So I was scrolling through my lil thingy idk. Reblogging shit from myself and seen where you asked why I unfriended you on everything and I said "byeee" anyway, You know me, I'm a bitch. Nothin' new right? Break a girls heart and she stays cold foreveeeeeeeeeer. no i'm being lame now, it sounded really cool in my head. To be very very honest, one of the reasons was because, yes my lovey dovey boo thaang. But another reason is because while I love you dearly, you are a toxic person in my life, like it or not. I'm sorry, but the friendship it's self is just very triggering and i don't have the energy to constantly be triggered you know? I've never quite felt like you were entirely honest in your words anyway, I mean, I learned that with Mel lmao, But when it comes to triggering me, and it starts to fuck with my head, I have to kind of step back. BUT I didn't really want to be seen as a bitch, and I know how it hurts to be left unexpectedly whether it be as friends, ect. So i thought I'd give you an explanation even though I don't really owe you one. I figured after all this time, it's only right to give you one. Anyway, terribly sorry that it's always been such a toxic thing between you and I and I wish you the best. But it just doesn't work in my life.
