major event since your enrollment is apparently a great way at getting connections. 

You start to dig into the pastry you bought yourself when you hear Grim’s voice beside you. 

“Hey, Hench human! Gimme some of that!”

“No,” you reply. “We made a deal that this is mine and yours is yours when I bought them.” It was your favorite pastry after all, and it's not like you got to splurge on it often. 

“But I changed my mind! Yours is looking real good right now!”

“That's just because you already ate yours!” 

“Come onnn,” Grim whined. “At least one bite? If you don’t give me at least one bite I’ll…” He paused for a moment, thinking of a suitable threat. 

“...tell everyone about your crush on Silver!”

…In hindsight, telling him that was a mistake. 

You look around the courtyard, relieved to see no one else there. The relief is short-lived. 

“WHAT??” you heard Ace and Deuce in unison across from you. You sighed wearily. 

“You? Have a crush? On Silver????” Ace started. “I mean, come on, perfect. You gotta think about the future. There's so many other, richer students here and–”

“That's your problem??” you interject.

“--You have a crush on Silver??” Ace continues. You really wish he would stop repeating that so loud or else someone might–

“HUMAN! YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SILVER?” 

You could just about cry when you see Sebek appear, looking particularly aghast. You see him take a breath in, and that's around when you start tuning him out. For your own sake. 

Deuce, Epel, and Jack look incredibly apologetic. 

“I mean… I don’t think Silver’s a bad choice” Deuce says, almost consolingly. 

Epel agrees. “He’s got good looks, he’s cool, he’s strong…” Somehow Epel looks vaguely downcast. “I can see why you’d like him. He’s like the perfect guy. Almost too perfect, honestly…”

You turn to Jack, to keep yourself distracted from whatever Sebek is spouting. “What do you think, Jack?”

He shrugs. “Its not really any of my business. But Silver’s a good guy. I think you guys’ll be good together.” 

“Jack…” You smiled at your friend's encouragement. 

“---AND NOT TO MENTION–!”

Ughh. You’re going to have to do something about that. 

—-------------------------------------------

Silver didn’t really know much about romance. 

He had only ever read about it, as described by the flowing prose of a sonnet or novel. 

Silver also didn’t really know what it was he felt towards the prefect. But he knew it was something important. 

His interest in the prefect started out as something like curiosity. After all, they were a magicless student enrolled in a magic college and had somehow managed to work through multiple overblots and charm half the school along with it. And somewhere along the line, he had found himself under that very charm. 

When he got to know them, he got to see more of their personality and struggles. How they desperately looked for meaning and belonging in a world foreign to them. How despite every disadvantage, they still tried to do what they could in any given situation, even if they really didn’t want to. He could tell at least that much from all the times he helped the prefect study to try to make up for Grim’s subpar academic performance. 

Yet what struck him most of all was how comfortable he felt with them. They had shared many peaceful moments together, yet somehow, Silver rarely found himself drowsy during them. 

The prefect had a knack for finding him wherever he fell asleep, and waking him up so that he wouldn’t be late, or rained on by an incoming storm. They would walk him to wherever he had to go, having a nice discussion about whatever topic comes to mind on the way there. Sometimes he would just let the Prefect talk to listen to how passionate their voice can get when they talk about something they like. Sometimes he didn't really understand what they spoke of, but he listened with interest nonetheless, as to settle some kind of instinct to learn all he can of the prefect. 

And at some point, whenever he’d be on the thin verge of waking up, he’d hazily think it’d be nice if it was the Prefect he’d wake to. Strangely enough, his heart felt full when he would open his eyes and see the prefect crouched next to him, gently shaking his shoulder and calling his name. He wasn’t exactly sure what to make of all of this.

So, he went and asked his father about it. 

—-------------------------------------------

Some time has passed, as circumstance would have it, you're spending even more time with Silver than usual. However, something odd always occurs when you two are together. 

Odd as in it feels like the genre of your life has switched to shoujo. Every time you’re with him, some sort of shoujo trope occurs. You feel like you're going insane. 

You didn’t notice it at first, thinking it was just fate letting you have some romantic tension, but by the third or fourth time? It becomes a pattern. And no one else seems to notice.

…

You were talking with Silver off on the side of the street when someone running bumps into him. Before you can even see who it was, you find yourself falling backwards from Silver being pushed towards you. 

You closed your eyes to brace for impact. However, it was not as hard as you anticipated. Instead, when you opened your eyes, you found your vision filled with Silver. His hair, glistening in the sun behind him, hanging down close enough that the tips of it tickled your cheek. He looked down at you with concern. Though what your mind was most preoccupied was how close his face was to yours. A little movement closer and you’d probably kiss. 

