#she exists

You see the skies, those are her breath. You see the grass, an unfortunate addition to her body. The people -- living, working and functional Cardbots -- they are a part of Deus, they came from Deus. Their sparks, their limbs, the materials that were used to produce them -- It's all from Deus.

Back to the question, what does Deus look like ? You can just point out the scenery. You can. But she won't like it. Deus wouldn't like what place or object that you pick to represent her.

Say, you try to paint her -- give her... A body, like those everyday Cardbots or upper beings who are under her. But you can't be for sure, all interpretations of her could never be accurate or close to the true answer.

Speaking of which, what's the actual answer to that question ? No one knows. Not even Deus -- She forgot how she looked like before. Years, decades, hundreds, thousands, millions. She's been here for the longest, and her true nature remains blank. You cannot picture her vividly.

Even if you have an idealistic image of what she could've looked like as a normal Cardbot -- You are placing your own values onto her, values that are socially acceptable that comforts the audience. Coming up with images that either captivate or horrify you. Either you choose to or not.

You are underestimating her true nature. You are degrading it.

You can feel her emotions. Let's say she's.. Off. You think she is upset. About to burst into tears. Expressing a feeling that is negative. Now stop there, you're doing it again. Placing values. Values. Values.

Is she actually upset ? Maybe there's another word for that.

Tears ? Does she want to let it out ? Does she want to "cry" ? Maybe she's about to do something else ...?? Like, maybe breaking the damps, splash water whatever or have fun with raindrops. It's liquid. Liquid. But you can't exactly label it as crying -- you don't know if she wants to perform the act of "crying".

A negative feeling. A feeling you're familiar with, you label is as negativity.

Define negative.

In her way. You can't.

...

Or, maybe not...

Millie’s birthday is June 8th… that’s probably around the time I created her 🤡