#si0 rambles

hiii!! long time no see, I know 🥺

firstly, thank you for the kind words!! I appreciate knowing that I still have fans, it means the absolute world for me to come back and have a message in my inbox.

Secondly, I know I left without warning. Last July after I got harassed, I silently decided that I was done with Tumblr and just left. However, my ex decided to email me yesterday and so I came back to this account to read through what had been sent to me and what my responses were. In doing so, I've missed this account terribly, but it feels like that entire ordeal has left a stain on this account that I can't undo and emotionally, it feels wrong to keep using this account.

I unfortunately don't post much fanfic anymore. In private, I've been writing some fanfic of my twisted wonderland self ships, but not much past that. I've even stopped drawing as frequently (however I do cosplay more now and I'm learning photography! So I guess it balances out?). However, I've missed Tumblr enough that I'm considering moving this account (and the attached sideblog @cobrartss ) to a different email and then making a new account for myself (as the email this account is under is one I use frequently). Give me some time and I'll reblog this with the new account handle, if I end up making one. Probably in the next hour probably LOL it's just a matter of setting it up to look nice and ironing out the aesthetic of it really 😅 Neuvillette isn't my main selfship anymore, so I'd be theming it around my new main oshis (sort of as an escape from the fandom on twitter 🫩)

If you can't wait however, you can find me on Instagram at @ Cobrartss or on my (semi inactive/rtwt heavy) account @ ignispersphone

Also, if anyone's been saying shit since the incident last July, please let me know 😭😭 it was genuinely such a blow receiving all those anon messages and if anyone wants to try stir more shit, I'd rather nip it in the bud while I can.

been really into aesthetic station vids lately so reblog with your f/o and I’ll assign them a piece of stationary!!

example with my bby boy 💙🪼

pen link

si0 | 20 | proshipper | dead dove author | my kofi my carrd | my anime list | my art account | my straw.page

fandoms im into! (there's more but these are the ones i'm currently super engaged with atm (or are just shows im currently watching)!) hellaverse (hazbin hotel + helluva boss) fnaf black butler/kuroshitsuji genshin impact junjou romantica

yuri!!! on ice cult of the lamb

dni/byf anyone is free to interact with me as i understand not everyone checks every profile before interacting (i know i don't always do it)! all i ask is that you be respectful of me and i will be respectful of you. i block freely, including but not limited to antis who act like they're hot shit and those who are against the ships i like (such as the ones listed below) to the point where i feel like sending a patch of grass to touch into their inbox(/j) please be aware that i ship sebaciel (black butler), fischl x neuvillette (genshin impact) and gravecest (the coffin of andy and leyley) amongst other things and that i love to explore darker themes in fiction, especially through writing dead dove fics! i also do not support or partake in harassing others for whatever they choose to do with fictional characters. this account is pro paraphilias (expanding on this, i don't support contact if it is harmful but if you're doing it in a safe environment (such as a roleplay in a kink environment or through fanfic/art, etc) then that's totally fine and you should do whatever you need to safely cope!), pro recovery and anti censorship!

main f/os (i'm fine with sharing all my f/os!! pls feel free to block me if you share one and aren't comfortable sharing!) f/os in bold are my favs/mains! (i get possessive over these but i do my best not to show it online! i like to welcome my acc to doubles as it makes me extremely happy so pls dont be put off!!) ♡ unrelated/non family romantic f/o ✿ related/family romantic f/o (selfshipcest) ♡ neuvillette (genshin impact) #si0; boiling water 🌊🔥 (neuvillette x vinivre guillotine) ♡ sir pentious (hazbin hotel) #si0; scarab snake 🐶🐍 (sir pentious x mutt) ✿ gaming (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ vox (hazbin hotel) (no tag yet) ♡ scaramouche/wanderer (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ tartaglia/childe/ajax (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ zandik/dottore/the doctor (genshin impact) (no tag yet) ♡ dr. veritas ratio (honkai star rail) #sio; diamond theory 💎🏛️ (dr veritas ratio x oneiric shard) (no link because tumblr is being fucky but the tag is in the tags of this post!)

♡ mizuki (kamisama hajimemashita/kamisama kiss) (no tag yet) ♡ freminet (genshin impact) #si0; life mate 🦢🐧 (freminet x odette boulanger)

♡ yuri plisetsky (yuri!!! on ice) (no tag)

♡ hisoka morrow (hunter x hunter) (no tag)

♡ alois trancy (black butler) (no tag)

♡ aquamarine hoshino (oshi no ko) (no tag)

♡ wade wilson/deadpool (deadpool) (no tag)

♡ zhongli/rex lapis/morax (genshin impact) (no tag)

✿ riddle rosehearts (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ deuce spade (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ cater diamond (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ trey clover (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ ace trappola (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

✿ kagmine len (vocaloid) (no tag)

✿ alhaitham (genshin impact) (no tag)

♡ kaveh (genshin impact) (no tag) ♡ mortefi (wuthering waves) (no tag) ♡ scar (wuthering waves) (no tag) ♡ calcharo (wuthering waves) (no tag) ♡ azul ashengrotto (twisted wonderland) (no tag) ♡ jade leech (twisted wonderland) (no tag) ♡ floyd leech (twisted wonderland) (no tag)

♡ idia shroud (twisted wonderland) (no tag)