I’ll leave you some handy dandy links to each song because I’m such a kind and considerate person. In all honesty guys please do listen to these songs, they will make the whole fanfic come more to life... so yeah.

Also, my ask box is open so if any of you wanna reach out and talk , I’m always up for a conversation :)

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My Boy - Billie Ellish

THISKIDSNOTALLRIGHT - Awolnation (honestly this song reminds me so much of younger Carl so I couldn't not include it)

Dysfunctional -  Tech N9ne

Middle Fingers - MISSIO

Just The Same - Charlotte Lawrence

Gateway Drug - Bebe Rexha

Teenagers - MCR (duh)

Copycat - Biilie Eilish (Y/N’s “Fuck you!” to Olivia)

Tribulation - Matt Maeson 

Favourite Liar - The Wrecks

Cringe - Matt Maeson 

Sex - 1975 (this is actually for another character because of something thats going to happen in the upcoming chapter - bonus points for anybody who can guess who)

Hit and Run - LOLO 

Heavydirtysoul - Twenty One Pilots 

Mama Said - Lukas Graham 

Day n Night - Kidi Cudi (bonus: here’s a Carl edit to it : !!!!

In The City - Kevin Rudolf (because Carl’s a badass)

Smile - Mikky Ekko