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Youâre shaking. Itâs becoming impossible to hide it. The air feels heavier, suffocating, and you canât catch your breath. Johnnyâs face is too close, his eyes too searching. He looks like heâs going to break. Maybe he already has.
âPlease⌠donât,â you manage to whisper, pulling away, but he only steps closer. The warm flicker of his flames are nowhere to be seen, controlled by sheer willpower. His voice, though, is the one thing that wonât quiet down.
âIâm not leaving you alone like this,â Johnny says, soft but firm, an edge of desperation you havenât heard from him before. His hand hovers, hesitant, but you know the weight of his emotions are pressing down on him just as much as they are on you.
âI donât needâŚâ you try, but the words die on your tongue when Johnnyâs gentle eyes soften, locking onto yours with an intensity that makes your heart hurt.
âYeah, you do,â Johnny interrupts, his thumbs brushing soothingly over your temples. He traces his thumbs gently down the line of your jaw. âI donât care if you think you can handle this on your own. Iâm not going anywhere.â
Your chest tightens. You wish it was that easy to walk away, to just be okay, but his warmth, his constant pull, itâs the only thing that makes any sense.
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Iâm so into Johnny Storm from the new Fantastic Four movie right now! Could you maybe do a headcannon of him as a romantic partner? Thank you đ¤đŠľ
oooo I love this, Sid!! I hope you enjoy this headcanon
thinking about johnny storm as a romantic partnerâŚ
đĽ tl;dr: Heâs still the Human Torchâreckless, charming, impossible not to loveâbut with you, Johnnyâs learned that the best kind of fire isnât the one that burns out fast⌠Itâs the one that stays warm.
Johnny Storm might have that cocky grin and a flame to match, but underneath the bravado heâs surprisingly sweet. Every sarcastic quip is his way of keeping you smiling, and heâll drop the act the moment you need real comfort. Heâs still a flirt, but itâs the kind that makes you feel seen, not objectifiedâheâs long outgrown the shallow womanizer trope, and with you, his charm feels genuine.
He lives for the rush, whether itâs flying over the city with you in his arms or cruising down neon-lit streets in a retro hot rod. But heâs just as happy spending the night curled up with takeout and a bad movie, trading banter until youâre both laughing so hard your sides hurt.
When danger strikes, his flames flare first, shielding you without hesitation. Later, heâll try to impress you with âsomething hot and deliciousâ in the kitchen, which almost always ends in smoke alarms and a last-minute pizza order.
Johnnyâs an adrenaline junkie by nature, but being with you teaches him how to slow down and actually be present. He doesnât lose his sparkâhe just learns where to let it burn brightest.
đ°đđđđđđ đđđđ: youâre enjoying the night on a rooftop, the cityâs neon glow painting his face in shifting blues and golds. The hum of traffic below is distant, the air cool enough that you can feel the contrast of his warmth beside you. He glances at you, quieter than usual, eyes flicking between your face and the skyline.Â
âI thought I was too busy chasing sparks to slow downâŚâ Johnny murmured.Â
His voice is softer than youâve ever heard it. Heâs vulnerable in a way youâve never seen. You smile, soft and sure, your chest aching in the best way.Â
âBut youâre right here now,â you whisper.Â
Something in his expression shifts, the teasing edge you know so well replaced by something deeper, almost reverent. He holds your gaze, voice low and steady when he speaks: âYeah. Because the brightest thing Iâve ever found ⌠has been you.â
The words settle between you like heat from a dying ember, steady and lasting. His hand finds yours, fingers lacing together, and for once, neither of you needs to fill the silence. In that moment, the fire isnât wildâitâs warm, constant, and entirely yours.
Logan idea: him being married and starting a family with his wife đ
OMG UGH The way I'm so in love with that man
I actually have two fics related to this in my drafts! One is reading finding out she's pregnant, the other is just a peak into family life with reader and logan. it's gonna be teeth rotting fluff. I hope you'll enjoy them <3
implications of sex below the cut, also pregnancy mentions!
Marriage with Logan:
I mean not to be cheesy but...
it's bliss
you all saw him in origins with kayla (gag)
that man is a total lover boy
hes on his knees for you
he will do anything for you
He didn't think he'd get to do something like this. to experience the whole joy of getting engaged, planning a wedding, getting married
just finding his other half....He considers himself the luckiest man in the world
He takes on the role of a hubby proudly
He'll laugh and pretend the wifey and hubby mugs you got him were cliche but he uses the hubby mug every single day proudly and ignores any comments regarding it
He'll proudly introduce you as his wife (or hubby, or partner, whichever term you prefer!)
everyone sees how so in love you both are
holding hands, your arms around each other
he'll admire the ring he put on your finger all the time.
