#sfmonstar

me fighting the urge to put a silly emoticon face at the end of every message so nobody thinks i’m being bitchy or boring <//3

no bitches, no money, no hobbies, one friend, can’t hold a conversation, avoidant, wears basically the same outfit every day, overgrown dyed hair, convinced u hate me, will kill myself next year, who wants me 😍

”do u need anything? :)” yeah i NEEEDDD. TO KILL MYSELF

anyone else have a moot who could either be like 15 or 25 and both would make sense like u have literally no idea how old that mf is no matter how much u interact w them

a symptom of my ed is being suspicious that everyone i know might also have an ed

hate when ppl ask me what my hobbies are bcuz the answer is that i listen to music and stare at a wall

trying to figure out how to comfort my friend but i can’t say “it gets better!” bcuz ive been suicidal for 5 years and it in fact has not gotten better at ALL