You registered that he was balanced on one hand over you, his other hand holding the back of your head to keep you from smashing your skull on the pavement. To your dismay (delight?) he didn’t move away when he spoke.

“I’m sorry. I should have been more vigilant. Are you hurt?” It didn’t make it any better that he maintained eye contact. 

You turned your head to the side. You were keenly aware he was still holding it and quickly try to move to support yourself. “I’m uhm. Good, I think.” He nodded, getting up. He was quick to lend you a hand and help you up, to which you muttered a quiet ‘thanks’. He seemed to notice something then. 

“Your elbow’s bleeding,” He pointed out.

You checked it. Sure enough, your sleeve was dyed red. “I guess it must have gotten scraped pretty badly,” you added.

“I’ll take you to the nurse’s office. Let's go.” 

When you found yourselves at the nurses office, the nurse was conspicuously gone, so Silver tended to your wound himself.  You rolled up your sleeve, and took in the feeling of his calloused fingers touching your skin ever so gently. 

“This might sting a bit,” he warned as he disinfected your wound.

You just kind of watched him work, still in a daze as to what just happened. 

…

You were having lunch with Ace, Deuce, and Grim. Seeing as the other Diasomnia students were busy today, you decided to invite Silver to join your table.

It seems like your friends had some sort of secret agreement to act as your wingmen, which would be nice if it was anything other than whatever was going on now. 

“The prefect is… uh… really good at cleaning windows,” Deuce started.

Ace nodded a little too vigorously for someone talking about cleaning windows. “Yeah! I mean, have you seen how big the windows at Ramshackle are? And how… clear they are!?”

The worst part was probably that Silver was responding with full earnestness. 

“I have. It must be difficult to clean such large windows without magic. If you need help with it, I’d be willing.”

“Yeah…That would be nice…” You stared down at your plate, unwilling to look anyone here in the eye. 

Grim also spoke up. Internally, you sighed. 

“My hench human can also cook a mean…” Grim seemed to think back to the barren pantry at Ramshackle. “Pasta!”

You sighed. You really did appreciate your friends trying to sell you to your crush, but at the same time, you were kind of insulted that the only good qualities they could think of were your ability to clean windows and boil pasta. 

As the conversation continued around you, you reached for your drink to take a sip. 

However, when the taste hit you, you realized this was not your drink. It was Silver’s.

You could have sworn your drink was right there. You were absolutely positive. 

You felt yourself blush at your mistake, and the–

“INDIRECT KI–” Grim started, only to be cut off by Ace slapping a hand over his mouth. 

You facepalmed with an audible grumble. Silver, beside you, seemed very concerned.

“Is everything okay?” 

“Yeah… Sorry, I just accidentally drank out of your drink. I’m really not sure how that happened. I must be really out of it.”

“Oh. I’m not sick, if that’s what you’re worried about.” He had a concerned smile, probably at how oddly you were acting. “You can have it, if you like the taste. I can just get another one.”

“No, it's fine, really. If you still want it back, you can have it. I’m not sick either.”

“I see.” He still seemed slightly concerned, but took his drink back, taking a sip. 

“DOUBLE INDIRE–”

 This time Deuce was the one to slap his hand over Grim’s mouth. 

…

You led Silver to a spot you thought would be a good place for today’s study session. It was a semi-abandoned classroom on one of the higher levels that you’d found one day when randomly wandering the halls. You thought the environment would be perfect for some studying. 

Yet almost as soon as you close the door behind you, you hear the distinct noise of a spell whizzing by through the open window. Silver reacts immediately.

“Watch out!” 

He jumps to cover you. 

The spell hits a bit away from the both of you. It doesn’t seem to be too dangerous, merely knocking back some chairs and sending some papers fluttering. 

Though that wasn’t the most pressing matter to you right now. 

“Not again…” You mutter under your breath. 

You found yourself boxed in against the door, with Silver leaning against it on his elbows, leaving... not a lot of distance between you. Actually, there really wasn’t any distance between you. You were kind of sandwiched between the door and his chest, which, all things considered, wasn’t all that bad of a position. 

At this point, you started to recognize the pattern here.

“This is totally a kabedon.” You mutter, not meeting his questioning gaze. You knew you were definitely blushing.

“Are you okay?” He asks, apparently choosing to prioritize your safety over your odd mumbling. 

“Yeah…”

He nods, though stays like that a moment longer looking at you, as if trying to puzzle out your expression, before he hurriedly moves away with a hasty apology. 