"this is a nice look for you baby"
if you going through with having a wedding wedding, logan is going to be so damn nervous
he fights all sorts of bad guys. standing in front of family and friends, being vulnerable? thats a different kind of fight
but he finds when he sees you, all prettied up walking down that aisle
well, maybe this isn't so bad
but if you end up having a something small and simple, hes just as happy
either way, he's grinning ear to ear by your side. no ones seen the wolverine happier than when he married you
theres a comfort that settles between you both after marriage. a trust that the other is going to be there. you don't have to worry about a thing with him.
If you're getting or already have your own place, your engagement/marriage kicks off nesting in him. Hes' gotta make sure that his baby is taken care of...
Speaking of babies...
Starting a family!
Oh boy
or girl?
However the conception happens, planned or accident
logan will be thrilled (after he gets over the nerves)
he'll be so supportive to you. he may take a moment and go vomit out in the bins outside but he's happy, truly
hes so supportive
i mean i talked about pregnancy headcanons before but imma go into it again
he hates seeing his love in pain, suffering, etc etc. will hold your hand the entire way.
Hold your hair back during those morning sickness events uggh
will make you tea, slice apples, whatever the hell helps you
will rub your back, feet, shoulders. whatever
he thinks your mood swings are adorable (he won't say that to your face though. he knows you'll just tear him apart)
very handsy. can't help it. you looked good pregnant w his kid
every doctor appointment. hes there.
hes strong for you, god knows you're doing the heavy lifting but he's definitely going to be anxious. worried about every little groan and huff you let out. worried about labor. your safety. the babys safety.
hes so happy to be here but he's also terrified of losing it
yes, if you wake him up at 2 in the morning, he'll go get you those weird things you're craving. he'll do it happily. no you're not bothering him.
loves when you get a burst of hormones and become feral over him. he literally wants to bang you all the time but you're pregnant and not in the mood usually
you give him small kisses at first that end up getting intense and becoming more bc you're both just so happy and your hormones is making everything so intense and he's the only thing you want and need
anyhoo...
When you're big, big, like 8-9 months. He's all over you. You could bite his head off over his clingyness but the most he's gonna do is sit across the room with his tail between his legs
his instinct screams to stay close and to protect. he's not going anywhere
designing the babies room together
SHOPPING
bad bad wolverine is holding up lil jammies with sheep on it. "This is cute" he mumbles.
you can't even bring yourself to tease him over it because he's so damn cute like this. also hes' right. those are cute jammies. put em in the cart
Logan really doesn't care about the babys sex. he's just happy to even.. have all of this. and with you.
he'd be a great boy or girl dad honestly.
they're both gonna have him wrapped around their finger
you buy a plush wolverine animal for the babys crib and logan gets emotional over it
"yknow sweetheart these things are pretty mean in real life." he says as he holds back tears. "don't know if we should..."
he's gonna go into slight shock when they baby comes. like. woah, this is happening? really? actually happening?
Of course when you start reacting to your contractions, hubby mode is going to kick in. He's all over you, talking you through everything as you go the hospital
hes scared, terrified, but hes not gonna worry about himself when you need him more than ever
WILL cry when he meets yalls baby for the first time.
Going to feel like he'd been waiting his whole life to meet them.
He's going to be an amazing dad. hes got all sorts of life experience to share with them
your kid(s) will adore their dad (and you!)
they may have their teenage phase where everyone annoys them
but Logan having memories of how his family/parents were broken apart. he doesn't want that to happen
no ones a perfect person/partner/parent. logan tries pretty damn hard
movie nights
waking up to the kids running into yalls bed
him literally trying to steal ONE private moment with you, but your child is in a "i only want this parent phase!" for one of you and won't leave you alone.
your kid(s) gagging whenever you kiss or get affectionate. it happens often.
"mom and dad are really gross"
Im gonna add adoption in here too
he's gonna be really nervous because he doesn't want to scare whoever you adopt with his mutation, and just his general self. hes big and scary.
but you meet the child you two are meant to raise and he's in love
he adores the kid just as if it was his biological because to him it doesn't matter
thats you and hims child and he's going to do his damn best to take care of you and any child you may raise together
I just love him and I want me and him to build a lil life together on a farm or a cabin and have little ones that look like him running around and just *sobs*
Congratulations on the new 2000 followers milestone and accomplishment! This is so exciting!!! Youâre so talented and Iâm glad so many people see that đŤśđž
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prompt: âI brought you flowersâ.
notes: gender neutral reader, implied past argument, angsty with happy ending [navigation].
