#sergu

Watching and participating in that much false enthusiasm is painfully reminiscent of when I was too mentally ill to have feelings and just faked enjoyment out of a sense of obligation to the status quo. I’m fine with the political bickering, control freak posing and regimental picture taking, pretty much everything else... but sitting around oozing with stock gratitude while everyone around me does the same makes me so uncomfortable I just want to burrow under the tree forever.