So ill be back in that place, in my previous blog i posted that i just returned from, as i described, "hell place", now ill be going to a "purgatory" as how i felt to that place. It is really evident that i hate those places as I negatively described those place.

Honestly, i don't really want to be back in that place, but i don't have a choice, thus I am seriously considering to end my career a month from now if no change of scenery will happen, or at most until the last day of December just to be able to avail the long break.

I'm just frustrated lately to the current state of my career right now, there's no feeling of security and i hate it, i know we were trained to adopt to sudden changes of scenario but i also have plans out side of my career and it needs a sense of security, that's is why I'm looking for that kind of sense.