He says it like it might fix everything, hovering in your doorway with an expression that is trying very hard to be casual and failing in a way that feels almost disarming.
âI brought you flowers.â The orchids look faintly ridiculous in his hands, too delicate for the way he usually moves through the world, and something in your chest tightens despite yourself.
You had meant to stay annoyed. It felt justified, something solid to hold onto after the careless comment he tossed out earlier, the kind that lingered longer for you than it ever would for him. That resolve falters now, softened by the quiet effort in front of you, by the way he is watching your face like he is waiting to be told whether he has got it right this time.
You take them slowly, fingers brushing his, and the contact feels warmer than it should. It is not forgiveness, not quite, but it is a shift, something loosening.
âYou didnât have to,â you say, though you already know he needed to.
âI know,â he replies, softer now. âI wanted to.â
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Congratulations Kas on the 1k milestone! It couldnât have happened for a more talented writer and wonderful person 𼰠youâve always been so kind and welcoming!
For the celebration, could you do an Act One?
Prompt: Domesticity
Character: Johnny Storm
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Morning arrives slowly, sunlight stretching across the kitchen tiles in quiet gold. The air smells like coffee and burnt toast. His fault, obviously. Johnnyâs standing by the counter in one of your old jumpers, sleeves pushed up, trying to look innocent while scraping charred crumbs into the sink. You watch him from the doorway, half amused, half in love with the way he hums under his breath, like this is exactly where heâs meant to be.
He catches you staring and grins. âDonât say it.â
You raise an eyebrow. âSay what?â
âThat I canât cook.â
âYou canât cook.â
He groans, but the sound is all warmth. âI was distracted.â
You cross the kitchen, steal the mug from his hand, and take a sip. Itâs too sweet, just how he knows you like it. The gesture shouldnât make your chest ache, yet it does, some small, quiet reminder that he remembers you in all the tiny ways that matter.
âDistracted by what?â you ask.
His mouth curves into something softer this time. âYou. Existing.â
Itâs ridiculous how easily he says things like that, no hesitation, no fear of sounding foolish. Youâve tried to get used to it, the way he makes affection sound like breathing, but your heart still trips every single time. âThatâs a terrible excuse,â you tell him, smiling despite yourself.
He shrugs, stepping closer. âYou asked.â
The warmth that radiates from him is always noticeable, never uncomfortable, just steady. You lean against his chest, fingers brushing the edge of his jumper, feeling the faint heat through the fabric. Itâs one of those rare mornings where the world feels small enough to hold.
You think about how strange it is, this version of him. The Johnny everyone sees is loud, reckless, always chasing something fast enough to match his fire. Here, though, heâs softer. He laughs quieter, moves slower. He still burns, but itâs the kind of flame that warms instead of scorches.
âYouâre staring again,â he says, voice teasing.
âMaybe I like what I see.â
He preens instantly, head tilted with mock arrogance. âCanât blame you.â
You roll your eyes and push at his shoulder, though you donât move far. âYouâre impossible.â
âYeah,â he murmurs, pressing a kiss to your head, âbut you love me anyway.â
Itâs annoyingly true. You let yourself melt against him, watching sunlight flicker over the counter, catching on the mess heâs made. The domesticity of it, the burnt toast, the shared coffee, the quiet laughter, fills something in you thatâs been empty for years.
âI love you,â you say softly, almost surprised by how easy it feels.
He doesnât joke then. His hand finds yours, warm and sure. âGood,â he says. ââCause Iâm not going anywhere.â
The kettle clicks off, a bird sings somewhere outside, and you stand there together in your little kitchen, two people who somehow made the ordinary feel like magic.
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content warnings: battle violence; near-death injury; blood; emotional distress; references to military trauma
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The air is burning. The sky above Latveria cracks open like a fault line. Doom stands at the eye of itâgauntlets gleaming, cloak billowing, and power pouring from his frame like a living storm. The ground shakes beneath the weight of the Doomsday Engine, its pulse radiating chaos with every surge. They call it Doomsday for a reason, but you and Joaquin move anywayâtogether, always.
You sprint across scorched stone, keeping low as shrapnel whizzes by. His wings cut the air beside you in fluid arcs, casting shadows youâve learned by heart. Without a word, you vault over a fractured column. He catches your arm midairânot because you stumble, but because it makes the landing smoother. Cleaner. More efficient. You twist toward the next point, and heâs already there, body angled in perfect anticipation.
