I wish...
I wish I was stronger
I wish I had the courage to tell you how I feel
how I really feel about you
but he mean so much to me
I can’t bring myself to do it
you’re like starlight to me
every time we talk I feel safe and happy
ever moment we share is a moment I can look back on and not regret
when your sad the world weeps buckets
and when your happy happy the world laughs without end
I love you
I love you so much
I love you more than I could ever dare to say to you
I hate that I love you so much
it burns in me
because reality is a fucking bitch
I know because of distance and age, and others
it could never work out
it will never work out
wish as I might, and whish as I do
it will never work
but still
even if its just for a few moments
even if its just to hear your voice
to know your there
to pretened for just a few moments your right beside me
its worth it
its worth it
and you’ll never even know it
