Mar 16, 2023
It’s the unresolved trauma.
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It’s the unresolved trauma.
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God damnit I am so depressed. I’m probably gonna kill myself lmao
I have no friends. I’ve reached out to everyone.
It’s really hard to face it. I really just probably did it to myself somehow. But I don’t know.
Damn it hurts a lot though.
Maybe one day I’ll look back on today.
I don’t know. I’m really fucking sad.
I put too much investment into people who don’t care at all about me and this is the result.
Maybe if I get my shit together and I have a routine and all that then I won’t feel so miserable by myself and then I’ll feel good enough to leave the house and have a hobby and find friends that actually would like me for me, and want to stay.
I think that’s the plan.
I created love
With the pieces of myself
To be cast aside
I definitely am getting better. I feel it more and more each day. I just wanted to post an update of positivity instead of whenever I’m sad.
Be good y’all
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I’m so hurt and angry and broken all the fucking time.
One day I’ll be better and I just have to keep moving forward.
I’m trying so hard to get better. I’m not going to slide down this stupid slippery slope I always fall into.
I guess I’m getting better because I got super rejected again for the millionth time and it only phased me for a day.
I’m legit over it.
Also, another note, I’m never giving away my tumblr again cause tbh my personals are too damn sad.
This is what my life has become:
Sitting in my car for hours at night just stressing and chewing my fingernails until I can’t stand the pain anymore, that or the sun rises.
I can’t wait to just die.
I wish I had friends.