Not exactly a prompt but, is there more to your one mini fic about martin reading Jonahs statement and Jon being marked by all the entities and how all that was left was the lonelyâs mark?
referenced piece is this one, in which martin stops jon from reading the statement. he reads it first and gets angry. the beholding does not take it well. picks up from where the snippets left off, so the first few paragraphs might look familiar.
âMade you the Archive,â Martinsnaps, and oh, there is the fury Jon had seen in his face before. âWhenPrentiss attacked, Jon, Elias knew about the CO2 the whole time. He had his hand on therelease, and you know what he did? Do you know what he did, Jon? Hewaited.âÂ
âAnd then theâwith Melanie, with Daisy,that was all on purpose, Jon, he wanted you marked.â Martin laughs, adisgusted and furious thing. âYour palm, you didnât cut it on your own, didyou? That was Michael. And your hand, that was Jude, and the Dark Sun, that waswhat you were doing with Basira in Ny-Alesund, wasnât it? And then, and then,all he needed was the Lonely.â His laugh this time is loud and bitter. âAll heneeded was me.âÂ
âI donât understand.â
âThis would have ended the world,âMartin says, and slams the paper onto the cushion between them. âHe would havespoken through you, Jon. Summoned them here. All of them.â
And all at once he can hear it. Risingfrom the parchment, the sibilant hiss of a voice that sounds almost likeEliasâs and nearly like his, smug, reading words he should not know. Theurge to Know floods through him, and suddenly itâs not Martin holding thestatement, but simply a man, a person, a human with stories to tell, and itwould be so easy to rip him apart. The Archivist knows him so well,knows all of this manâs weak points, and after his brush with the Lonely thereare so many. Spurred by the hiss of the voice and the burning in the back ofhis mind, a savage glee, Jon stands. All over his body, eyes open like ripplingcoral, in waves.
He has to know. He has to Know. Itâs soclose. Heâs so close to understanding it, understanding all of itâtheworld that theyâre in, Magnusâs plan, why he was chosen, why he was madeâandit wouldnât take much, not really. In the face of all the despair and fearalready festering within him, what is one more man flayed open?
âJon? Whatâs wrong?â
His childhood friends, who were notfriends, not really. His mother, who hated nothing more than his face. Jon, theArchivist, who has hurt him so many times. There are a dozen ways he could tearthis man apart, and there is a distant salivating glee in selecting the rightknife. The Archivist opens his mouth, vaguely aware that the eyes on his face arebeginning to glow, and Looksâand looksâ
âJon,â the man says again, and thewords are not fearful, as they should be, but soft. Thereâs a hand on hischeek, and suddenly the Archivist is aware that he is crying. The touch is likea brand and he shudders, startsâstaresâ
âMartin,â he breathes. Thereâs ablissful moment of incomprehensionâheâd been looking through his own memoriesof Martin for references toâŠhis mother? Then it strikes him all at once whatheâd almost done. What heâd meant to do.
Nausea rises up in him so powerfullythat he retches. God, heâd almostâhe stumbles back, away, he has to getaway from Martin and thatâthere is still the knowledge that he couldtear it from Martin after tearing Martin apart and Jon knows it would be so, soeasy to do so.
âYou should be afraid,â Jon tells him,and only when his voice breaks does he realize heâs laughing. He leans againstthe arm of their couch, shaking. âMartin, why arenât you afraid of me? Whyarenât you afraid?â
âI am,â Martin says, then instantlylooks horrified, clapping a hand over his mouth.
âOh,â Jon says, relief anddisappointment knifing through him, and turns and runs.