Even now, amid destruction, you donât need to speak. You donât even have to look at each other. He knows exactly where youâll be, and you know where heâll go. Just like always. Itâs always been like thisâŚ
You met at eighteen, fresh into basic trainingâskin raw from buzz cuts and new boots, nerves masked behind stiff postures. Names read in alphabetical order: Torres, then yours. He turned his head at the sound of your name, and your eyes locked for the first time. No handshake. No words. Just a silent nod. All right, it said. Letâs do this.
From day one, it was like your instincts had been built in parallel. Where he stepped, you mirrored. Where you faltered, he covered. The first time you took a hit during live combat training, he was there before you hit the groundâweapon raised, stance tight, fury hidden behind discipline. The drill sergeant called it luck. Then it happened again. And again. Until it wasnât luck anymore.
By the end of week three, everyone knew: you two moved like youâd been fighting side by side for years. Like whatever instincts most people had to work years to build, you and Joaquin had been born withâmatching wavelengths, matching breath. Maybe you had in different lifetimesâpast and future. Maybe in some other version of the world, youâd been soldiers in the same war, rebels in the same uprising, pilots flying in tight formation over foreign skies.Â
Whatever the truth was, it ran deeper than training. Deeper than words. When he pivoted, you were already there to cover his blind spot. When you dropped your magazine, he passed his spare before you even asked. You slipped into each other's rhythms like it was second natureâlike youâd already done this dance a thousand times, across a thousand battles, and were just picking up the thread again.
You started dating a year later, during a deployment that shouldâve broken you both. A failed mission. A city on fire. You came back to base bruised, exhausted, and changed. You found him in the hangar, sitting on the floor in the dark, his armor still dusty, his knuckles bleeding. You didnât say a word. You had just sat beside him, pulled his hand into yours, and let the silence stretch.
He kissed you that night and you never looked back. Now, a decade later, youâre Avengers. Youâve faced gods, aliens, HYDRA remnants, multiversal bleed. And through it all, that rhythmâthe thing you forged in mud and fireâhas never faltered.
Even off the battlefield, it shows up. People comment on it constantly. How you hand him his coffee without asking. How he opens doors for you half a beat before you reach them. How your chairs always angle toward each other during briefings. How, when one of you shifts during sleep, the other shifts in tandemâlike your bodies still think you're clearing corners together.
Itâs not performative. Itâs not conscious. It just is. Itâs as natural as the wind or gravity. Itâs as easy as breathing. Itâs like a kind of unspoken choreography that no one else could replicate, no matter how hard they tried. Itâs not a trick. Itâs muscle memory. Itâs home.
âLeft flank!â Sam barks over comms. âHeâs pushing throughââ
âIâve got you!â Joaquin shouts automatically to you.
You already know heâs banking hard toward you in the air. You pivot to meet him at the base of the broken tower, shoulders back-to-back as Doom sends out another blast. The power surges, but Joaquin shields you as you fire above his shoulder. Together youâre a blur of motion, seamless. Until it isn't.
Doomâs voice bellows across the field, cold and mechanical and laced with triumph: âYou think you are prepared. You think coordination will save you.â
Doom raises one handâtwisting reality into a shape that doesnât obey physicsâand hurls it at Joaquin. You donât think, you just move. You throw yourself into him, your body slamming into his with the force of a full sprint. You twist midair, flipping to shield him with your own armor. Itâs instinct. Itâs training. Itâs love.
Then thereâs only light.
Pain isnât what you notice first. Itâs the silence.
No wind. No screaming. No heartbeat.Â
For a moment, thereâs just nothing. Just a voidâquiet and weightless, like the moment before impact, like the space between lightning and thunder.
Then the world screams back into focus. Alarms shrieking. Metal trays crashing to the floor. Boots pounding across the tile. Shouts overlapping one another in a chaos of urgency.
âSevere internal bleedingâget her stabilizedânow!â
âSheâs crashingâmultiple fractures, left sideâchest compression failing!â
âGet the crash kitâget the med droid online, now!â
Joaquinâs voice cuts through it all like a blade: raw and unfiltered. A sound youâve never heard from him before.
âDonât you dare let go,â he breathes, his voice cracking on the edge of panic. Heâs leaning over you, eyes wild, armor smeared with your bloodâhis hands covered in it, shaking. âIâve got you, mi amor. Iâve got you.â
He presses his forehead to yours for half a second, grounding himself with the contact, then pulls back just enough to watch for any sign of movement, any twitch of your hand in his.Â
Nothing.
