"in a mostly conservative city that existed as a hub, built on and supported by industry, i felt alone, foreign, inscrutable. i was a ghost in my own home. never feeling safe or like i could safely be myself became a theme throughout my life, and what else could one be expected to feel when the very place you called home was an alien landscape? even my own body felt and became foreign, peculiar, and remote." just a little something i'm working on. shot on vhs.














