lmao hi guys
so like did i ever tell u..im waiting to get an autism diagnosis...ye...ye its lowk like #official at least to me, its rlly a big suspicion now and since my psychotherapist (idfk) said it might be the case for me i felt so validated
and uhh ye thats kinda the reason why im physically tweaking when my special interest is mentioned?? i think...but bc of that i distance myself from the things i love bc holy moly i cant contain myself , if i could id explode
"thats dumb!!" no it isnt!! hey!! get out!! its my blog!! HEY! I SAID GET OUT!! picks up little hater with my fingers and snaps them into the oblivion where they fly away screeching
anyway
this is why i dont reread jacksons diary or look at jackson for too long #itiswhatitis
and im yapping here bc i just realized i have free will
i will make this post as long as i want
watch me
u have no say in how much im allowed to talk on MY blog !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like trust me guys i only seem like a fake fan bc my brain starts going too fast for my own good and i dont always like tht, especially when i have no one to share this excitement with
and i dont mean people to talk abt jd with...if u dont tweak out with me i feel alone even if u love jd as much as me βοΈβοΈ
one of my others special interest is House MD, im like on my 4th rewatch ???? or smth, i feel like such a larper when people point out characters flaws i didnt notice or read their character wrong LIKE NO GUYS IM A FAN PLEASE I PROMISE OMFGGG GUYS
umm what else can i yap abt to make this longer
OH YEA
yumeshipping
i personally dont idk, engage with doing any selfshipping stuff like art or anything, at least not on daily basis, but collecting f/o's is kinda fun like hell yea i have 20 gfs fuck u gonna do abt it !!!
one of my biggest comforts is yumeshipping with Monika, i have this ita bag and the plush keychain reminds me im not alone when im overstimulated !111!!!!
heh yea... yea....
im like talking to a wall rn
im expecting at leats 10000 likes from how amazing and awesome i am