“Stay there for a moment,” he orders as he goes to check the window. You could swear you saw the slighted blush on his cheeks. It brought you some comfort that you're not alone, at least not on that front. 

He seemed confused as he checked around. 

“That’s odd. That spell was definitely cast at a relatively short distance, yet there's no evidence of anyone or anything here…” He turned back to face you. “Either way, we should probably study at the library for today.” 

…

Something odd is definitely going to occur.

That was the overwhelming feeling as you walked to Ramshackle. You had PE last period today. There was never a normal day in that locker room, so to save yourself the hassle you decided you would just change back at home. Lucky for you, class was inside today, since the weather looked bad, so it as intense as usual.

You saw Silver some distance away, crouched down by a box.

This is going to be the kittens, isn’t it, you thought. 

Sure enough, Silver picks up a little black blob. 

Well, at least it's not in the rain.

As if on cue, it starts pouring. 

Silver, obviously more prepared than you, opens up an umbrella. He seems to notice you, and calls you over. 

By the time you make it to him, you're completely drenched. He quickly invites you under the umbrella.

“What's with the kittens?” you ask. How does a box of kittens even appear on campus??

“Their mother doesn’t seem to be around, and I’m afraid they’re too young to be out on their own. Especially in this weather.” 

Suddenly the odd feeling came back. He’s going to offer you his blazer, isn't he? While it was kind of cold being drenched, you weren’t going to catch a cold from something as minor as–

“--Achoo.” What a plot-convenient sneeze on your part.

“Ah.” Silver began taking off his blazer, handing it to you. “Take it, it would be bad if you caught a cold.” Semi begrudgingly, you took him up on his offer. It was a bit big on you, but felt comfortably warm against your cold, damp skin. It smelled like him, too.

“Thanks.” You smiled. He returned the gesture, which somehow felt much softer coming from him. 

“I’ll walk you to Ramshackle, if that's fine with you.”

“I’d appreciate that. It's not too far from here. Here, I’ll take the kittens” You pick up the box of squirming and mewing balls of fluff. “You can wait out the rain with them at Ramshackle, if you’d like.”

“That’d be nice. Let's go?” You nod, and you both start walking. 

“So, what are you going to do with them?” you ask, motioning to the kittens.

“Ill probably give them to the faculty to give to a shelter on the island. There's nothing we can really do for them on campus.”

“That's a shame. They're so cute.” You smile down at the kittens. Silver hums in agreement.

A short time later, you both make it onto Ramshackle’s porch. You find yourself almost completely dry (or at the very least not wetter than you already were), while half of Silver was drenched. 

“...You didn’t have to, y’know.” You say, after noticing.

“I don’t mind as long as you’re dry.”

He really is too sweet to you, you thought as you fiddled with your keys and the lock. 

“I’ll go get you a towel. You can take the kittens to the lounge.” He’s been at ramshackle a few times before, so you figured he knew where to go while you grabbed a towel and a change of clothes for yourself. 

You caught sight of yourself in a mirror and were reminded you were still in Silver's blazer. You stopped a moment, feeling some mystifying pull in your heart. His blazer...

Right. You mentally make a note that you should probably dry it somewhere since it's gotten damp from your clothes.

After you changed, you entered the lounge holding a set of hot drinks for the two of you. 

“I started the fire, if that’s alright with you.” He was sitting on the couch, box of kittens at his side.

“Thanks,” you say, setting the drinks on the coffee table before sitting down yourself. You decide to start the conversation. 

“Y’know…I’ve really enjoyed spending time with you lately, but I think things have been… strange lately.”

“...Strange?” his expression didn’t change, but something in his voice felt reluctant.

You quickly backtracked. You didn’t want him to get the wrong idea. 

“I mean the things that have been happening lately have been strange.”

“I suppose there have been some strange occurrences. Are you worried about them?”

“Not really, it's just… hard to explain. It's kind of like… someone's going down a list of shoujo anime tropes…”

He… probably doesn’t know what that is.

“I mean like, romance tropes. It's like you’re about to say something about ‘all men being wolves’ or something.”

Yeah, you really talked yourself into a hole there. 

Silver seemed to process for a second before speaking.

“...There are some wolf beastmen in Savanaclaw.” 

It was a good attempt, you thought. 

You really liked talking with Silver because no matter what you’d talk about, he’d always listen and try to understand it, which was something you really valued as a magicless human who was often overlooked and talked over. 

“Nevermind. Are you free tomorrow night? You could come sleep over. I could show you what I’m talking about.”

And so you now had plans for a sleepover with Silver. You were really excited. As soon as the rain cleared and Silver left with the kittens, you began your preparations. 

