#ses.5

And oooof, Eddie, babe. You REALLY need sleep.

I've had insomnia. It's the fucking worst. I thought I was loosing my mind. Well, I kinda was and I just could. Not. Fall. Asleep. And it freaked me out that I couldn't. And it's just a vicious circle and then it freaks out the people around you and scares them too. 🙃🙃🙃🙃

(I mean I also have anxiety in general and got depressed, maybe still am a lil, idk.)

But yeah, moving on. Lol. Eddie jumping to conclusions and then Chris being all "no, I didn't say that." when EDDIE TELLS HIM WHY HE CHANGED JOBS. Halp! (They need to hav more talks in ses 8 and stop assuming shit.)

And then him tryin to get his old job back and Bobby doin the same thing he did with Buck when he was put on the blood thinners for his own good & not saying yes right away. And basically Eddie snapping at Bobby like Buck did when he couldn't go back to work. Oooof. Those two. At least Eddie wont sue the city, lol.

I totally get why Josh reprimanded him or whatever, he was right to do it, tbh. But I still feel bad for Eddie. He was right, like this time. But that insomnia will catch up on ya.

Just, Eddie. You need allllll the sleep. But yep, Bobby's right. He neeeeeds to talk to someone for it to get better. (And well for me some meds.)

*flaps hands around*

I like Lucy (she didn't know Buck was dating anyone, I think). Lol. And I like still like Taylor. 🙈 Even if I know she'll put her ambition over everything. Bleh.

So sometimes Chris does legit get real mad at Eddie. But like more frustrated and like out of fear. Idk. But like yeah, so maybe as a teenager that shit gets amped up because of everything at that age. But *sigh* I wish Eddie and Chris still had Carla (I know the actress is apparently a bit of a homophobe or something).

Also uuuugh, Eddie’s insecurities and shit in this ep. Tearing my heart out. 😭😭

Anyways I know people have pointed out the parallels and done gifsets with Eddie saying he’s leaving 118 and Bobby telling Athena.

But idk if it was pointed out (probably has been) that like from afar Buck & Hen see Bobby and Eddie has a serious chat and a hug, etc and are all “I wonder what that’s about” “nothing good I think.” Or something and then later in ses. 7 basically Athena and Maddie (I think) have the same convo!

Lol. A Buckley in both those convos. XD But yeah, both are like hey what’s that about? And etc. And both are like about them leaving. Sure, Eddie told them upfront and Bobby didn’t but still. 🤔🤔🤔

It could just be a coincidence, but maybe they meant to do parallels or whatever. It’s just interesting watching this for the first time and not having to wait and stuff, so my head isn’t full of theories and stuff.

Also I thought Buck and Taylor were super sweet this ep. And the elevator accident couple too! I kinda shipped the women who found out they were married to the same guy. Lol. 🙈🙈

I'm a bit agh, poor Taylor cuz of her Dad. And Buck. Oh, poor Buck. Still waiting for other shoe to drop.

I just watched ep. 8 of ses. five 911 and idk, maybe I’m just in a sappy mood right now but I loved it so much.

I loved Michael and David. They are just so cute together. And all the planning Michael was doing and lol, giving David an engagement-watch! Lol.

And Claudette and Linda and that whole thing. 😭😭❤️ And Josh.

And Buck and Eddie saving that kid and his new baby sister.

LIKE BUCK WHEN THAT GUY THREATENED CHRIS! AND JUST THEY ARE SO UNCONCIOUSLY MARRIED.

But also poor Ravi. And like ugh, Eddie so hot like that. And the end is soooo sweet.