#shroomtrip

FACE MELT..

So we started with an eighth of shrooms, my friend "R" and I threw down and bought them about two weekends ago together. We decided to take them at the amusement park Worlds of Fun in Kansas City, Kansas. Well, we had a band performance there, so we performed, and had the rest of the day beginning around 3 to wander around the park. However, we were in a group of four and only one other person knew of us tripping. The other was our "chaperone." "R" took two and I took two of the biggest ones around 15 minutes after him. I took one standing in line for the patriot, and right after that particular ride.

We were walking over to another ride, when "R" says to me, "dude, I feel like we're in a movie and im like the camera." I start to laugh and he laughs with me as we approach the ride. He then whispers in my ear "dude, I can't do this." I look at or chaperone like holy fuck dude she can't know he's like tripping so I say to the other friend who knew, "Yeah, he's getting really scared. I think he's just gonna keep on getting more scared." (as in higher and higher."0  So "R" is like I'm going to sit this one out. I just tell my group that he's just a little scared. We get on the ride and it's called the detonator, it shoots you straight up, and you're not allowed to look down because you'll get bad whiplash. I didn't hear that though because I was already elevating (not even physically haha) and we went up and it felt like I wasn't even in my body. There is a split second at the peak of the ride when it shoots you back down and your body is still physically going up, so you experience zero gravity in your seat. It felt like i was up there for years, in slow motion observing the clouds and the nature and just the beauty around me. God, it was amazing. We got back down and we ran into another group that I wanted badly to stay with, and they knew we were tripping. However, we proceeded with our original group and that is when my trip started to turn bad because it began fucking raining son.

I actually enjoyed the rain but I felt bad vibes from the two people I was with. R and I began hurting, it was crazy. I never realized that people radiate such strong energy and auras. Even when they seemed happy or normal, I could tell what they really felt by their energy. People with negative vibes made me feel really fucking tired and droopy and it caused R and I to begin having a bad trip. That time was crucial, man. I was so fucking scared. Everyone looked cross-eyed to me and was acting mentally retarded. The human race looked disgusting to me, and I just wanted to stare at nature. At one point, R and I just stopped walking and stared at water and wood, and our Chaperone knew something was up. She asked me, "What's wrong with him?" I looked up at her distorted ass image and finally I was like, "I don't even know." I hated being with those two's negativity, it was exhausting.

However, we managed to get away from them 15 minutes after that for a lunch break. I couldn't deal, man. I don't know how I managed to serve myself food, nevertheless eat it. On my way to my table, I fucking dropped my food cause i was tripping so bad. But then I sat next to a group of my closest friends with positive happy vibes, and oh my god they were amazing. This girl, my friend, I had never noticed but was literally fucking glowing. She was so bright, I just had to cuddle her. I also noticed that the food looked fucking disgusting. It looked all processed and genetically modified that I just wanted to throw up. I craved fresh fruit and salad and natural earth foods. I felt a strong urge to be at peace with all of my errors and to let go of negativity. I learned acceptance.

After lunch, R and I went off with the positive happy group, which consisted of mainly our drumline and what not. Let me tell you, riding the Mamba was insane. If you don't know what that shit is, google it. My two favorite rides were this boat wavey one... We all sat on it as we slowly flowed and then rushed down a fucking river thing. We twisted and turned and got wet and I was enjoying life so much. It's an unexplainable feeling, but the whole energy thing really gives you a new perspective and understanding on what life really is, and how to deal with situations. It's so scary how easy it is to turn the trip bad, because at one point after awards, my friend made me run and I lost R (We were together the whole day.) and I almost started crying because I couldn't find him. I felt so low, and though we found him after like three minutes, it was still really fucking scary. It was all good afterwards. But all of it was beautiful and warm. The sun was hugging me and my female friend with soft skin and gorgeous blue eyes and happy vibes held my hand and it all felt surreal. I can't explain it. All those rides were wonderful. Especially the music, man. In lines they had music playing and woah the black keys felt nice. I enjoyed myself a lot.

As I came down, I still had that understanding of energy and vibes. Vibes are life. Afterwards, I could still feel the negativity from that one person who earlier in the day was ruining the beginning of my trip for like 15 minutes. I sat behind him on the bus ride home and I could not even; I had to move and sit three rows behind and lay on the floor with nicer people with happier thoughts.

I understand things now. Positive vibes are everything. Understanding and acceptance and letting go of the negativity and allowing happiness are key. Hate and negative energy is really fucking strong, but you learn to control it and talk to your body and let the happiness and good vibes spread. At one point, I could even give positive vibes to people. Hugging and talking and letting those people know they were special. However, I still couldn't deal with that one person because his aura was so powerfully draining. I wasn't strong enough to. 

My friends are also amazing, I should appreciate them and show them how much I love them more often. People are amazing, and I want to just give them positive vibes from time to time like so.