#shit post?

Arcee: Where could that relic be???

Miko: Let's check the flight deck!

Jack: Nah, nah the call of the void is too much temptation for you Miko.

Arcee: “The call of the void”?

Jack: Uhhh, you guys don't have that?

Bulkhead: No, what is it?

Jack:

Miko:

Raf:

Jack: You explain it Raf, I'm not doing it.

Raf: What- why me??

Jack: You're the smart one.

Raf: I-....

Raf: One of these days that excuse is not going to work anymore.

Bumblebee: (⁠・^・)???

Raf: Well Bee it's… kinda dark to talk about.

Miko: If you don't explain it I will.

Raf: *Sigh* The “call of the void” or L’appel du vide as the original French phrase it was translated from is a psychological instinct where humans feel compelled to throw themselves into “the void.”

The autobots: 🤨?

Raf: Aka want to jump off of really tall things that would definitely kill us or do other dangerous stuff.

Arcee: W-WHAT??! WHY DO HUMANS HAVE AN INSTINCT TO DO THAT!??!

Raf: It's theorized that it's supposed to remind ours brain not to do things to hurt us or others.

Bulkhead: Your processer has to remind you not to do that?????

Miko: Yep! :D

Bulkhead: That's some Unicron type scrap.

Jack: I mean he is our planet.

The autobots: ....

made a bunch of Toki-centered drawings cause I have a RIDICULOUSLY soft spot for this murderous psychotic cutie patootie ☺️☺️😊

I had a hunkering (idk the word don't judge me) urge to draw Toki regressed, and getting to cuddle people. Why? Because Idk man it's therapeutic, shoot me in my asshole ig

And Y'know what-? I'm not ashamed. I'm fucking stoked that Toki CANONICALLY age regresses, and it's treated so normally within the show just like his diabetes- like- we LOVED coping mechanism diversity. WE LOVE CANONICALLY AGE REGRESSING CHARACTERS, DOODS. I LOVE IT.

YES 🙌 this man went through so much traumatic shit. With his family, his father, his shitty childhood, the stuff that happened in both the Doomstar Requiem AND The Army of the Doomstar. LET HIM COPE. LLET 👏 THIS 👏 MAN 👏 COPEb👏 AND BE IN A HEADSPACE FOR A LITTLE BIIITTTTT

AAAAAARRGGGGGHHHHHH

Anyways here's the art, click for higher quality! Enjoy!!

This was lowkey self indulgent, Mama Pickles all the way. He said it himself- "Toki, be a good boy and get mommy his scotch" so like it's totally canon bro muahahahaa. I also love Toki's canon ear muffs. Noise sensitivity all the waaaay bro.

This was kinda a comfort piece ngl, before I watched the show and got (really) into Pickles and Magnus, Toki was my favorite character! I consumed alot of media surrounding him including fics, and I just felt a weird connection to him. Of course that changed, but I think I still do in a way..

Also- Charles gotta be canonically strong af the way he fucking folded MMA like- oml he may be built like a transmasc but DAMM he's got some muscle.

I like to think he was on a phone call first,and the band just kinda... handed Toki to him, and Charles didn't even bat an eye and held him on instinct. Like those videos of people just handing things to people locked in on phone calls. That's what Charles did.

Magnus is reading Toki "The Velveteen Rabbit". This was pretty self indulgent and comforting for me. The Velveteen Rabbit is a favorite kids book of mine that actually helped me fall asleep a few years ago (and sometimes now too), and I thought it was perfect since Toki's spirit animal is a rabbit/bunny.

I also needed Magnus reading to Toki and cuddling, like there's not enough Magnus/Toki agere fanfics out there bro I fucking need this healing, I need to feel it in the my bones of my femurs

I actually do like platonic Hammertooth. I think it's sweet they had a friendship (ignoring the canon stuff, that don't count, trust) and I find their dynamic (minus the canon stuff) adorable

Also those pajamas 🥺🥺 FUCK. I LOVE HIM.

I actually do like the friend/brothership between Toki and Murderface, at least with the Fanfics and headcanons I see on Tumblr.

I like to think Murderface is really good at insulting people online (cause he more bark than bite lowkey) so when Toki can't articulate his insults properly he goes to Murderface like "a mans callded me the slurs agains!" And Murderface is like "aight schow me the computer". Like that one scene in that one Marvel movie with the rock dude playing Fortnite and he gets Fat Thor to threaten this troll LMAOOO

Ik Murderface is like CANONICALLY the second oldest (canonized by Brandon Small himself on Reddit) but he really is a ("younger") older brother. Like Murderface is just basically a younger kid with a younger brother, and may Zeus strike me down if I'm lying- but that's fucking adorable.

He's definitely gonna beat Pickles' ass when he finds out he got a picture, but how could Pickles NOT snap a few pics??? Those are his boys bro 🥺🥺

OKAY!! That's it for the agere based art!!

Here's some Off topic art now- uhh Tw for like drug mention up ahead, there's a Dood chugging bleach- whatever, it's Metalocalypse y'know what yer getting into

I also did a messy sketch of Toki as Scenecore. I got this unrelated oc that's kinda based on Toki and I thought I'd like.. idk bleed that into that

And uh............ I fucked up his thumbs on lil thing so I immediately gave up on that. Idc though cause it was like as soon as I finished the IMPORTANT drawings.

I think Toki would be really into Scenecore, just something about those crazy colours and cute accessories would make him obsessed. And drive everyone else up the damn walls cause there's Kandi bracelets and beads EVERYWHERE

Toki is so happy to be coked up, look at this adorable man's face, he's just glad to be there:D that one was more shitpost but he's so adorable, oml

Also Pickles is like 50% Bleach and 50% Weed... screw that he's 100% Bleach and 100% Weed, equal that shit to 200%, upgrade this junkie's % immediately

Pretty sure at one point he took a urine test and he was like 100% drug. Like... his urine was pure drugs, 0 sobriety in that man. Okay I got that from Tumblr idk if that's canon don't quote me😭😭

Alrighty that's it for tonight, hope you guys enjoyed!

Tw this is written by a 15 year old and English isn’t my best language even tho I’m English

type shit

YEP. I graduated.

Didn’t expect to say this.

Today is the day when I can say, "Oh my god, I didn't expect this," but hey hey, it's here, and I decided to draw a little thing. Didn’t expect that after almost forgetting Tumblr existed for the past years, I’d slowly find my way back to it again because of college. But here we are. Time is weird like that.

Right now I’m somewhere between "I should probably have a plan" and "I need a moment to process reality."

I’ll likely take a small break, and later - next year, the year after, or whenever life decides - I’ll either go study again or finally experience the true horror genre: unemployment.

Huge thank you to everyone who believed in me and wished me luck with the exams - it meant more than I can properly put into words.

Fun fact: the thing that helped me stay focused and sane was looping Will Wood songs like some kind of mental life support system. Ahem ahem

Also yes, I was wearing a very fashionable suit today. Yep yep

Fashionable enough that even the director complimented me, which I will now remember forever.

I don’t have everything figured out. Honestly, I don’t have much figured out at all.

But I hope that despite obstacles, uncertainty, and my own brain, I’ll keep moving forward and maybe understand myself a little better along the way.

Anyway.