And still, Joaquin keeps holding on. Because thatâs what youâve always done for each otherâsince the beginning, since eighteen, since that first nod in the mudâand heâs not about to stop now.
Neither of you know how many hours pass, but he never leaves the med-bay. Not when the others come in. Not when Strange stops by to offer something grim and useless. Not even when Sam gently rests a hand on his shoulder and says, âShe might not make it, brotherâŚâ
Joaquin doesnât flinch. He just squeezes your hand and never lets go
Because the first time you held him, you were eighteen, bruised and laughing and alive in a field hospital tent with your combat gear half-shredded and your hair matted. And he had looked at you then like he is nowâwith that stubborn, desperate kind of love. You had turned to look at him; you didnât speak, but you had squeezed his hand and that was all he needed to know to understand you were endgame.
âSheâs stronger than any of us,â Joaquin murmured, voice hoarse. âSheâll come back.â
You wake up three days later. Everything hurts, but heâs there: eyes red and fingers threaded through yours.
Joaquin jolts when you blink. His voice cracks: âCariĂąo?â
âI told you not to cry on meâŚâ your voice is a cracked whisper, but you smile at him.
Joaquin lets out a strangled sound, something between a sob and a laugh. He kisses your hand like itâs the only thing anchoring him to earth.
âYouâyou idiot,â he chokes. âYou took a cosmic blast. I thoughtâGod, I thought I lost you.â
âYou didnât ⌠you never do.â
He climbs onto the edge of your bed, pulling you gently against him. Your body is weak, but you press your forehead to his.
âHey,â you mutter. âMy left shoulderâs blown out ⌠right ribs are a mess ⌠you better not leave me behind in the next mission.â
âNot a chance,â he breathes. âYou drag me into hell every time, remember?â
You smile faintly and whisper, âYou follow me every time.â
âAlways will.â
His pinky brushes yours. Even here, even now, you move in tandem.
Weeks later, the Avengers reconvene for strategy review.
As always, you and Joaquin sit side by side, chairs angled toward each other. Youâre still healingâscars across your ribs, nerve twinges in your right handâbut youâre cleared for field recon again. He helps you to your feet, no words needed. You sling your arm through his instinctively, just as he shifts his weight to match your pace.Â
With your arms still intertwined, he laces your fingers and squeezes your hand. Your free hand rests on his forearm just below where his elbow curves inward. You glance up at him, a sheepish, lovestruck smile on your face. Joaquin grins at you and leans forward to whisper something in your ear.
Across the room, Bucky leans toward Sam and murmurs, âStill moving like mirror images.â
With a smile, Sam replies, âThatâs not trainingâŚâ
âWhat is it then?â
âTrust,â Sam says simply. âThe kind that canât be taught.â
Thereâs a quiet beat, the kind that only settles when a battleâs over and the dust has finally stopped moving. Outside the war room, you and Joaquin have already slipped awayâjust like you always do. No dramatic exits. No fanfare. Just a quiet, instinctive retreat back to each other.
You walk through the compound side by side, feet in perfect step, your shoulder brushing his with every stride. He glances at you, just once, and you feel itâthe old current, always running beneath the surface. You donât need to speak. You never have.
Later, you sit together on the couch in the corner of the med-bay where you were fighting for your life only weeks ago. The lights are low. His hand rests over yours, thumb tracing the edge of the bandage still taped across your ribs. You're healing slowly, but youâre getting stronger everyday.
You tilt your head onto his shoulder, and he leans into it without hesitation.
âDo you ever think about how this started?â you ask quietly, voice still a little raspy from the tube theyâd had down your throat. âEighteen. Mud. Chaos. No idea what the hell we were doing.â
âI knew exactly what I was doing,â he murmurs, lips brushing your hair. âI was following you.â
You laugh, soft and tired and full of warmth. âWe were kids.â
âYeah,â he replies with a smile, turning his head toward you, âand now youâre my home.â
Itâs not dramatic, but it doesnât need to be. Youâve never been the fireworks kind of couple. Youâre the kind that survives, the kind that endures. Together. Because what you have isnât just love.Â
Itâs muscle memory. Itâs instinct. Itâs the product of years spent learning the shape of each otherâs presence until you couldnât tell where one ended and the other began. Itâs the reason you pulled him out of Doomâs blast. And the reason he refused to let you go.
You sit in silence for a long time, fingers laced. When Joaquin finally speaks again, his voice is low, like a vow whispered against the wind: âWhatever fight comes next⌠we do it together.â
Your grip tightens and he brushes his thumb across your knuckles.
âAlways,â you answer with quiet confidence.
