Feb 14, 2023
SHE WAS MY FRIEND.
amelia ; by katie / padme ; by pippa
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SHE WAS MY FRIEND.
amelia ; by katie / padme ; by pippa
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the negotiator . the princess . the senator . the knight
she falls apart in private --- when the door to her private quarters slides shut with a soft click and she’s left alone with the ringing in her ears, the stench of burning metal still coating her nostrils, and a mixture of fuel and blood on her hands. it happens slowly at first --- sips of air that turn into hiccups, her weight feels too heavy and her knees buckle and then the tear, silent and accompanied by shallow sips of air, stream down her cheeks. she doesn’t notice the door sliding open, and when dormé finally makes out the figure in front of her, she thinks for a moment that it might be cordé. cordé, who was just collected by medical droids and pronounced dead ( a fact that they knew, but she still hoped might not be true ). cordé who is likely lying on a slab on the lower levels of the capital, being prepared for burial. cordé, who looked so much like padmé but had a drier sense of humor and a sharper tongue. who laughed with abandon and always joked that dormé was too serious in her duties. ---- but it’s not cordé in front of her, it’s padmé, her face still smudged with soot, a guard uniform still covering her small frame. ❝ i’m sorry, ❞ dormé can only gulp the words, and she’s not sure if she’s apologizing for this --- the emotion, the tears, the grief --- or for not being there quick enough, or for doing her job too well. ❝ i’m so sorry, i’m --- ❞ / @senatoriaa + i like pain.
at any given time i am thinking about 1 thing and that’s padme getting the opportunity to dress livvy up in some naboo fashion and stand in front of a mirror with her to tell her that she looks very pretty,
she had been standing in the middle of the courtyard of theed palace, ash falling around her. they’d thwarted the emperor’s operation cinder, naboo scarred but still standing. and she had been looking up at the marble face of the late queen amidala. she looked serene, wise beyond her years. twenty-seven. the queen-- her mother, had only been four years older than leia herself now was. the pistol in her hand felt heavy, and, not for the first time, she wondered if her mother would be proud of her. but there were still things to do, and she turned, ready to return to her squadron, only to be met with-- ‘ queen amidala? ‘ that was who the woman looked like at least. she turned to compare with the statue, only it was gone. ‘ --what. are you really here, or am i hallucinating? ‘
@senatoriaa leia for padme!
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@senatoriaa : ❛ i’m real. i’m here. ❜ (🥺 )
“It just felt so real. You died, mom.” Luke’s voice sounded watery and he knew to an extent that he was likely getting snot on his mom’s nightgown as he pressed his face against her shoulder, wanting to feel that she was solid and there. “It wasn’t like a normal nightmare, it was different. I don’t know how it was different, but it was.”
It felt important to make sure that she believed him and Luke wiped at his eyes harshly as he pulled back to look at her, his face blotchy. “Dad tried to stop it, but it wasn’t enough and - and Leia, I don’t know where Leia was, but we lost you.” And Luke knew that those gone weren’t supposed to really leave, he knew that letting go was important, but none of that was enough to prepare a child for visions of their parent dying.
Q . can i be selfish and ask for space thistle au kara's thoughts on padmé? 👀 from @senatoriaa
A . //OF COURSE YOU CAN AHKSLJDKKLS// ok so i haven’t thought much on how well they actually know each other, because i guess it could go either way, but regardless of that kara respects the hell out of padmé. on the political side of things, as someone from a separatist planet, who generally has very little regard for most republic senators, kara does respect padmé’s politics, and sees her as one of the few politicians genuinely trying to do good. there is a sense for kara that if the republic were padmé then albhya wouldn’t have had to secede. and though she’s not a senator herself, kara does feel that padmé would actually be one of the few people kara would be willing to have a conversation with about her homeworld and the republic and separatism, while most other people kara would just completely shut down, which does imply a level of trust as well as respect.
forgetting politics for a moment, i think it would fair to say that given the kind of person kara is, she admires the kind of person padmé is; her willingness to fight for what is right and to actually act when needed, her strength of conviction and competence and kindness, how her actions have always matched her words. those fundamentals are very highly regarded by kara, whatever they may agree or disagree about in terms of the republic.
on the more personal side of things, and completely self-indulgent, i have obviously made it clear that i would headcanon a very close friendship between anakin and kara. so i’m sure kara has listened to him wax absolutely lyrical about padmé’s virtues. whether she knows or suspects about their marriage or not (which, honestly i don’t mind either way and being out of that loop actually wouldn’t diminish kara’s care for either of them) she clearly understands that this is a person important to anakin, and also that this is not onesided; anakin also clearly means a lot to padmé which is monumentally in her favour. given the kind of person kara is as well — if you are important to a person she considers family, it’s too late, you’re important to her now too, no questions asked — i don’t really think it would be stretch for kara to consider padmé within her circle of People.
“Okay, so maybe I wasn’t thinking this over when I asked them to send you four dozen malreaux roses but...it’s technically our anniversary and I wanted to do something special. If anyone asks, just tell them their from a secret admirer.” And certainly the senator had no shortage of those. She was beautiful and kind and brave and intelligent. Anakin never failed to marvel at how fortunate and blessed he was that he had her, forever. That they would always be together, even when duty kept them apart. Except maybe right this second, with all the deep red flowers with petals so rich and red they almost looked black, all over her office desk and side tables. Well, it is the thought that counts, right?
starter for @senatoriaa