#shesprettytoo

That wanted me to publish my most recent insecure moment (aside from my whole entire existence) well ... here it goes .

I had a job interview blah blah blah, got the job. So I had to go in for orientation in which i met two really pretty fairly thin (or thinner than me) girls . well one girl was skinnny, and the other was average, but she was tall (like 5'9) so she looks thinner to me . anyway, the whole time I'm looking at them like "zomg, they're so thin and pretty. I can't work here. I can't work with these girls everyday."

fast forward, one of the girls and I became cool. shes REALLY nice, and she wants to be my gym buddy, and do yoga and such together. But I'm looking at her like "zomgg you don't even need to lose any weight." and shes really pretty too so I'm just like D: sigh story of my life . but yeah, we're texting now .. and she's like .. "yeah blah blah you're so thin!" im like :O :D >:E . So , now I think the world is conspiring against me and lying to me constantly everyday of my life so that I gain weight until I'm 200 lbs again.