#send blessings

I’ve already gone through so many pulls and I can’t currently afford more gems

Is he nervous??? Is it because we’re married???!? PLEASE LOVE COME HOME

I literally have no other human characters except for Terry. This says a lot to me.

I mean imagine telling someone how they can improve their channel, giving fucking days and weeks worth of advice, doing research on their behalf all for them to change absolutely nothing?? Like I know it’s not my channel but I’m literally part of the team, the least you could do is listen to some input and implement some changes !!! No wonder the channel has remained stagnant. I mean it’s riddled with inconsistency (how hard is it to stick to one day out of the week to post?) the trailers for the videos are literally released a few hours before the episode, rather than a few days before to peak the audiences interest! We’re supposed to shoot in bulk so you have backups for when you haven’t shot, but noooo let’s release all the videos in the same month even though it’s highly unlikely we’ll be able to shoot anywhere in the near future!! That just leaves you with videos uploaded weeks and sometimes months apart rather than a week apart.

When I decided to join this, homie was talking big shit! You’d swear this was gonna take off. But now I’m just realizing that’s all it was, a big load of 💩. We used to have fucking meetings! I should’ve known it wasn’t going to go anywhere when we had our second meeting with a new member and even they took initiative to set somethings up and take notes cause they thought this was serious. It’s no wonder the new addition to the group left, they could see you weren’t as serious as you claimed. I just couldn’t leave earlier, but I think you’re just taking me for granted😩😭(I clearly see why your last camera person dropped you). I don’t even think, I know. You literally don’t appreciate me, your always changing schedules whenever you feel like and always let me know of these damn changes last fucking minute. I have a life too!! And you wonder why I cancel sometimes when we have to hang out. It’s cause you drain my energy bro! Be more serious!

I really want to cry because I don’t even enjoy this, I don’t get paid for it. I basically just do this for practice😭. Life needs to start looking up, I refuse to be in the same position next year🙄. Can’t wait to be done with this by March or June (probably March😅😂 no way can I drag this on til June🙅🏽‍♀️😂). 148 more days🤞🏽

Can’t wait to be free and be a happy and glowing woman😘