And this time, thereâs no blood. No enemy. No chaos. Just the quiet rhythm of two hearts beating in perfect sync.
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Wings of Her Own
content warnings: brief descriptions of labor pain
authorâs note: I strayed from MCU!Joaquin a bit and I leaned more into comic!Joaquin with nods to his wings.
They met in second grade, both of them the new kids at school. Joaquin had transferred in from another district, dragging a backpack twice his size and a sketchbook he guarded like a dragon hoards gold. Ava had just moved from New York with her mom and abuela, her hair in twin pigtails so tight they gave her a headache by lunch. Heâd offered her a crayon-sketched picture of a velociraptor chasing a stick figure named "Mr. Cruz" during recessâshe'd laughed so hard her juice came out her nose.
By lunch, they were sitting across from each other, trading snacks and insults like they'd been doing it for years. Joaquin had joked about her pigtails looking like antennae, so sheâd stolen his apple juice without blinking. When he asked why, Ava had shrugged and said, âTax for the bad joke.â Theyâd been inseparable ever sinceâpartners in crime, in games, in heartbreak. They had the kind of bond that only deepened with time.Â
They made each other mixtapes in middle school, snuck out to watch meteor showers on school nights, and promised, somewhere along the way, that they'd always have each otherâs backs. Even when Avaâs dad moved back into the picture, or when Joaquinâs mom had her third relapse and the world got too heavy, they held each other up.
Enlisting in the Air Force had been Avaâs idea, surprisingly. The day after graduation, sheâd shown up at his house with two iced coffees, a recruiterâs flyer, and a dare in her eyes. âYou coming or what?â she'd asked. Joaquin hadnât even hesitated. Together, on the front stoop of Joaquinâs apartment complex, they signed the paperwork that afternoon in between sips from the same cup of horchata.
The recruiter had tried to impress them with half-baked Spanish and buzzwords, clearly assuming Ava wouldnât catch the mistakes. Sheâd let him finish, eyebrows raised, then cut in flawlessly.Â
âYou assumed I wouldn't understand, huh?â she said with a sharp smile, accent curling around her words like a challenge.
âTrust me, man,â Joaquin had laughed and slung an arm around Avaâs shoulders, pride clear in every syllable. âSheâs been like this since she was eight. Get used to it.â
Their first deployment was nothing like the training videos. Sand got everywhere, and grief did too. They learned the hard way what silence meant in the middle of gunfire, how to decode each other's tellsâthe way Joaquinâs jaw tensed before a panic attack, or how Ava went quiet when she was trying not to cry. They bled together. They saved each other more than once. In between the missions, the explosions, the letters they never sent home, they built something stronger than friendship and more sacred than routine.
And on their last night, watching the sun rise from a cracked rooftop in Kabul, the city a ghost beneath them and their hearts raw with everything they'd endured, Ava turned to him. Her hand found his in the space between words and her fingers laced tightly with his.
âSo,â she murmured, eyes never leaving the sky, âare we gonna keep pretending orâŚ?â
Joaquin didnât answer with wordsâjust cupped the side of her face and kissed her like heâd been waiting his whole life to catch up to her courage. He never stopped holding her close or kissing her at every possible second. And Ava never stopped kissing back.
Now, in the dark, she smiled faintly at the memory, clinging to it as the ache curled deep through her spine and hips. The contractions had started just past 3 a.m. She didnât wake Joaquin right away. He was curled up on his side, one wing half-unfurled in his sleep like it was still scanning for threats even in dreams. His face, usually set with soldierâs tension or that infectious grin, was slack with rare peace.
So she breathed through it, counting seconds in silence, her hand pressed low on her belly where their daughter stirred like a storm. But by 3:24, she let out a soft, âShitââ when a particularly sharp wave hit her spine. That whisper was all it took; Joaquin stirred, eyes snapping open, already reaching for her.
He didnât jolt awake; instead, he shifted like a switch had been flipped, all instinct and muscle memory. His eyes found her first, then her belly, then the glowing numbers on the clock. Joaquin reached for her slowly, deliberately, one hand sliding into hers while the other brushed damp curls from her forehead with aching tenderness.
When his gaze returned to hers, she saw it. He was trying to mask itâhis breath even, his voice steadyâbut Ava had known him too long. Beneath the calm, behind the soldierâs composure, his eyes betrayed the truth: he was terrified.
