#sem 4

Not to make excuses but I was so depressed and physically weak after my midsems up until my finals. It's crazy I didn't fail even one course this semester. And I actually passed the one re-exam I had to take. I was so, incredibly, streSSED that week. I cannot even write it out in words.

There were so many moments I told myself this semester is fucked and now the results have turned out to be the best one yet!!!!

This moment is incredibly sense-of-self building, if that makes sense. I know the results are not super great. I want to perform better. But I have never come so close. In fact after my first semester, I have only been spiraling down. This semester wasn't easy by any means but this was the first time I have showed it to myself that I can do it. That I can pick myself up from failure and try again to achieve my goals.