#si's stuff

i frfr was like "my biggest fear isn't dying it's that i won't leave a big enough impression on the world for them to tell my legacy as a tale or legend to generation after generation, my only fear is being forgotten" as a kid and no one thought i was a narcissist. even me. lmao.

THE ALTERED OUTTAKES VERSION OF ALL EYES ON ME IS NOT ON THE INSIDE SOUNDTRACK????

okay like I've been really going at this whole research literacy thing, but like for real, it is so incredibly fucked up to misrepresent scientific data to further an ideology. not everyone needs to be or should be an expert in how to read a research paper, but if you're not, then you should not be interpreting data and spreading this around. it so fucking unethical to read a study title and decide you both a) know what the research found and b) are now informed enough to talk about it. and this goes for everyone on every damn side of a debate, any debate. lying doesn't make you right, it makes you a liar. lack of research literacy and complete ignorance doesn't make you right, it makes you uninformed.

i am feeling indescribable longing for the things that could've been

I'm like "oh i haven't been on tumblr in a minute, I'll do that" and instantly have a terf tell me feelings have nothing to do with gender and that i should log off and like. you know maybe that month off should've been more. but also terfs aren't boss of me so maybe I'll be on tumblr more now and yell louder about gender. it's anyone's call really.

i love I Don't Wanna Talk because it sounds evil and i will not elaborate

HI I START TESTOSTERONE ON THE 2ND