#shadowlan

quick brokenstar sketchy 'cause i have an idea that scratches my brain maybe i'll redo it later who knows

 Ew Rowanstar Omg I got so lazy with this, I got discouraged while drawing this because I was slowly realizing how ugly rowanstar is Ewww

He's tall and thin, he's really really pale and he has brown eyes and straight short hair/// i met him at school and he likes skateboarding and we both liked the same music and shit so we kinda clicked/// His name is Gerardo /cries/ and he is the cutest boy ever... He likes cold play a lot, and back then we dated for 3 years (i think i was like 15) when i remember him i feel so happy and idk because we were too young but our relationship was so so so amazing, i was truly happy and he'd take me to a lot of places i never met, supported me when i found out the shit my dad was doing to my mom and loved me when i needed it the most. Sadly tho we broke up because he cheated on me/// i'll never understand bc he did it our of ''jealousy'' because i had told a friend back then that i liked girls too, she made up shit and it all just went away ugh, i thought of forgiving but i'm not someone who forgives easily so we never went back together, even though he's still trying, but everytime i see him i feel happy, i think i already forgave him but still;; i've never had a relationship like the one i had with him... we were immature and dumb, and i love him a lot;; we still see each other and hang out too, just writing this makes me feel all weak inside because he made me so happy;;

Also, watch this :D

1. The first character I first fell in love with: Rose Tyler with her “Is it students?” and her bronze in the under-sevens gymnastic team. She just took things in her own hands when it came to the Autons, and I loved that.2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Donna Noble. She was great in the Runaway Bride, but I did not expect her to be awesome as a companion for a whole season. Then I bawled my eyes out at the season four finale when the Doctor had to seal off her memories.3. The character everyone else loves that I don’t: The best I can think of is River Song. She was interesting in season four and even in season five, but I don’t like how her whole identity ended up tied up with the Doctor. She was literally created because of the Doctor, and that bothers me. We don’t know anything about her that doesn’t have to do with the Doctor.4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Martha Jones. I know a lot of people love her, but she gets a fair amount of hate. She walked the world to save it! She’s a doctor! She made the choice to stop traveling the universe, the only companion in New Who to do that. Which is great.5. The character I used to love but don’t any longer: The Doctor. Stop making jokes about women, Doctor. Just stop it.6. The character I would totally smooch: Captain Jack. Rory Williams.7. The character I’d want to be like: Donna Noble because she says what’s on her mind and doesn’t take crap from people. 8. The character I’d slap: The Doctor, probably.9. A pairing that I love: Doctor/Rose.10. A pairing that I despise: Martha/Mickey. Well, maybe I just don’t get where the heck that came from. Doctor/River because it’s really, really unhealthy.