First things first, you need material. And you only knew one person who could provide.

Hey do you have any shoujo anime recs? Idk whats good in this world

You sent a text to Idia. Out of all of your friends, he is probably the most unexpected. You'd been able to bond over a mutual enjoyment of games and anime, enough to get to this point. That's honestly probably one of your your most impressive accomplishments here.

I have a bunch lol

Theres one about a girl who becomes a god with this super cool fox beastman familiar Or theres one inspired by the tale of the fairest queen Also this one about this girl who moves in with a bunch of guys who can turn into animals cause of some curse I can keep going

He keeps listing titles. You decide to pick a pretty classic high school one. It’ll hopefully include a bunch of the classic tropes (at least if the tropes of this world match yours…)

Ill go with that one. I need something old and tropey 

You text him your decision.

Oh that ones gonna be perfect then. Its a certified classic y the sudden request for recs tho

You figured your answer is probably going to be a shocker.

Gonna watch anime with Silver

????!!!!!????what??

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Silver will release wherever you tell him to because he wants to respect your wishes, though if you don’t have a strict preference of your own, then he will choose to cum inside. He enjoys the intimacy of it and feels like your bond deepens by you allowing him to release inside you (or into a condom while inside you).

He feels shy about painting the outside of your body in his seed and is unlikely to do so of his own volition, unless it was inevitable (such as you jerking him off or giving oral). However, he feels bad if he dirties your face. Silver immediately offers you a tissue or a handkerchief to wipe it off while apologizing for sullying your pretty features. He worries about accidentally getting it in your eyes or hair but also fears that you might hate it and find it disrespectful. You would have to reassure him that you don’t mind or find it hot to ease his worries.

His cum is thick since he doesn’t masturbate often but it has little smell and flavor since he eats well and exercises regularly.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

One time, while dream hopping with his unique magic, Silver accidentally stumbled upon you having a dirty dream. Despite his curiosity to find out what kinds of things your mind conjured up, his sense of propriety prevented him from staying too long. Not only was he embarrassed to have caught a glimpse of something sexual, but he didn’t want to snoop, either. Silver was certain that you would be mortified if you found out he saw your dirty dream, which is why he quickly left for both his sake and yours.

Although he knows a little of what transpired in your dream, he doesn’t know the whole picture since he didn’t stick around for long. His relationship with you didn’t change much after the incident, but Silver sometimes thinks about that dream of yours and wonders if what he saw was something you’re into.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Lilia taught Silver the birds and the bees (in a way that confused poor Silver at first), but he has no actual experience with sex. He lived a very sheltered life in Briar Valley since Lilia never took him to the main cities, but Silver also believes in saving himself for the right partner. If he is to give his first time to someone, he wants it to be the person he deeply loves.

While he knows the basics of sex, he doesn’t know much about the pleasure aspect and how to properly give it (Lilia tried to give him advice on how to please a girl once, but Silver doesn’t want to recall that traumatizing memory). He warns that he may not be perfect at first and to please bear with him while he figures things out. His face doesn’t express it well, but internally he worries about performing well and satisfying you. He heard that a girl’s first time could be painful if she’s not properly prepared and relaxed enough, so if you’re a virgin like him, then it’s an extra point of concern for him. Nevertheless, Silver’s desire to please you makes him want to try despite his nerves and uncertainty. He’s very attentive to your responses and takes all your feedback to heart so he can improve his technique.

If you’re more experienced than him, then Silver will look to you for guidance and dutifully learns what you teach him so he can do things right. If you’re inexperienced like him, then Silver will take extra care and take things slow to ease you into things.

During your first time, Silver puts heavy emphasis on communication, respect, and gentleness. He tells you point blank what feels good for him and asks the same of you to help him learn how to please you. He respects your boundaries, whatever they may be, and doesn’t push you past your comfort zone. He also tries his best to be as gentle as possible to avoid hurting you but will stop at any time if you ask and end the session halfway through if necessary.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Silver favors positions where he can see your face. They allow him to see if he’s making you feel good, as well as add intimacy with increased eye contact. While he has the strength for more unconventional positions, he prefers simpler ones because he finds them more comfortable, though he can try others if you express an interest in them.

Missionary is his most favorite sex position. He likes the intimacy it offers with face-to-face eye contact and physical closeness, as well as being able to hold your hand. It also gives him easy access to give you kisses, be it your lips, face, or upper body. Another aspect of the position that he likes is feeling you wrap your arms and legs around him. The feeling of you clinging to him fills him with affection because it makes him feel wanted and desired by you.

