yesterday i went to the takeme home tour and i had ultimate vip so i got to meet one direction and here is my long emotional text post about it cos im literally so confused i felt like last night didn't even happen i can't remember anything
ok so we got there at 2 to wait in line for the m&g and there we met some really amazing people and i was actually so preoccupied talking to them I DIDN'T NOTICE WHEN 5SOS JUST CASUALLY SNEAKS BY THE LINE I DIDN'T NOTICE UNTIL ASHTON WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE THEY WERE SUCH CUTIES
and i was just htinking when i first listened to them a year ago i never would have thought i'd ever get to see them live so that was pretty damn amazing
ok the m&g didn't start till five which was prett ylate so security basicaly just rushed everyone through and i hated them so much but
as soon as we walked into the m&g room the first thing i saw was the back of harry's head which is rly atractive don't ask me why and niall eating his hair is so nice irl
WHICH BRINGS ME TO NIALL THE WHOLE TIME IN LINE HE'S JUST THE COOLEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET HE'S ALWAYS JUST DANCIN AROUND OR SAYING SOMETHING QUIRKY OR JUST LOST IN HIS OWN WORLD
but since we'd been waiting for so long i wasn't really nervous or freaked about meeting them i just really wanted to talk to them a bit . when it was mine and chandini's turn I JUST WALKED RIGHT UP TO NIALL AND STOOD INBETWEEN HIM AND LOUIS AND THE PICTURE WAS SNAP SNAP THEN it was done so i was like holy shit i have about 10 seconds to say something before security kicks me out
so i turned around to niall said 'i'm sorry i love you' (idk where the i'm sorry came from' and reached for a hug and he was like 'sure babe' and then i hugged him really tight
then i hugged louis and zayn and liam really really fast cos i was afraid i wasn't going to get to hug all of them
then i got to harry he was last he was wearing this huge sweater and his fkn brown boots that i love so much and i hugged for a bit longer cos he was the last one i think he said something im not sure but
then security seriously made me leave and i forgot to say bye idk what happened tbh
but it was the weirdest feeling i felt so chill around them i don't even feel that comfortable around people at school or whatever that i've known for YEARS they're just so nice and chill and even without saying anything make you feel like you've known them forever and i've never known anyone like that so now today thinking about it im mostly depressed that i couldn't have said more about how much they mean to me but again im so grateful i met them at all and at least maybe communicated everything i couldn't say in a hug
from stage and all they seem too perfect to be real but up close it's like hey they're just guys that you could be friends with honestly .....the kidn of people you could just be around and not do anything with just being with them would be enough
but pictures and videos don't even do them justice
after that we went into soundcheck (which we had first row for!!) and they came out again...harry liam zayn all said hi to me so that was nice. thensomeone asked niall what was the weirdest compliment he's gotten and he was like 'someone said i had nice nostrils' so i kind of yelled 'they're as cute as buttons' and he laughed
when the show started i was row three seat 6, but there was no one sitting in row 2 seat 6 nor row 1 seat 6 so i basically had an unobstructed view of 5sos !! which was really amazing since luke saw our tiny sign and pointed at us and smiled
POOR ASHTON BROKE HIS FINGER ON STAGE HE WAS SO GOOD THOUGH
the boys came on next and i felt like i was watching a video it wasn't real i think the best performances were rock me and little things those were something else honestly
but we got waves from 4/5 (except niall....niall was too wrapped up in performing to notice anything i love him so much) and i made a peace sign with my fingers at one point and harry peace signed back and made a funny face . harry was near the centre of the stage where we were sitting so we saw him quite a lot and he copied other people's dance moves he was so good ahhh
zayn just looked so sculpted irl it doesn't even make sense tbh
liam also was on our side a lot he waved a few times :)
i really really hope i can go again next year but right now im just trying to sort out what happened even cos i can't remember i can't remember i don't know what to do anymore im at work but i can't focus on anything clearly it's very odd but they've meant so much to me (hah everyone says this but) and this has been a long yet extremely inadequate post about what happened but hopefully in like a few months when school starts and im all upset about school things i can look back on this and be happy cos the boys are one of the few things that can make me incredibly happy whenever i see them
i suck at endings i hate endings i was hugging harry last i didn't even want to let go
also i love chandini for getting these tickets and choosing to spend this day with me even though she could have chosen anyone else i couldn't even imagining spending it with anyone else i love her so much thank you thank you she was one of the best parts of the whole day
bye
