#shissa

crying emoji cause wtf am i writing

tsukishima kei

me, 1:23 am: “can i have a kiss🥺”

tsukishima: “fuck you”

me: “suck my dick <3”

tsukishima: “with pleasure🤍”

this convo pops up in our texts & everday lives.

to be realistic, im p sure tsukishima would not like me LMAOOO

but anyways :)

tsukishima and i would be that one couple that people would be like “are you sure they like each other? no one expected it.”

im kinda funny, i usually make the whole room laugh and i care a lot ab my friends (bring them lunch if they need, etc) moreso people just wouldnt see me as tsukki’s type.

me flirting with him; “you look so cute when your studying”

tsukishima, giving me a disgusted look, “if you don’t shut up i’ll ensure you fail.”

me, giving him heart eyes, “softie.”

tsukishima, sweating & texting yamaguchi, “why is she doing this to me she’s gonna break my heart in half.”

him looking back up at me, “you’re an idiot.”

im in musical theatre !! i rly think he’s the type to go to all the shows j to be supportive🥺

me after opening night, “thank you for coming even tho im in ensamble and i only had one solo🥺”

tsukishima handing me flowers, “i can’t believe you were a troll in frozen.” (this is true😔💔)

me giving him a kiss, “im YOUR troll 24/7❤️”

tsukishima, “the prettiest troll in the land”

tsukishima understands fairy comments so we’d be like;

-> tsukki, at three am: 𝒾 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝒷 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓂𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊✨❤️

-> me, on the verge of tears: what did i do

-> tsukki: breathe.

tsukishima, “how’s your online classes going?”

me, looking at my zero, fifteen, and forty-one, “good! how ab u baby?”

tsukishima, sighing, “issa... you gave me your login so i would know.”

me, sweating, “fuck.”

tsukishima scolding me😔😔no diqùē for a week i hate it here

tsukishima would be part of the we hate my dad club no 🧢

him meeting my dad for the first time, “wow, i’ve heard so many things about you!”

tsukishima, unfazed, “fantastic–where’s her mom?”

im half philippino !! so for bdays or christmas or new years we usually have really, really big parties.

i feel like tsukishima wouldnt ask to go, but if i asked, he’d go.

he doesn’t really like crowds to beging with, so he’d mostly stick around me and if im talking to a family member that starts asking questions about him and more people start to circle around him, he’ll tug at my sleeve to show he’s uncomfy🥺🥺

me after pulling him out of a crowd of titas, “baby🥺🥺you🥺🥺pulled at my sleeve🥺🥺”

“im gonna hit you with a truck if you tell yamaguchi.”

me, already telling the whole team, “make it a fedex one🥰”

tsukishima’s not good at advice at all, but he definitely listens well.

if i came to his house at two am, tear stained, because my dad and i got into another fight, he’d pull me into a hug and go tell his mom im over so she’s not worried.

tsukishima after i tell him everything, “i love you.”

me, on the verge of tears again, “i knew you’re a big hearted bitch.”

“i hate you,”

“i love you too, kei.”

shinsou hitoshi

I LOVE IT HEREEEEE

i wanna give him a kiss so bad, just one (1), please. pretty please.

man does not sleep🥰so i can send him tiktoks at four am and get one back✨✨✨

i know yall may not see it, but baby boy is touch starved. he was called a v-vil-villa-🤢 i can’t even say that people would think of him like that😡. so he tries to be affectionate now since he didn’t get that love as a baby.

toshi at 3:09 am, “are you busy?”

me, wide awake, “no, why?”

“im outside and i just want a kiss please.”

me, doing 🥺 outloud, “coming <33”

sometimes he’s come over to only see my cats tho. not me. j my cats.

“toshi, whatre you doing here?”

“you sent me a picture of luna and she looked sad.”

“i was crying in that picture.”

toshi, going to pet my cat again, “you have dogs to help with that, luna has no one.”

“im going to break up with you.”

“so be it, i’ll have luna.”

shinsou would go to all the shows too for musical theatre, really confused as to why im going to dennys after closing night but doesn’t rly mind it.

me, on opening night after seeing him with flowers, “are those for me🥺”

shinsou, walking past me before i can hug them and handing them to kaminari who’s in STAGE CREW, “no <3”

YES HE WOULD DO THAT. but then when im all pouty and sad, he’ll take me to the car and THERE will be my real flowers <33

also part of the we hate my dad club💞

instead of being like “omg no !! parents have their reasons” he’d say “fuck that hoe✨🧚🏼‍♀️eat him xx.”

my mom would love him, he’s v kind and he’s just antisocial and honest, but he’s a big softie underneath🥺

speaking of antisocial, im kinda a floater around school. like i know people but i dont really know people, yk? so i think since shinsou’s kinda the same we’d gravitate towards each other.

shinsou has a lot of self doubt bc of those meanie head kids😡so it’d be a lot of listening & reassurance. he believes his best isnt enough, but i wouldnt rly mind yk? because we all need reassurance every once in a while.

same thing wimme tho tbh, i have a fear of turning out to be like my dad & shinsou’s not only a listener but a 10/10 advice giver. i know he is.

im very big on communication, & i feel like he would be too.

healthy relationships😌✨

shinsou does Not care what i wear because mf can fight.

me, pulling on my shirt that shows off the t1tt1es i dont have “do you like it🥺”

shinsou, unfazed and grabbing my hand, “yes. i am hungry we r going to chic fil a w/ the class.”

kaminari “nice ti-” (he has no shame. no shame at all.)

shinsou, grabbing kami by the shoulders, “i will fucking curbstomp you in front of jirou.”

kami “😃”

he wants to learn ab my philippino culture !! rly open to listening to the music and will ask if he can go to one of the parties once in a blue moon. he’ll watch my family do karaoke and then help me watch my baby cousins sometimes.

but when we with my teenage cousins ... you know ... like sixteen & up ....

chaos.

if i leave for a “walk” shinsou covers for me when i get back sigh.

“what’s wrong with issa?”

“not feeling well,”

“ah–anak, do you need to lie down? vaporub na!”

he makes me feel less paranoid🥺🥰

we... i... the yelling... the uno games... the monopoly games...

at first shinsou probably doesn’t like it, but when he warms up to them he’s laughing with them and cussing and shit when he loses.

“princess, (🦋🦋🦋) your cousin taught me how to say i love you.” he’s so excited, so happy.

“oh really? okay go ahead,”

shinsou, doing his best, “pangit, mo🥺”

Doodle today before I went to nap and ended up DEAD for 5 hours

Out of my head / Of my heart / Of my mind