âCongratulations, Papa,â Ava muttered, giving him a crooked smile through clenched teeth. She inhaled sharply âYouâve got aboutâfive minutes before I start screaming.â
âAlright, cariĂąo,â Joaquin murmured, voice steady, calm, but already moving with the momentum of everything they'd ever survived together. âLetâs meet our baby.â
By 4:15, they were speeding down the empty early-morning streets of D.C., Joaquin glancing between the road and her every three seconds like she might disappear or give birth right there in the passenger seat. The car ride to the hospital was mostly Joaquin white-knuckling the steering wheel and muttering prayers in Spanish. Ava groaned through another contraction.
âAre you timing them?â she panted. Sweat shined on her face.
âIâI think so, baby,â Joaquin stuttered, âbut my app keeps autocorrecting contractions to construction and I hate everything.â
Ava let out a long, low groan that was more war cry than complaint. Joaquin squeezed her thighâhis hand hadnât left her since they got into the car.
âYou okay, cariĂąo?â he asked again, softly. All Ava could muster was a curt nod, jaw clenched tightly. His voice cracked as he continued, âIâve jumped out of planes, fought alien bugs, got my ribs cracked by a vibranium shield once. But nothingâand I mean nothingâhas ever scared me like seeing you in pain. How the hell are you this calm right now?â
Ava turned her head slowly, resting it back against the headrest. Through the haze of pain, a small, wry smile tugged at her lips. She reached for his hand and laced her fingers over his, grounding them both.
âJoaquin,â Ava whispered, âIâve done PT hungover, carried your bleeding ass to a medic tent, and delivered supplies during a sandstorm in 115-degree heat. This?â She gave a breathy laugh. âThis is cake.â
Joaquin made a choked soundâsomewhere between admiration and sheer dread.
âYouâre such a menace, Ava.â
âAnd you love me.â
âWith my whole ass heart, querida,â he swore, yanking the wheel into the ER drop-off lane and parking like a man who had never obeyed traffic laws in his life.
Joaquin was about to leap out of the car when Ava caught his elbow, pulling him back gently but firmly. He turned to her, mouth slightly parted, as if he had something urgent to say but the words were tangled in his throat. For a long, quiet moment, they just looked at each otherâworn from every battle theyâd faced, breathless, and completely undone by the weight of what was coming.Avaâs fingers trembled as she reached up, cupping the back of his neck and drawing his forehead to hers.
âWeâre gonna be fine,â she whispered, her voice fragile but steady.
Joaquin closed his eyes, a soft, reverent smile touching his lips, like a prayer. âYouâre gonna be amazing.â
The nurses knew themâJoaquin, the Avenger with wings; Ava, the badass who taught prenatal yoga to military spouses but could also kill a man with her thighs. But today, Ava wasnât commanding a room; today she was squeezing Joaquinâs hand so hard he thought it might shatter. They barely made it into a room before Ava was practically climbing the walls. Her quiet resolve cracked as the hours dragged on and the contractions hit harder every hour.Â
Joaquin never left her side. He held her hair when she threw up. He whispered soft Spanish lullabies when the epidural took longer than expected. He cursed the outdated hospital vending machine when it ate his dollar. When she criedânot from pain, but fearâhe kissed her fingers and murmured, âI got you, mami. You donât have to be strong for me. Just be you.â
Around hour four, she finally snapped at him through gritted teeth: âIf you say one more sweet thing, I swear to God Iâm gonna punch you.â
âFair,â he whispered, grinning like a fool. âBut damn, youâre so beautiful when youâre homicidal.â
By hour six, she'd barked at the anesthesiologist in Spanish for taking too long. Joaquin watched in silent awe and terror as the staff scrambled like soldiers around a general.
âYou are so scary when youâre in pain,â he whispered.
âYou knew this,â she hissed, eyes fuming.
âI did. I just forgot how much.â
He brushed her damp bangs off her forehead and held a cup of horchata to her lips, helping her sip through the straw. The nursesâall Latinaâshared amused glances. Theyâd been quietly obsessed with Ava and Joaquinâs unshakable bond, the way they moved together like a well-oiled machine built on love and fierce loyalty.
A soft smile finally broke through Avaâs pain, and she breathed, âI love you. Iâm sorry Iâm being so meanâŚâ
âYouâre not mean, mi amor,â Joaquin murmured, leaning forward to kiss her lips. âI love you too, Ava.â
It was 1:42 p.m. when their daughter finally cried for the first time. Joaquin had never heard anything more perfect in his life. Ava sobbed the second the nurse placed the baby on her chest, and Joaquin just dropped into the chair beside them, speechless and breathless. Tiny fingers. Full head of dark curls. Angry wail.
âSheâs got your earsâand your lungs,â Ava murmured through tears, voice soft and awestruck.