Lotus is another position Silver is a fan of. It has a lesser range of movement compared to the missionary position, but its intimacy is even greater. There’s something deeply emotional about holding each other while gazing into your eyes and rolling your hips in tandem in leisurely yet deep movements.

Silver likes letting you have control and move at whatever pace and depth you desire, so cowgirl is another favorite of his. He welcomes you to use his body for your pleasure and will help lift your hips and keep you balanced while you ride him. While the sight of you bouncing on his lap is deeply arousing, Silver does not stay idle. He actively stimulates your clit and caresses your body to show his appreciation for your beautiful form. The only downside, in his opinion, is that he can’t kiss you whenever he wants.

While not his go-to, Silver also enjoys occasional standing sex. If there’s no bed or other comfortable surface available, he’s fine with pressing your back against the wall and making love to you with one or both of your legs thrown over his hips. He’s also strong enough that he can hold up your weight even without the support of a wall, though that would require a lot of your trust since you’d be giving most of the control to him.

Making love to you on a flat surface like the table or countertop is also fine with him.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Silver approaches everything seriously, including sex. He doesn’t make any jokes or play around, but he tries to create a respectful mood where you would feel comfortable voicing your thoughts and concerns at any moment in time. He is extremely honest with his thoughts and feelings yet remains polite and respectful towards you.

He also takes thing literally, so if you joke around and say something like he threw out your back, Silver will think you’re being honest since he himself says what he means and will be genuinely concerned.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Silver doesn’t spend much time on grooming his pubic hair. He regularly washes and occasionally trims it to keep it under control but doesn’t bother with making it neat. He doesn’t concern himself with appearance and only does it out of practicality. He can clean shave or put more effort into trimming if you ask, though.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Silver isn’t good with words and saying romantic phrases to express how he feels, but he tries his best to convey his love through actions and touch. The way he holds you during sex is gentle yet yearning. He laces your hands together and gazes deep into your eyes so you can see all the love and adoration he harbors for you but is unable to express in words. He also gives you soft and sweet kisses everywhere he can reach, be it your face, hands, shoulders, and more.

Although he thinks he’s no good at saying romantic things, Silver is actually quite good at being romantic with his words. It nothing poetic or pretty-sounding, but even in their simplicity, the phrases sound loving because they come from the heart. He says things like “I love you” or “You’re so beautiful” or “I feel so honored to join with you like this” and means every single word. In his eyes, you are a radiant presence that he is lucky to call his lover. He knows he’s not perfect. He’s not very exciting and his narcolepsy causes problems, so the fact that you chose to give him your heart anyway fills him with more joy than he knows what to do with. The least he could do is make you feel as loved and happy as you make him feel.

Silver is also very attentive during sex. All his focus is on you and ensuring that you’re feeling good and enjoying yourself. He reads your face and listens to the inflections in your voice to gauge how you’re feeling and if you want him to change anything, which is why he quickly catches if something feels uncomfortable for you or if you have something on your mind. He will stop and ask what’s wrong to try and resolve the problem before continuing and has no issues with calling off the session altogether to deal with whatever is bother you. His main priority is always your comfort and enjoyment.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Silver doesn’t masturbate often, about once or twice a week at most. He’s usually too busy with classes and training, and it’s not exactly easy to sneak a session in when he lives with a roommate. Furthermore, he feels sleepy after orgasm, so he tries to only do it when he’s planning to go to bed or while taking a cold shower to stay awake.

Prior to becoming your boyfriend, he didn’t think of much when masturbating. He wasn’t exposed to pornography and didn’t have any lewd fantasies of his own, so he simply focused on the pleasurable sensations. After becoming sexual with you, Silver began incorporating fantasies and memories of you when pleasuring himself. He recalled how your hand felt wrapped around his length when you jerked him and imagined that it was your smaller hand stroking him to completion. Alternatively, he remembered the sounds and expressions you made when he made love to you, or how you clung to him and moaned his name. Those memories always made him climax quicker and stronger compared to his prior masturbation sessions, which caught him by surprise at first.

He masturbates less now that he’s sexually intimate with you, but will do it on occasion to get rid of morning wood or when he has pent-up stress.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Silver doesn’t know much about kinks since he grew up sheltered from the internet and porn, though even if he did, it wouldn’t have changed his vanilla preferences. Silver doesn’t need kinky things like bondage or roleplay to enjoy sex since his enjoyment comes from the emotional connection rather than purely the physical.

Some of his kinks include body worship, praise, sensation play, and lingerie. Silver wants to show his appreciation for you by kissing down your body and caressing your curves with his hands in an act of body worship. He also gives you genuine praises about how beautiful you look or how amazing you are as a person. He wants you to feel the full extent of his love for you.

