Aug 27, 2018
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#im trying to be optimistic but i just gotta :(#school is so overwhelming#and im dumb bc im only taking 3 core classes this year none of which are ap#so i shouldnt be this overwhelmed#most of my friends are in ap but i lasted a grand total of two weeks in an ap class 😎✌🏼#im just. feeling super dumb.#i went to an sat prep class today that completely crushed any semblance of hope i had for this year.#we had 55 minutes to do 38 questions and i got 19 done. most of them were wrong.#my dad wants me to be a national merit scholar but im not the gt kid i was in elementary school#im gonna score so low on the psat and sat and im not gonna get any scholarships and im gonna be a disappointment again#djdjfjd#d.ont reblog please!#delete later#no need to respond to this i just needed to get all my negative thoughts out#shdbbfc
