Feb 2
he's so gender
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he's so gender
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The arcana fandom is lowk dead these days but if we're fiction crush posting on here I'm still not over Asra Alnazar to this very day
Bf (poly) says he doesn't mind that I admitted to having a crush on the guy at the pet store ✅
Is at times actively egging me on to shoot my shot with the guy when we go to the place, it's a low risk environment and said guy is visibly queer ✅✅
I have no social skills and get clammy and toungue-tied when nervous❌
I have no concept of how to casually socialize/ ask someone out bc I'm autistic/socially anxious and all my relationships were started by essentially waiting for if the people I was interested in would ask me not the other way around❌❌
I recently locked my keys in my car in the lot outside the store and had to call the locksmith from the entryway of that store and he wasn't there that day but there's a chance his coworkers may have seen/heard and recognized me bc I dress distinctly and tend to stick out in places I'm seen frequently in ❌❌❌❌
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So embarrassing having characters on my kin list whose in-world achievements far exceed my irl ones, it makes admitting to kinship with them seem delusional coming from me of all people, and makes it sting all the worse when I have to explain the reason I relate to them is for traits that are their canonical shortcomings and failures
As if someone like me, who has done so little and exists in such a pathetic state by comparison, even deserves to believe they could be loved like those characters are in spite of being this way
Like. They actually did something to make up for their faults. They actually have things to offer others. How dare I even compare myself to them. We are nothing alike, we just share vaguely adjacent flaws or traumas. They are better than me because they actually acted to change and be better. What a self centered loser I became.