Similarly, the young knight likes receiving body worship and praise from you, though it flusters him at first since he’s not used to being loved in such an intimate and gentle way. He blushes a pretty pink when you kiss down his body and compliment his muscular physique or mention how handsome he looks. His body isn’t something he put much thought into aside from honing it as a tool to better protect Malleus, so receiving such appreciation makes his heart skip a beat and fills him with a mix of embarrassment, joy, and affection.

Silver is also into sensation play, such as running items of various textures along sensitive areas of skin like the under arms, stomach, neck, and inner thighs. He prefers receiving it more than giving since he’s not confident about his ability to do it right. Being touched so lightly by things like feathers, cold metal, your warm lips, or silky fabrics in sensitive areas arouses Silver, though he wouldn’t want to keep it up for long and would want to move on to making you feel good instead.

Lingerie is also another favorite kink of his. He thinks you look beautiful wearing tasteful undergarments that flatter your figure, and tells you this point-blank. If you say you dressed up specifically for him, Silver will get flustered but will feel a little happy that you went through so much effort to look nice for him. He will take his time appreciating and slowly stripping you out of the lingerie because he prefers seeing and feeling your body in the nude when making love.

Aside from the above, Silver has a strong desire to please and serve you, which can manifest as him submitting to you or taking control in the bedroom. If you are a dominant partner, he will submit to you and let you use him as you like for your own pleasure, provided you’re not rough with him. He’ll let you tie him up, tease him, tell him what to do, or ride him to get off. However, if you’re a more submissive partner, then Silver is happy to take the lead, though he will ask for your consent and input before progressing. He’s not a dominant person by nature, so he remains polite and considerate when leading in the bedroom. It doesn’t matter to him who has control, as long as his goal of pleasing you gets fulfilled.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Silver prefers the bed or the couch for the sake of comfort and his unpredictable spells of drowsiness. Having something soft to catch him when his body tips forward while asleep helps. Other than that, the desk, table, wall, etc all work for him too. He isn’t too picky with where to have sex as long as it’s not a public place with a chance of being walked in on.

While he prefers having sex within Ramshackle for the sake of privacy, Silver is also fine with doing it outdoors in a secluded place hidden from view. A rarely visited area of the forest or a hidden alcove in the garden work for him if they do for you.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Silver is a simple man, so just seeing you in lingerie or revealing clothes will make him desire to feel and kiss your skin. Speaking of kissing, a heavy make-out can turn him on, as well as well-aimed kisses or sucks on the sweet spots under his ears, neck, and jaw.

Straddle his lap and grind against him, slide your hands under his shirt to feel the sculpted muscles of his stomach, or leave hickeys on his skin and his control will waver as desire surges through his veins. Even simply telling him point blank that you want him will work because it turns Silver on to know that you want him. He wants to feel needed and desired by you. That alone will make him eager to get down on his knees and bury his face between you legs or make love to you tenderly and passionately.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Silver isn’t into rough treatment of both himself and you, so he’s not into things like degradation, humiliation, choking, slapping, hair pulling, or any kink that could result in serious injury. It feels wrong to him to treat anyone in such a cruel manner, much less the person he loves. He sees you as his cherished partner, someone deserving of all the love and care he is capable of giving. Being abusive is the complete opposite behaviour Silver believes a person should have towards the one they love. Hurting you in any way makes him feel absolutely awful and the guilt would consume him alive.

He’s so against hurting you that if he accidentally grips your arms or hips too hard and leaves bruises, or does anything that makes you wince in pain, he instantly feels bad and profusely apologizes until you say you forgive him. Even with your forgiveness, Silver doesn’t fully forgive himself, and vows to make it up to you during aftercare where he can pamper and take care of you to ensure you feel the full depth of his love.

He’s opposed to having sex in public places where you could be walked in on. Silver wants to protect your modesty and image, but he also feels a strong possessiveness at the thought of someone else seeing you in such a vulnerable manner. Deep down, he has a selfish desire to keep that side of you purely to himself even if he doesn’t want to acknowledge it.

He’s also uncomfortable with sharing. To Silver, sex is an experience that happens between two loving partners. A consummation of their love, so to speak. Having a third party that is not a part of the relationship feels like an intrusion on the sanctity of the act. Silver would also get jealous and feel distraught at seeing you be sexually intimate with another and start questioning if he is not pleasing you enough. The experience will deeply shake him and make him doubt himself as your partner.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Silver is a huge giver and prefers giving over receiving. He is wholly devoted to your pleasure and is fine with not receiving any head as long as he was able to get you off. Your pleasure is all he cares about. You don’t have to return the favor, though Silver will feel touched—albeit shy—if you insist on it because you want him to feel good too. He tends to neglect his own needs in favor of fulfilling yours, so you have to take the initiative to correct that.

