Omygod, thank you so much, hon! And sksksk!! I really love a lot of questions!

Here I go

1. How old were you when you first start writing fanfiction?

I think I was 17? I started kinda late into my writing journey bc most of my childhood and adolescence was spent making visual art. I thought it was my passion until I fell in love reading books to analyze BTS HYYH MVs being released. I've always loved books since I was a kid lmao I finished all the books in my elementary school's library and it was huge! (I got like 4 library cards stapled next to each other, completely filled out, every year). However, I only really appreciated how they are mad eand their influence on other's works when I get to study them close up to get BTS MVs (i'm so used to BTS hip and cool MVs since No More Dream and I was shook out of my mind when they suddenly changed things up in I NEED U ASDFGHJKL)

8. Where do you take inspiration from?

A million of films. I fell in love with screenwriting and now I'm learning a heck lot from it and from that, I appreciated film making more. Bc learning it had me learning different types of character arcs to try, how to structure subplots, or even come up with novel story structures that deviate from the 5 point Acts! I think I appreciated stories told in films more than in books now bc the writing was made to be precise to fit in a specific time frame. And I think if you could pull off such a wonderful story with real, effective characters within just 2 hours, you're one hell of a talented being. The films that continue to inspire my writings until now had to be Kill Bill, Fight Club, Plus One, and recently added, Parasite and Snowpiercer. (It's actually been ages since I read books. I don't have much time to read them these days bc I'm in uni and I can only have movies for now).

17. Post a line from a WIP that you're working on.

Hoseok shrugs, “Well, he has a point. We’re exercising our powers determining everyone’s future and dictating what consequence should they have. Indeed, only gods do that and we are no gods.”

- My Time

(I'm sorry this is like an additional teaser abxjkwk. But I'm on my mobile now and this is the only WIP I have. But that doesnt do much bc I prefer finishing one project first after another so yeah)

21. Tell me about athwr writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?

I feel you already know this bc I've fangirled about him with you for so many times but F. Scott Fitzgerald. He writes beautifully crafted sentences that are also beautifully bruttally honest. His works always feel so raw and I just love the honesty in them. Another one is Chuck Palahniuk, the writer of Fight Club. I love how he manages to put so many of his philosophical stances in his story and yet syill have one cohesive theme. Not to say he makes a lot of mindfucking stories!

In the screenwriting field, Bong Joon Ho, hands down. I lobe his respect for the fundamental elements and techniques of screenwriting. It is often thought that doing the conventional is a negative connotation bc it is "restricting." When actually, they serve as a guide to wrote beautiful effective stories. And so I think Bong Joon Ho did a good job proving that doing the conventional way is also okay and in the end, you'll still get to make wonderful, impactful stories.

22. Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?

Hmmm, not that I posted here though. Even if I think I write better now than what I used to in 2018, I only fondly look back at them and appreciate how much they helped me grow in my writing journey. But hmm, I remember writing a real cringey shitty story when I was 16. Never got it online bc I only wrote it in pencil in some notebook. Real shitty bc it was highly inspired by the romantic tropes of Hollywood back in the day that I now think are very toxic. Never got to reread it tho bc I lost that notebook when we moved houses 2 years ago. I don't regret it tho. I don't really feel a great urge to rerwad it.

29. Do you have a story that you feel doesn't get as much love as you'd like?

I'll never let it go but Translucent Fireworks, my first official story here 2 years ago. It has 200+ notes and actually that's really big! However, there's not much feedback about it and that's kinda saddening bc I wrote so many beautiful lines there that to this day I still think, "how the fuck did I do that?" (Bc holy mother of fuck, 18 year old me made metaphors about cracking paint on ceilings and geometry and 20 year old me now is just: HoW?). I just wished more of my readers has appreciated it bc 'til this day, it remains as one of my proudest works.

