#shouldigoforit

I’ve always been the type to hype you up, tell you to try, not to be scared-but I could never seem to take my own advice (and my friends never seemed to want to either.) But I finally did, and let me tell you, it was well worth it. I second guessed myself for the longest time, never wanted to show emotion or open up. I still don’t know why I was so scared, why I would always hold back. In all reality it shouldn’t matter. What’s the worst thing that could happen from putting yourself out there? You get told no, you have a few moments of embarrassment, or a day of heart ache? In the long run shouldn’t that be worth it in comparison to a life time of what ifs and regret? I think so. Sure, in my situation things worked out in the way I hoped they would. But let me tell you, the time I spent waiting for an answer to my inquiry put me at peace. I realized that I was going to be okay either way because my mind wouldn’t have to go back and forth wondering what was going on anymore. So go for it. Freaking go for it. Put yourself out there and stop wondering. It will make you feel so much better. I promise. 

So i was gonnaa tell him this "so if we All diee tomorrow i wanna tell u sumthun and i realize this is totally pathetic for me to tell to u over a text but whenever i wanna tell u in person i freeze up. So what I'm tryna say is that I like you alot, and I know you don't feel the same way about me and it's totally fine. I just hope that we can still be friends after i tell you this. And i have a feeling that telling you this is a huge mistake but like I felt like I needed to tell you. So here's me being an idiot telling you that I like you. Btw if the world.doesnt end.tomorrow.forget i said.anythinggg"