If you give him oral, Silver never forces your head down or urges you to take more. In fact, he’s almost too restrained initially. Even if he wishes for you to take more of him or use your tongue against the underside because it feels good, Silver stays quiet and lets you carry on at your own pace out of fear of pushing you past your comfort zone. He doesn’t want to be selfish and ask too much of you but will answer honestly if you ask how to be better. At the start of your sexual relationship, you’ll have to pry the information out of Silver, but over time, he’ll openly share it with you once he knows you’re okay with doing more.

While you blow him, Silver keeps a hand on your head, not forcing but just caressing. He combs his fingers through your hair, gathers it out of your face is it’s long, and tucks away lose strands so they don’t get in your eyes. He also brushes away tears that result from gagging on his length and chastises you for pushing yourself, urging you to not do things you’re not ready for and that he’s fine with whatever you’re comfortable giving even if it feels less pleasurable.

When it comes to giving oral, Silver approaches the act with dedication and a strong desire to learn what you like. He really enjoys giving oral and hearing your sounds of pleasure and praises. It strengthens his confidence in his skills and fills him with pride at being able to make you feel good.

He has the patience and stamina to stay between your legs for at least an hour without growing tired and won’t let up until he’s made you cum at least once. Bringing you to orgasm always sends a surge of deep satisfaction through Silver, but he finds oral a little special because he likes being able to taste your release on his tongue.

If you squirm a lot, he can easily pin your hips down to keep you still but won’t do so if you protest against it. Silver also likes maintaining eye contact while eating you out and just watching how your face changes with pleasure in general. Your expressions and sounds of pleasure motivate him to keep going and maintain a steady pace to bring you over the edge.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Silver prefers a slow to moderate pace. His thrusts are controlled and precise to maintain a steady pace while reaching the spots he knows feel good for you. His thrusts also vary in intensity but fall withing the range of gentle to moderate because he’s not a fan of rough sex. However, just because he tries to be careful doesn’t mean he’s always gentle. If you request it, Silver can pound into you with firm, deep thrusts that aim at your sweet spot and steal your breath away.

If you’re making love, then he’ll be more sensual and slowly roll his hips against yours with the intention of making you feel loved. He’s more intimate during lovemaking and gives you kisses and affectionate whispers to express the depth of his feelings.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Silver prefers a proper session over a quickie. He finds the spontaneity of quickies to be lacking in emotional connection and worries that the minimal foreplay may not be enough to properly arouse you. He would rather play it safe and wait until you have ample time for him to properly bed you, but you are eager for it, he will concede. He generally agrees if you’re the one initiating quickies because he can at least rest easy knowing you’re turned on enough to want sex. They can be great for releasing stress during extended periods when there’s no time for drawn-out lovemaking.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Silver is a man of routine and seldom experiments with new things. If something is working out perfectly fine the way it is, then he sees no reason to change it. The same applies to sex. If there’s something that already perfectly satisfies both of you, then he is unlikely to suggest new things to try. At most, he will suggest new positions.

That’s not to say he’s against trying new things. While he has few ideas of his own, Silver is accommodating of your interests to experiment in the bedroom. He will hear you out with an open mind and then carefully assess if the risk is worth the reward. If he thinks the idea is too dangerous or he’s not confident about being able to handle the activity, he’ll voice his concerns and discuss them with you to see if a middle ground can be reached. He’s open to being educated on how to perform these riskier kinks safely, and even does his own research to be educated. However, there are things in the ‘No’ section that he absolutely refuses to do and won’t change his mind on, so you’re better off conceding to his concerns about them.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Silver has excellent stamina because he’s been put through military-levels of physical training by Lilia since a young age, and has continued to regularly work out to stay in top shape as Malleus’s bodyguard. In the bedroom, he can easily last over an hour if given time for short breaks and go up to 3-4 rounds. 1-2 rounds are usually enough for him, but he can go for more if you ask.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Silver doesn’t own any toys. He didn’t even know sex toys existed until he moved to the Land of Dawning for school. There were many that he couldn’t figure out the functions of when he first saw them. If you want to buy some, he will leave the selection up to you because he doesn’t know the first thing of what to look out for or what is considered the best.

Since he’s not tech-savvy, he’s not interested in exploring them much, plus sees no use in them for himself. He doesn’t need the help of toys to get off when he does perfectly fine with his own hand or with your assistance. However, he can be convinced to give them a try during foreplay or sex for the sake of spicing things up.

