Jul 5
FUCKING SUCKS ASS TO BE AUTISTIC
Like, wdym I can't take a cold shower???
Story time: it's 38°C outside, my house is on the 3rd floor, so it gets ALL of the sun at all hours of the day, making it even hotter.
I had to go out to buy something at a place almost 2 hours away, cue me staying almost all day outside, and coming back sweaty asf. I go take a cold shower, and I literally CAN'T, I stop breathing, the water feels like blades to my skin, I have to FOCUS and leave the water on minimum potency just to wash my back. Ffs. I hate this sm. (I struggle with this a lot, but today was particularly worse)
