(tw: suicide)
I have stuff to do because Iām. in charge of some stuff.
but i donāt know if i can
i kinda witnessed someone commit suicide today. theyāre in a coma. this has triggered so fucking badly i was shifting between dissociating and just. being there crying nonstop while my chest felt like it was gonna explode
i slept all afternoon thinking it would help, but nope. just woke up, still feel awful.Ā
everything hurts.Ā
iāve been told by my colleagues itās okay to take a break but i donāt want to burden them with my responsibilities.Ā
but ugh
i just.
i just donāt know if i fucking can function properly.Ā
i just need some hugs i guess idk manĀ
iām not suicidal yet so thatās. kinda good. but with the elections i doubt thatās gonna last.Ā