âAnd your attitude,â Joaquin answered, voice thick with emotion. He kissed Avaâs temple gently, his hand resting protectively over both mother and child. âSheâs perfect. Youâre perfect, cariĂąo.â
Ava turned to look at him, tears streaming down her cheeks, her smile trembling but radiant. âWe did it, Quinoâ
âYou did it, Ava,â Joaquin corrected her softly.
âI couldnât have done any of it without you, mi amor.â
For a long moment, the new parents were quiet, eyes fixed on their tiny miracle. Joaquin pressed gentle kissesâfirst to Avaâs forehead, then her hand, then their daughterâs delicate wrist. The room was filled with a stillness so profound it felt like the world itself was holding its breath alongside them.
âPaloma,â Ava muttered, breathless.
âPaloma,â Joaquin echoed, heart thudding.
âPeace,â Ava whispered. âShe came in screaming... but Iâve never felt more peace in my life.â
The hours passed by in a blur, like a dream. Later that night Ava slept, one arm draped protectively over their newborn. Joaquin stood by the window, shirt rumpled, hair a mess, exhaustion dragging at his shoulders. Still, he smiled. He stepped forward and carefully removed his daughter from the bassinet, careful not to wake the baby or his wife. He looked down at the sleeping bundle in his armsâher second nap since being born, wrapped in a pink blanket embroidered with little wings.
âIâm gonna mess up sometimes,â Joaquin whispered to Paloma, âbut I promise you this, mija: youâll never doubt how much youâre loved. Not onceânot ever.â
Joaquin glanced back at Ava. He leaned back against the wall and watched his sleeping wife in awe of her strength.
âI picked the right girl when I was eight,â he murmured unexpectedly. âYouâre lucky, mija. Your mamaâs the kind of strong people write stories about.âÂ
Paloma stirred, let out a soft sigh. Joaquin kissed her forehead and whispered, âYouâre gonna fly, baby bird.â
And he held her close, wings unfolding softly behind him like a shieldâstrong, gentle, and ready for anything the world might bring. In that quiet moment, with his daughter in his arms and the love of his life resting nearby, Joaquin knew this was itâhis purpose, his home, his everything. The battles behind him had forged him. The ones ahead? Heâd face them without fear. Because now, he had something worth protecting more fiercely than ever.
Would you be able to do a headcanon for Joel Miller? How heâd be as a husband (either before everything happened or if he had survivedâŚor both, whatever you choose is fine with me) thank you Bee â¤ď¸
awwww I love this Sid! It's always fun to think of Joel in a domestic way in his life pre-outbreak compared to his life post-outbreak. I hope you love this!!
Before the world fell apart, Joel Miller loved in quiet, solid ways. He wasnât the grand-gesture typeâmore the âI fixed the kitchen drawer before you noticed it was brokenâ kind of husband. Mornings started with him flipping pancakes one-handed while sipping his coffee, his other arm slung lazily around your waist as Sarah rattled off her school schedule. He rarely said I love you outright, but the way he rubbed your back without thinking when you were washing dishes or the way he made sure your gas tank was always full said it louder than words.
He worked long hours in construction and came home smelling like cedar and sweat, always with a tired smile saved just for you. Sometimes heâd leave his muddy boots by the door and fall asleep on the couch mid-sentenceâbut heâd always pull you into him in his sleep, like his body needed to know you were there even if his mind had clocked out.
On weekends, if there wasnât a job, youâd catch him strumming his guitar on the porch with Sarah half-asleep in a lawn chair, and you in his flannel shirt, leaning on the doorframeâhis picture of peace. He never really thought anything could take that away. He was wrong.
After the outbreak, âhusbandâ stopped being a role and became a memory. For a long time, Joel didnât think he deserved to be that person again, but if he found love in this broken worldâif he let you inâit would be different. Rawer. More hesitant at first, but deeper in a way only grief can carve out.
Now, being your husband meant staying up during every watch shift so you could sleep soundly. It meant holding your pinky under the dinner table because affection made him feel exposed, but distance made him panic. It meant sharpening both of your knives and patching your gear before his own. Joel would love you like a man who lost everything once and couldnât afford to do it again.
And when youâre alone, hidden in some safe little corner of the world, heâll hum songs he barely remembers and let you touch the softest parts of himâthe ones that still ache from the past but beat steady for you.
He doesnât say I love you still. But he says it every time he pulls you behind him with his rifle raised. Every time he kills to keep you safe. Every time he lets himself rest only when he hears your breath beside him. And somehow, thatâs more than enough.