#shit grammar

(Your have the ideas but not the skills apperantly)

April 20 2007

7:45am

"With the rising of the recent but deadly infection I am researcherDr. [REDACTED] I specialize in biology and I along with other researcher and staff we are making it our goal to search for the cure to this infection the purpose of these doccuments is keep track and record all our findings, discoveries and any information we have found during our research right now our current goals are the following

1. Track down the origins on the infection

2. Understanding the infections properties

3. Learn how to contain it

5.Find a cure

For now this is our main goals that we wish to achieve through our efforts

Entry 1.1

April 23 2007

8:34pm

We might have been able to locate the source of the infection which had orignated from guardian's local sewers underground after sounds of groaning and rumbling could be heard from below we will send a search team them as soon as possible

Entry 1.2

April 23 2007

8:44 pm

We had began to investigate the sewers and were able to discovwr an infected seemly rotting there in the sewers it was produced an excessive amount if the the same black residue found in other rinfected we were able to identify the infected as a man estimatelly around his late 30s with red hair and black eyes

10:38 pm

We had been able to contain the creature it was very hostile and after containing in a class cage we were able to further ribsegr the infected and we have determined that this infected special is different from the rest of the infected and we have a theory that this one could be the main source of the spread of the infection

For unknown reasons we haven't been able to track down this individuals identity and any attempts to communicate were as expected failure

For now we will keep this one contained and we will run more experiments on it learning it's nature, it's properties, strangths, weaknesses and every bit we can learn from it

For now we can begin by attmeptbto extract some of its black residue for more testing

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"What the hell was that?! What happened to ogron?!"

"That thing isn't Ogron..."

"Not any more"

because i’m out of ideas, I don’t know how to put this into a wonderful conversation where I can bawl into tears because of my own scrambled schedule and imbalance between my studies and other things, and fuck my stupid grammar right now. so fuck that shit.

anyways.

NMAT date: 03/25/2018

I know what you mean, I wrote this thought a little while ago:

“What an odd thing it is to feel alone. In a world with so many people and so many ways to reach each other, you can still feel alone. It feels almost tragic to carry such a burden, but a burden only to you. Everyone wants to feel needed and together, not by many, but just a few. To feel grounded to the world and special to someone is a struggle. Am I really not needed? Am I misguided or broken in heart and brain. Self worth is difficult and a stranger it seems. To value yourself as you value another is heavy and harder than it should be.“