#sil larklex

Lmao absolutely. They were both just a mess because they didn't realise they were both girls and going on E will make them both all comfy in themselves and let them finally have a good relationship with each other.

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Not long, just some talk about semi-negative things hidden away (not about this ask, but another no one will ever see, this ask was a breath of fresh air to see in our drafts) -Buzz

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Took me a moment to figure out what's going on lmao but thank you :]

I'm assuming it was the person who'd kinda been being negative on the Larklex post who then sent an ask being extra negative. I'm glad I didn't see it cos even just them being a little negative was really getting me down for some reason lol, like, come on, people are allowed to dislike what I make, it shouldn't have got to me that bad 💀

Anyway yeah self indulgent redemption/fixit au, everyone gets to heal and be better because fuck you everyone's redeemable I don't care. My dad's a piece of shit but I think he can get better. I did some shitty shitty things when I was younger, especially being violent as a kid, and I can get better. Hell, even the guy I originally based Alex on has probably become a miles better person since our not a relationship went down in flames. People can grow and change and become better, that's literally how being human works.

Alex isn't an abuser, he was scared and hurting and Jay got caught in the crossfire of that. In MH Alex was trying to save him,in S,IL that looked like being as cruel to him as possible, in precanon S,IL Alex was terrified of what could happen if anyone found out he was queer. Post canon S,IL he'd still be scared, especially that no one would accept him back into their lives, because why would they? He hurt them all so badly so he deserves to be alone, isolated for the rest of his life, even if he's spent the past 20 years trying to better himself all by himself, taking Tim's advice, learning that you can get medication that helps, you can live with this, you can carry on with your life, make some new friends, start dating again even if it doesn't really go anywhere.

I think jay, Brian and Tim's healing would need to include Alex in it in some way for it to fully complete, and I think Alex's would be the same but with them. All of them need each other to find closure and finally heal enough to truly go on with their lives with MH fully behind them.

Hi, I'm Mon :]

I'm a writer and artist. I'm MonMonniMon on ao3 & I currently have:

1 faux-research-paper about my personal design of the omegaverse under the MonMonniMon pseud

28 Marble Hornets fics of assorted ratings & ships under the SquareBracketSmileyFace pseud

4 Everyman HYBRID fics of assorted ratings & ships, under the SquareBracketSmileyFace pseud

1 E Rated The Magnus Archived fic (Peter Lukas/Tadeas Dahl) under the Monni Pseud

4 (outdated this is my new hyperfix there's so many fics now) Call Of Duty (GhostSoap) fics of assorted ratings under the Monni Pseud

1 E Rated NBC Hannibal fic (Hannibal/Will) under the MonsterFlufferAtHeart Pseud

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A christmas present from Monni: A christmas present from Monni is a series of 6 works I decided to refurbish like three or four days ahead of christmas 2024 from an old (toxic AF) fandom I was in so that I could reupload them & feel proud of them again. I loved the premises & the writing itself, just not so much the fandom I wrote them for. It's ~120,000 words, of mostly smut, in total with four Marble Hornets fics and 2 Everyman HYBRID Fics!

Mapping the Social & Biological Landscapes of the Omegaverse: Mapping the Social & Biological Landscapes of the Omegaverse is a little (very not little it's 50 thousand words) pretend research paper I wrote about my design for the Omegaverse. It started out as just a list of my personal headcanons so i could have a feeling of consistancy in any omegaverse fics I wrote, and spiralled violently out of my control, becoming a monstrosity.

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