#shcdys

Alex suddenly felt bad for coming over unannounced, since all times but some were planned out between the two of them. Tonight he had simply wanted some company after a tough day, and had hoped that a surprise visit would be welcomed - of course, he hadn’t thought that through and now there he was. 

“No, no, you should have company.” Alex quickly corrected him, since that was technically part of their arrangement (although the younger man still found himself in other men’s beds a lot less lately and Emerson was the reason). He gave a small shake of his head when the other suggested telling the person inside to leave, not wanting anything to ruin Emerson’s evening. “Please, don’t do that on my account. You invited them back here for a reason, you wanted them here and I am in no position to have any issue with that, I’m sorry.” He hated that he felt jealous, because it was something entirely foreign to him. He never envied anyone or anything, and yet here he was, hit with the feeling like a freight train.