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Send “ Talk About Me ” to overhear a conversation between my muse and someone else about your muse. ( NOT ACCEPTING ) | @shadowhost

       Where were you? “ I went to see Kyoya-senpai. ” Again? It’s the third time this week. What are you doing over there? “ Studying. I’m struggling with math and I asked him to tutor me. ” You can ask me for help. “ You don’t have the patience to tutor me. ” The silence was loud but after a few seconds of quiet, the other twin finally broke it. 

       Hey, do you like Kyoya-senpai? The question immediately flushed their face, heat rising to their cheeks. The twin looking away but knowing that their brother caught sight of their state. So, you do. “ ...Yeah, and? ” There’s nothing wrong with that. I’m not judging you. I am curious though. I thought you were in love with Milord? “ I’m not in love- I wasn’t in love with him. I liked him. That’s all. ” Are you in love with Kyoya-senpai? “ What? No! No. Not at all. I like him. A lot. I admit, it’s a strange shift from Tamaki-senpai to Kyoya-senpai but it makes sense to me. I liked Tamaki-senpai because he noticed us and gave us a chance but that’s really about it. ” And Kyoya-senpai? 

       “ I never expected it. At first, I was hanging around him so much because I admire him. His work, his dedication and loyalty, his intelligence. As time passed, I found myself wanting to be around him even more, not only for those reasons but because I wanted to know him better. Major details were cool but I also genuinely cared about the more minor things. Y’know, I hated going over to his place because his brothers suck and his dad is the worst but I got over all of that pretty quickly. I look forward to spending time with him. Even though we’re studying... Ah, well, when we’re sitting close to each other and he leans over to help me with a problem... ”

       Your heart races? “ Yeah, it does. My cheeks feel warm, I swear that my heart is going to jump out, I get butterflies, and I find myself staring at his lips and wondering how it would feel for them to meet mine. ” Gross. “ Shut up. ” A pillow was tossed at their brother who wore a soft smile, “ Kyoya-senpai is really kind and he likes me, I think? I mean, he teases me a bit but he does it with this really sweet smile and I feel seen. I want him to smile at me, always. To look at me with those eyes, always. I really like Kyoya. ”

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       “ Oh? Are we doing gifts for Christmas? ” Kaoru planned on buying him a couple of things but they weren’t sure if Kyoya was even interested in the idea. Good thing that he was. 

       The small box intrigued them and after taking it from him, they shook it carefully. Trying to guess the contents was always a fun little game. The size of the box gave them a few ideas ( it had to be jewelry ) but they weren’t completely sure. 

       Well, the only way to confirm their guess had to be by opening the present. Unwrapping the box was easy and once the trash was set aside, Kaoru removed the top. The sight of a ring made their mouth fall open slightly and when their fingers lifted it up, high enough for them to read the engravement, they laughed quietly. Oh. Damn Kyoya Ootori for making them cry a little. With their free hand, they wiped their eyes before putting the ring on. It took a single second for them to toss everything else aside so they could wrap their arms around their boyfriend’s neck. Kisses were placed all over his face and just as they were calming down, they pressed their lips against his. “ Kyoya. ” One more kiss ( a very important one ). “ How am I supposed to top this gift now? ”

“ Oh ! it kind of looks like a little heart, don’t you think ? ”

𝚂𝙷𝙰𝙳𝙾𝚆𝙷𝙾𝚂𝚃   said  :     [ AIRPORT ]          (   𝙺𝙸𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃   /  not accepting .  )

and  it  seems  like  the  day  has  come    .    although  they  had  spent  the  entire  summer  together      (        or  at  least  as  much  as  they  could    .      )      no  amount  of  time  could  keep  hikaru  from  missing  the  other    .    having  already  shipped  most  of  his  items  to  the  new  home  that  he’d  be  spending  a  couple  of  years  in    ,    there  wasn’t  much  else  to  bring  besides  one  carry    -    on  bag    .    

having  been  made  aware  that  his  plane  was  ready  to  board  and  though  he  was  sad  to  say  goodbye,  hikaru  would  opt  to  just  smile    .    long  distance  was  going  to  be  hard  but  he  knew  that  they  would  make  it  work  somehow    .    ‟      well    ...      ”      looking  at  the  kyoya    ,    he  would  take  their  hand  in  his    .    ‟      i  guess  i  have  to  go  now    .      ”        a  frown  then  formed  upon  his  face    ,    unsettled  by  the  thought  of  being  so  far  away  from  him    .    

but  he  would  just  shake  his  head  to  empty  out  all  the  bad  feelings  and  thoughts    .    he  didn’t  want  to  go  feeling  bad  about  anything  because  then  he’d  end  up  crying  for  sure    .      ‟      i’ll  call  you  once  i  land    ,    alright    ?      ”      smiling    ,    he  would  then  lean  in  to  gently  kiss  the  corner  of  his  lips    .    ‟      don’t  fall  in  love  with  someone  else  while  i’m  gone  or  else  i’ll  get  angry    .      ”

chuckling    ,    he'd  give  his  hand  one  last  squeeze    .    readjusting  the  bag  upon  his  shoulder    ,    hikaru  would  begin  to  make  his  way  towards  the  plane    ,    only  to  look  back  once  more  to  give  a  final  wave    .

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       Now that the day had finally ended, Kaoru took the opportunity to read while Hikaru caused some trouble with their friends. After their recent library visit, they were looking forward to starting one of the mystery novels they checked out. So far, they had one chapter down and as they started the second one, they paused. Returning the light squeeze, they figured it was best to close their book and set it aside, in order to care for their partner. He was their priority. “ Headache hasn’t gone away? ” From the way he was behaving, that question already had an answer. 

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       The few books in their hands took a mighty fall and scattered all over the library floor when a new presence held them. Clearly, they weren’t expecting that and possibly experienced a little spook from the surprise contact. Still, they smiled as soon as the slight fear left them and when kisses were peppered all over them, they softened up even more. Their own hands rested on their boyfriend’s arms and as he showed them how much he loved them, they couldn’t help but laugh quietly. The students closeby would probably hate them for disrupting the silence but oh well. 

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