#shewhoshallbequeen

It was a week or two after the curse was broken, and Chad had not come out of his house by the docks since then. He paced around the house so much that he was wearing out the hardwood floors and he was on the brink of a total meltdown, his hair messed up, a beard starting to stubble through and he looked as if he hadn't slept in days. He couldn't sleep now. He was no longer just Chad Autraeyu the popular musician in Storybrooke, now he was the musician who was once a gypsy king.Now the nightmares made sense, now he knows what the voices in his head are talking about as they scream at him and taunt him all day long. 

"You abandoned us!" 

"You abandoned everyone that looked to you for protection and care!" 

"You're a coward! A pathetic coward!" 

"She doesn't forgive you; she hates you!" 

Thankfully he lived by himself and not around too many neighbors, or else someone would have called the police by the frustrated screams and the sound of things being thrown around. 

After about two weeks, he realized he was out of food. Now he really did have to leave and go out. He looked at himself in the mirror and groaned in disgusted. He did his best to ignore the voices and he took a shower, shaved, combed his hair and fixed himself up before leaving his home, still wearing a suit-styled outfit like he always did. He walked a little fast, hoping to not run into someone he would recognize, just wanting to get the groceries, maybe go to Granny's to get some quick pre-made food, and then go home. 

These are always so much fun!

I was tagged by foreveranevilregal

rules:

 #1: Post the rules. #2: Answer the questions the tagger set for you, then make 11 new ones. #3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post. ,#4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

1. Which fictional character do you identify with most and why?

Hmm... I would probably have to go with Belle (both the Disney version and OUaT) I mean, apart from the whole brown-hair, brown-eye resemblance, we're both bookworms and I tend to look past the physical person and judge them based on what they're like inside.

2. If you would only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?

Tacos. I could live off of them forever.

3. What is the one thing that if someone said you weren’t allowed to do it anymore, you would feel like you’re dying?

Does tumblr count? No? Well I'm going to have to go with writing. It's pulled me back from the brink a few times and there's a pretty good chance I actually would die without it.

4. What is a talent you wish you had?

Drawing. I really really really wish I could draw.

5. What is a talent you do have?

Writing. My work got me third place in my seminar exhibit.

6. Can people change their mindset?

Yes. I firmly believe that anyone can change under the right circumstances.

7. Are you left brained or right brained?

Right brained. 'Nuff said.

8. You and a friend are stuck on a deserted island. A rescue boat comes, but there is only enough room for one more person on the boat. What do you do?

Depends which friend. 'Cause if it was just my friend, 'd let her go and wait for another rescue boat. But if it was my best friend, you better believe she'd be 'accidentally' pushed overboard. 

9. Do you listen to music when you work or do homework, and if so, what kind?

Yes. I listen to everything from Taylor Swift to Green Day to Linkin Park, Two Steps From Hell, but right now I'm addicted to Ke$ha's Deconstructed album.

10. What is your favorite genre of books?

YA Fantasy. What I read, what I write, what I live and breathe

11. Who is the one person you love most?

My cousin. I know it probably sounds really weird to not say my parents or my brother or sister, but my cousin and I were always super close in everything from age to height to likes and dislikes. When she passed away, part of me died too.

So. My turn to ask the questions.

1. What was the best vacation you ever took?

2. What fictional character would most love to meet?

3. We all have that one celeb we just want to be best friends with. Who's yours?

4. What is the craziest memory you have from your childhood?

5. If you could learn any new language, what would it be?

6. Speaking of languages, do you know any other than English?

7. Who's your role model? They can be real or fictional.

8. What was your first fandom?

9. If you could get any tattoo, what would it be?

10. What's your dream job?

Oh no! that’s just my riding uniform! lol, or my show uniform. I’ve been showing since I was twelve and have won many things. :)

Hence my indefinite retirement from showing while I’m in school, and also Ziggy is retired now. He isnt as young as he used to be! He’s a thoroughbred gelding that i rescued from slaughter about 8 years ago. And he’s adorable yes… AND HE KNOWS IT.