He’s fine with you owning and using toys, particularly if he’s not around to take care of your sexual needs, but Silver will get upset if you rely on them when he is available. He would rather you come to him to fulfill your needs because how else can he call himself your romantic partner? If the situation doesn’t improve over time, the negative thoughts won’t give Silver peace, and he will share what’s bothering him in the hopes that the two of you can reach an agreement.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

While Silver can be playful and tease people he’s close to, he doesn’t do that in the bedroom. The situation doesn’t feel apt for lightly poking fun at you, and he’d rather spend that time and energy on showing how much he loves you.

Silver also doesn’t physically tease you. His goal is to make you feel good and bring you to orgasm as many times as he can, so denying you that release goes against his objective. Plus, he’s extremely weak to seeing you in distress or begging for release, so he wouldn’t be able to deny you even if he tried.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Silver is naturally on the quiet side. He lets out moans and gasps of pleasure when something feels good, but they’re soft and quiet. He might let out an occasional loud groan or grunt if pleasure takes him by surprise.

While he’s not talkative, he does share his feelings with you during sex. He is simply overcome by so much emotion and sensation, that he can’t refrain from telling you how good you make him feel or how much he loves you.

Silver is not very creative with the things he says, but even the simplicity of his words strikes deep because they are honest. Some things he might say during sex:

“I love you.”

“Tell me what you need. I’ll give you everything—as much or as little as you want. All of me is yours.”

“W-wait! I told you—if you keep doing that, I won’t—"

“Ngh-! You feel so good, I can’t last much longer! Come for me! I want to feel you coming together with me.”

“How are you feeling? Does it hurt anywhere? I’m sorry if I was too rough. It felt so good that I lost control of myself a bit.”

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

It took a long while for the two of you to have sex. Silver wanted to deepen his relationship with you and give you his first time, but he refrained from bringing up the topic for fear of making you feel pressured to give him your body. He thought about breaching the subject of physical intimacy that went beyond the hugs and kisses you shared, but he always held his tongue. Even when he felt a spark of desire at seeing you in a swimsuit, accidentally touching your breast, or making out with you, Silver’s ironclad self-restraint prevented him from reacting inappropriately and simply put an end to the situation before it could lead to anything more. It got to the point where you wondered if he had any interest in sex at all.

In the end, it fell on you to progress your relationship because Silver was willing to wait until he turned old and wrinkly. He was relieved when you gave the green light to explore sexual intimacy together, and since then he has taken the initiative to ask for it. Even then, it still took a while before you got to the actual sex since he started slow by politely asking for your consent to let him explore you. He started with things like heavy petting and simply feeling each other’s curves through clothes or kissing sensitive areas like ears, neck, and arms before gradually moving on to more direct stimulation. Silver tries his best to respect your boundaries—sometimes to the point of holding back too much—so you need to tell him how far you’re okay with going to speed things up. He acts more assertively when he knows exactly what you’re okay with, but will otherwise err on the side of caution until he’s sure.

Bonus headcanon: One time, Silver suddenly fell asleep in the middle of sex. He tried his best to resist the pull but was ultimately powerless to stop himself from dozing off and collapsing beside you in bed. When he woke up and realized that he had fallen asleep on you, he was filled with shame and remorse. He felt bad for letting you down like that and ruining what should have been a good moment for both of you. The young knight spent a long time apologizing and promising to make it up to you in whatever way you wanted until you reassured him that it was fine and not his fault. Silver was relieved that you weren’t upset or disappointed in him, though he still insisted on doing something for you to clear his conscience.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

13 cm in length (5.1 inches) and 11.5 cm in girth (4.5 inches). Has an objectively pretty cock with a pale pink tip and a nice upward curve.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Silver’s sex drive is on the lower side. He naturally doesn’t have a big sexual appetite, plus his self-restraint it godly due to self-discipline. He can go weeks without sex and release the stress and tension in his body via training.

About once or twice a week is enough for Silver to feel sated but he will try his best to make it more frequent if you have a higher sex drive than him.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

How quickly Silver falls asleep after sex depends on the luck of the draw. Sometimes he falls asleep almost immediately after climax due to a sudden drowsy spell, in which case he can fall on top of you and unintentionally pin you under his weight. Other times, he manages to stay awake and helps with cleanup and aftercare before cuddling you to sleep. Regardless of how he gets there, Silver will always conk out afterwards. The way his body relaxes post-orgasm makes him sleepy even without his narcolepsy playing a role in it.