#silenthowlss

Yeah college seemed like a good idea at first, but does anyone really tell you the reality of it ? 

I see friends on snap chat, twitter, and instagram all the time saying how much they love their school, but is that all just a show? Or am I not alone in this city where I am actually alone?

Startin goff college I had high expectations, meeting friends right away, flirting with boys, going out every weekend, but my life has bee anything but. I go home, visit friends at different colleges, visit my boyfriend, or stay in. 

Unfortunately I got stuck in a dorm, and floor, (Flim Live-learning-comunnity) that doesn't really fit my archetype. A outgoing chubby blonde that laughs too loud but love making friends.  I'm not even aloud to change dorms, (whole other story) but trying to make friends who aren't my usual social group is hard when they don't even accept you either. 

I know I have it good being able to get a high education and all but I'm use to being with friends all the time, with people i love and not being afraid of myself, to being stuck by myself and entering my third month of college and still having about like j3-ish friends, like people i talk to when I see them in passing.