#semipoetry

Words create worlds, and worlds are enriched by words.

Welp! My blog has served its purpose well for me over the past 2 years or so. Originally a stalking tool, it became a place of weird reflection on things once lost and what could be great. I suppose the best way I could leave tumblr is the the way I started it. Hopelessly following what I believe is best for me. I look forward not out of necessity but out of want. Want for a better tomorrow in light of a dark yesterday. A yesterday full of what once was and had beens. Had beens that once consumed my life and made me what I was. But I hated what I was. I hated what you made me. And because I hated what you made me, I made you into something that I hated so much more. Maybe someday there will be something I can say to you that resembles how I felt. Maybe sometime I'll get around to showing you what I couldnt show you before. But youre in a better place now than I have ever seen you, and that makes me so happy it's not even funny. Anyways. I wish whoever reads this a happy life and that they get everything they've ever wanted out of whatever it is they strive to achieve. I look forward not out of necessity, but out of hope.

It was nice to see you again, to see that you were still breathing.
 It was nice to have felt the relief of what was left unsaid being said. It was nice seeing your eyes making contact with mine as the conversation carried on.
 It was nice hearing your voice again.
 It was nice looking at you, and knowing that you still cared. It was nice knowing how you felt.
 It was nice knowing that you loved me enough to forgive my wrongs when i know damn well that i didn’t deserve it. 
 But most of all; It was nice feeling your warm embrace again, as your skin touched mine. (J.H.)

and I loved it.

                                you.