33. What's the biggest compliment you've gotten?

Out of all the generous and kind words my hons has showered me ober the years, 2 remain that really hits my heart right on. One is when they say I'm their favorite writer (and guess what, you just said it to me rn *heart combusts boom boom pow pow* 😳🥺😭☺️😊😆🥰) Growing up, I found it hard to find friends I could trust on. And so, I made friends out of fictional characters and the writers who made them. Now as I write, I wish to be someone people who are like me who finds it hard to find someone to connect to, can find solace and comfort in my writings. Now the second one bears more weight to me. It's when my readers tell me they felt so many emotions. In such a harsh world we live in, it seems as just everyday seems to get worse as the years pass by. And bc of such exposure to misery and hopelessness, a lot has grown to be apathetic and find it hard now to find happiness in their lives. I want to make things a little bit better for everyone, and so I want them to just....feel. happiness, sadness, anger, frustration - a beautiful variety than just stagnant despair. I want more people to see there's still hope we can feel other than hopelessness in this world. So when I receive a compliment like this one, I feel I've already succceeded one of my major goals as a writer.

47. Here's a fic title - insert made up title. What would this story be about.

Okay, I LOVE THIS QUESTION.

Angst Queen. It will about a girl who loves reading and watching angsty stuff that her appreciation for this genre somehow got to affect her values. She now tends to expect that love should hurt for it to be real love bc people only gets to remember pain, not happiness, for joy doesn't bear a scar on the hearts. But in doing so, she tends to get in toxic relationships, or end up ruining a good one that's just about to start. When her bestfriend finally calls her out on it, she learns that maybe she's looking at life with black colored glasses. She decides to embark on a journey to grow out from it. She just didn't expect that the half of those black glasses had already started turning pink the moment her bestfriend told her he'll be by her side on this journey.

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Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood (orange font bc there's no yellow 😔)

1. I never really had childhood friends in my hometown. The ones I had live in my aunts' home in a province and I can only see them with my brother whenever we go to my aunts for the summer! (Tho it's been years since I met with them bc life got busy and idk it's kinda awkward now :(( )

2. I really like playing outdoor games when I was a kid. Especially hopscotch. I'm a pro at it until now. Watch me make houses out of the whole playing ground.

3. My dream when I was a kid was to become an austronaut bc I heard it pays well (lmao I'm such a money-focused human being even back then)

4. I love watching horror movies since I was a small brat. I also love reading horror stories sold in glossy paper booklets. It was a trend in early 2000s (I still love watching horror movies until now 😊)

5. I had my first crush in nursery. I was 3 and his name is Robin. Whenever the teacher will have us watching animation movies like Dumbo, I made sure I'll sit right next to him. Then as we watch, from time to time, I'll let my hand swipe over his. He'll look at me and then I'll smile. Broken teeth and all. (I wish I had the same courage until now when it comes to boys I like bc now I'm a hs anime shoujo protagonist who doesn't know how to DEAL)

6. I got to experience what it's like to be electrocuted from a socket at 4. I didn't know what it was back then so I grabbed my mom and had her near me as I shove my finger back into the socket, saying "Mom, look, I'm shaking shaking." My mom doesn't let me live out of this whenever talks about our childhood is brought up absjekls

7. I was 7 when I wrecked the neighborhood with my childhood friends mentioned in no. 1. I claimed I knew how to drive a pedicab (a wheeled carrier attached to a bicycle) and so my friends let me. Truth is, I really don't know how to ride a bike (until now lmao) and ended up swerving right and left. I've bumped on countless metal gates, destroyed 2 basins filled with laundry of the people in the village, and had a couple of adults chasing after us.

Red: 5 facts about my bestfriends (oof you know me so well, huh? 😏)

1. Both of them are very much in love with art and they are also very talented in it!

2. One has an iconic line that just comprises the word "Bjorn." She just said it so casually while talking about an unsolved case and I corrected her pronunciation. After that, I realized her original pronunciation was actually hilarious. It was set in stone and is brought up every now and then and the rest is history.

3. The other one has a peculiar tendency to genderbend the people she's talking about when she's kinda panicking. Lmao, I miss the times we were running up and down the 6 floors of our high school while screaming the names of our teacher with the wrong pronouns asdfghjkl

4. Both of them have a very distinct kind of laughter. The one in no.2 sounds like an evil witch more evil than any Disney villain (srsly, i think she'll do a great job voice acting a villain's laugh). The one in no. 3 sounds more like a wheeze-scream with layered vibrato. I love hearing them tho 🥺

5. Both of them are the most wonderful people I've ever met irl. Being their bestfriend is such an honor to this day, I still wonder how I managed to have. I love them very much and I hope whenever they feel lonely, they'll remember they're so loved bc I love them and will always be there for them 😘 (@senfleurs @sophrosinn accept my love please)