being out of a cult is so weird bc how do I explain that I didn’t really make any serious plans for adulthood bc I thought I was either gonna be raptured or the government would kill me during the apocalypse. like, I really believed I wouldn’t still be on this planet. but here I am, almost 30, in the middle of the produce isle, trying to decide if I want the red or white onions for this soup tonight. you really can’t predict the course of your life huh











