#shxtteredillusions

For my muse’s reaction to walking in on yours...

masturbating - send me “It’s not what it looks like!”

Deep blue eyes shift in the direction of the voice, a hint of curiosity shimmering beneath their depth though the “forlorn” expression doesn’t shift. But at the same time, she was right, this was the normal expression for him, at least most of the time. “And you seem bored, so maybe the real reason you’ve come over here was to find someone to amuse yourself with.” While that may have come off as rude, sarcastic even, it wasn’t actually meant to be that way. But he wasn’t exactly someone to mince his words either.

embarrass my muse || accepting

     “Y-You know about that?!” The shock of hearing the inquiry nearly causes Bella to choke on her snack. To think she would have to relive the humiliating memory so soon. From the way Sebastian’s eyes widened at the sight of her to the short silence before he departed. How she sat there, unable to proceed or frankly, think for that matter as it dawned on Bella that boyfriend had caught her. “... I didn’t know ... he would be home so soon ...” Did he begin to think differently of her because of it? Maybe ... he found the behavior improper and -- ah, just why did they have to ask this?!

     “... I wouldn’t ... have minded if he did ...” No, that wasn’t exactly it. The moment the door opened, a small voice in the back of her mind whispered beneath the panic. Her breath held as she waited for something -- anything from Sebastian. It wasn’t until the door had shut with him on the other side that Bella realized she was oddly disappointed amidst the embarrassment. “I hoped he would ...” Saying it aloud felt strange. Almost wrong considering the reaction was far from what she would have desired. “... I wanted to see a side of him ... that no one has ...” His smile. His laughter. His excitement. There were so many parts of him she has been allowed to observe but .. was it improper to see something more? To be witness to a similar side of Sebastian?

     “It’s a little nerve wrecking that he saw me like that. I know it’s natural. There was nothing wrong with it but ... Sebastian ... -- he makes me feel so many things that I just couldn’t help it. I don’t know if maybe seeing me that way ... put him off. Or if it made him uncomfortable.” There were more questions than answers. Her fears only piling up and making matters worse the further she contemplated it. “... I don’t even know if Sebastian has ever given that any thought ... or if he’s felt the same ...” After all, all of this was entirely new to him.

Send me a “🔈” and I’ll make a playlist about our muses!

And Suddenly All the Love Songs Were About You 

(YT // Spotify)

Bartender (Select Start Remix) // T-Pain

Body Moves // DNCE

Señorita // Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello

Best Friend // Rex Orange County

Classic // MKTO

Lost in Japan // Shawn Mendes

Love You Like a Love Song // Selena Gomez

Darling // MAX

Why Do I Still? // Nieman feat May Angeles

Lovebug // Jonas Brothers

Absolutely Smitten // Dodie

Do I Love You Because You’re Beautiful // Rodger and Hammerstein’s Cinderella

Catch Me // Demi Lovato

If I Knew // Bruno Mars

Versace on the Floor // Bruno Mars

Easy // Camila Cabello

It’s U // Cavetown

I Like Me Better // Lauv

Souvenir // Selena Gomez

Blueberry Eyes // MAX feat Suga

The YT list is most accurate since Spotify doesn’t have some versions of the songs I’m looking for. And under cut will be some thoughts when putting together the playlist. 

For my muse’s reaction to walking in on yours...

drunk - send me “It’s what’s-your-face!”

“Drinking without me, I see.” Val grinned at the sight of Zale and the liquor that he was drinking and strode over to both steal a kiss and the bottle itself in one smooth move. He took a quick swig straight from the bottle and grimaced at the taste before plopping down next to Zale to wrap an arm around him. “How’s my personal bartender gonna go off and get drunk before making me my fruity drinks that I like so much so I can drink with him?” Even if the grin wasn’t as clear as day on his face, it would have been abundantly evident in his voice as he teased him.

For my muse’s reaction to walking in on yours...

getting dressed - send me “Don’t look!”

She should have knocked, but Lucia was so used to moving around both of the siblings’ places as if they were her own, and in truth they felt so much more like ‘her place’ than her own basic little apartment did, that for a moment when she opened a door and stumbled across the sight of Jet not fully dressed and in the middle of pulling a shirt over his head, she froze in surprise with a hand still on the doorknob. As if she should have been surprised at the notion of him changing clothes or being undressed in his own apartment.